For Leila Carter, losing everything was the worst thing that could happen in life.
She had been mistaken. Selling yourself to the devil, who enjoyed possessing you, was the worst thing you could do. And for the next six months, she would belong to Adrian Blackwell. Under the sleek conference table, she sat opposite him in his glass-walled office, her fingers balled into fists. Their agreement was in a sleek black folder that rested between them, its pages weighed down by her final decision. Adrian's face was unreadable as he observed her. His voice was full of laughter as he replied, "Let's review the terms." As if this were merely business. Leila made herself look into his eyes. "You mean the conditions under which I give up my life?" His lips curled into a slow smirk. "Amazing, but not wrong." She detested him. She detested the fact that he appeared amused, as though observing her wriggling had become his new favorite activity. He was right, and she detested it. However, she needed this deal. As Adrian explained the conditions of her captivity, she sat there, her spine stiffened, and listened. The Principles for Their Engagement Adrian opened the contract and tapped the first clause with a long, accurate finger. "Our engagement will last for six months. You will act as my loyal fiancée during that period, going to events, living with me, and making sure that this arrangement is seen as genuine. Leila felt sick to her stomach. Cohabitating with him? "No," she answered at once. "Yes," Adrian shot back without a pause. "The arrangement needs to be logical. There would be too many questions if they lived apart. Leila's fingernails penetrated her hand. "I have a place of my own." "A shoebox apartment," he remarked sarcastically. "Unfit for a fiancée of Blackwell." She tightened her jaw. "You have no right to decide where I live." A deliberate, slow pause. Adrian's black eyes gleamed with malicious delight as he leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table. "Now I do," he whispered. Leila did not respond. Refused to show him how deeply she was frightened after hearing that one sentence. "Fine," she gritted her teeth. "What else?" Adrian went on, unconcerned. "You will accompany me to all business occasions, including board meetings, corporate gatherings, and charity galas. It can be necessary to make public shows of affection. She gasped. "Public expressions of love?" A kiss here and there. Holding hands. A tender look. He raised an eyebrow. "Are you not aware of how to behave?" Leila wanted to hurl something at him with her hands. Rather, she made her voice sound calm. "I don't pretend to be affectionate." Adrian grinned. "You'll learn then." Her heartbeat pounded in her ears. This would be unbearable. A tiny black box was pushed across the table by him. "You'll wear this too." Leila paused, then flipped the lid open. Cold and indifferent. A huge diamond solitaire glared up at her. It was lovely. It was oppressive. She was marked by him. She took a deep breath. "You've already chosen a ring?" Adrian grinned more broadly. "I prefer to be organized." Arrogant bastard. She shut the box with a snap. "Is there anything else?" Adrian's tone dipped into a dangerous territory. "During this arrangement, you are mine." Her heart skipped a beat. His eyes grew gloomy. Not another man. Don't date. No scandals. The deal is off if anyone has any reason to believe that this engagement isn't genuine. She raised her chin. "I am not your property." Adrian got up and walked around the table until he was only a few inches away from her. His shadow loomed over her, demanding her obedience, and his presence was oppressive. With a voice like steel and silk, he said, "I do for the next six months." She felt a chill creep down her back. This was a mistake. A big mistake. But there was nothing she could do. Taking up the pen, she signed. Trapped Together Leila had to pack for Adrian's driver in precisely one hour. She stood in the center of her little apartment, glaring at the empty luggage on her bed It was more than just relocating to Adrian's penthouse. It was about sacrificing what remained of her independence. She had no time for pride, yet the thought made her chest tight. She tossed clothes into the luggage, only the necessities, with precise, angular motions. Adrian was in for a big awakening if he believed she would allow him to control every part of her life. She jumped when she heard a knock on her door. She scowled. Already? Ready to lash out at Adrian's driver, Leila rushed to the door and yanked it open. It wasn't the driver, though. It was Adrian. Wearing his go-to outfit, a black suit that had been expertly fitted, he looked like a formidable billionaire. His expression unreadable, he leaned against the doorframe. "You're taking your time?" Leila's arms were folded. "You were unable to send your driver?" "I wanted to make sure you didn't run ." Her eyes narrowed. That's adorable. Do you think I would flee from you? A lazy smile. "You ought to." Before she could stop it, her pulse skipped. He's a jerk. She pivoted on her heel and made her way back to her partially packed suitcase. "I need another ten minutes." Adrian entered without permission, his presence too big and suffocating. His eyes strayed around the cramped, comfortable apartment, taking in the mismatched furnishings, the walls covered in artwork, and the small espresso machine that looked almost antique. Then a little amusement twisted his lips. "You really did downgrade, didn't you?" Leila stiffened. "A penthouse the size of an airport terminal is not necessary for everyone." Adrian let out a low chuckle. "You'll get used to it." Make adjustments. As though she were a pet being moved to a new cage. She tightened her hold on her suitcase's zipper. She detested him. "Come on," he said lazily. "You don't want to arrive at your first night in captivity late. Leila gave him a deadly, sweet grin. "Oh," she answered casually, "don't worry." "I'm going to make your life a living hell." Dark enjoyment shone in Adrian's eyes. He loved this. "We shall see," he whispered. Leila detested how his tone made her stomach turn. However, she snatched up her bag, strode by him, and ventured into the unknown. One thing was certain--this was war.It was the most alienating feeling Leila Carter had ever experienced. As she stood in the opulent lobby of Adrian Blackwell's apartment, she gripped her suitcase handle tightly. The room, like the man who owned it, was frigid, incredibly smooth, and completely cold. A stunning view of the shimmering skyline of New York was provided by the floor-to-ceiling windows that ran the length of the open-concept living area. A sterile glow was cast over the black leather furnishings, glass coffee tables, and sharp steel accents by the city lights reflecting off the immaculately polished marble floors. Everything was carefully set out, too flawless, too managed.It was like entering a billionaire's fortress-- chilly, efficient, and completely soulless She detested it. Adrian drooled from next to her, his voice tinged with laughter, "You're staring." "Are you impressed?" Leila turned to him and exhaled slowly. Here, he appeared relaxed. He did, of course. She was now simply another tool in
Leila woke up with a start.For a split second, she didn’t know where she was.The sheets beneath her felt too soft, the mattress too luxurious, and the air carried the faintest scent of something dark and expensive. Then it all came rushing back—Adrian. The penthouse. The fake engagement.And the fact that she had fallen asleep in his bed.Her heart hammered as she turned her head.Adrian Blackwell was still asleep beside her.It was disorienting, seeing him like this—at rest, quiet, unguarded. He was always so controlled, so untouchable, but now, with the early morning light casting soft shadows over his face, he looked almost… human.She hated that she noticed.Leila cautiously sat up, observing the distance between them. Last night, she had been very careful to be as far away from the bed as possible, on her side. But she must have moved closer while she was sleeping. His arm was casually extended as though he had grabbed for something or someone, and his body was angled slightl
Leila pressed the button for the lobby as the elevator doors slid open with a soft chime. She needed air—space away from Adrian, away from his arrogance, away from the way he believed he could control every part of her life—because the penthouse felt like a gilded jail. A deep, unamused voice pierced the air before she could even enjoy the triumph of daring him. "Are you going somewhere?" Her heart leaped. Adrian was standing in the doorway with his arms crossed and a chilly, disapproving expression on his face when she turned around.Leila did not flinch. "I had no idea that I needed permission." The elevator doors closed behind Adrian as he entered. Smoothly, he pressed another button and stated, "You don't." Mid-floor, the elevator stopped. She gasped. She scowled. "Are you serious?" Adrian's head tilted, his face unreadable. "Now is the time if you have anything to say about last night." Leila's arms were folded. "All right. Let's discuss how you chose to hide the fact
Leila paced the length of the living room, her nails digging into her flesh as she crossed her arms so tightly against her chest. Apart from the faint hum of the city outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the only sound in the spacious apartment was the repetitive click of her heels on the spotless floor. It was smaller than before. The walls were closing in, enclosing her with the one man who simultaneously made her scream and quiver in rage. Adrian had a tumbler of whiskey in his hand, but he hadn't even taken a sip as he stood close to the bar. His massive shoulders formed a silhouette of silent authority against the faint glow of the city lights, and he stood eerily motionless. His dark, inscrutable eyes were fixed on her like a puzzle she could never solve. Even though Graham and Eliza had left the building an hour earlier, the tension remained. If anything, it had deepened and was pushing down on her like an unseen burden. And she was going crazy because Adrian was being qu
She stood in front of the full-length mirror, the black evening gown sculpting her body like a second skin, liquid silk pooling at her feet. The dim light caught the shimmer of the fabric, casting fleeting shadows that danced across her curves. Her bare shoulders gleamed like polished ivory, the delicate slope of her collarbone accentuated by the gown’s plunging neckline.Her gaze met her own in the mirror—dark, unreadable, yet smoldering with something dangerous, something irresistible. She tilted her head slightly, running her fingers down the smooth fabric that clung to her waist, tracing the shape of a woman, a shape just enough to make a statement.She wasn't sure whether she wanted to make that statement. Her reflection gazed back at her, poised, elegant, and polished. But within? She was stormy. For the first time as a couple, she and Adrian will be in the spotlight tonight. A lie wrapped in diamonds and silk.She inhaled sharply as she reached for the diamond bracelet lying
Leila realized that things had changed as Adrian escorted her back into the extravagant ballroom. Adrian, as much as she had been affected by the experience with Graham. His movements were more deliberate, his hold on her waist tighter, and the tension in his jaw was unmistakable. He was upset. On top of that, he was possessive. She wasn't sure how she felt about that. With the sound of champagne glasses clinking, soft chatter, and the constant flash of cameras filming the city's elite, the gala was still going strong. But Leila could barely focus on any of it. The way Adrian had moved between her and Graham, the way his mere presence had electrified the atmosphere with silent threats, kept coming back to her. She needed a moment to take a breath. Leila turned to face Adrian after carefully releasing herself from his hold. "I need a drink." His piercing eyes scanned hers, assessing, calculating. "I'll get it for you." She forced a tiny smile and added, "I can manage." He paus
The tension from the gala followed them inside like an unwanted guest as the penthouse doors closed behind them. As they walked inside the grand space, Leila turned to face Adrian, her heart pounding. "You don't get to make decisions for me," she spat out, her voice still tinged with the heat of their earlier argument. "Not like this." With a sharp sigh, Adrian loosened the cuffs of his spotless white dress shirt. "Leila, this has nothing to do with making decisions for you. It is about survival. You don't understand how deep this is.“Then explain it to me!” she stated, taking a step forward. "Because I am not some business deal you can negotiate into compliance, and all I see right now is a man who is used to getting his way around anything."What she said caused his eyes to darken, and a slow, menacing smirk formed at the corner of his lips. "You believe that this is about winning?" his voice dropped lower. "The intention is to keep you alive." Leila's irritation was clear as
Leila slumped onto the mat, fatigued and breathless, her muscles aching and a slow heat deep in her limbs. The private gym in the penthouse was poorly lit, and the cool air didn't help to relieve the heat radiating through her body. Adrian was standing above her, not the least bit winded. He held out a hand, but she ignored it, rolling onto her side with a groan. Her voice was husky from fatigue as she whispered, "I hate you." His chest rumbled with a low laugh. "No, you don't." Leila shot him a glare, but even she wasn't sure whether she meant it.Hours passed while Adrian continued to push her over her supposed limits and wouldn't let her give up. He forced her to get back up each time she hit the mat. He made her try again, and each time, she was unable to block one of his attacks. And she was exhausted now. "You're not bad." Adrian mused, crossing his arms as he studied her. "For a beginner." Leila wiped the sweat from her forehead as she scoffed. "You mean for someone who
After The DischargeThey left the hospital on a crisp Tuesday morning, the kind where the sky looked freshly blue, and the air tinged with the scent of rain, brick, and the first hints of greenery breaking through the earth. While spring hadn’t fully arrived, its presence was felt—curling at the edges of the winter cold, whispering promises in the wind. The world was on the brink of renewal, and so, it appeared, were they.Leila stood just outside the hospital room, holding Elias snugly against her chest in the soft wrap she and Adrian had diligently practiced tying for weeks. The fabric enveloped him securely, holding his tiny body close to her heartbeat. He was so light that she could almost forget he was there—until she felt his warmth against her, the gentle rise and fall of his breath, and the occasional flutter of his tiny fingers brushing against her ribs like a fleeting dream.In her mind, she had imagined being overwhelmed with fear as she left the clinical environment filled
On a quiet Thursday afternoon, they prepared the hospital bag, the kind of day that felt like the breath held between seasons. Sunlight streamed through the nursery windows in fractured, amber beams, creating dynamic patterns on the light walls and wooden floor. The room carried a faint lavender fragrance from the sachets she'd tucked into the dresser drawers, blending harmoniously with the soft scent of baby powder and an essence of comfort.Leila perched on the edge of the rocker, carefully folding tiny onesies with trembling fingers. A persistent ache in her back felt like a pressure that came and went like the tide, making her pause frequently—not just to stretch, but to breathe deeply, to steadying herself against the looming arrival.“Almost there,” Adrian said, crouching beside the open suitcase. He handed her a pair of impossibly small white socks with pale blue trim, and the sight of them sent a new wave of emotion through her chest.She smiled, though her heart felt too tig
LeilaThe first real morning of spring arrived quietly, with a hush so tender it made her ache.The sunlight streamed in through the kitchen windows in rich, golden beams, draping the stone countertops like honey flowing from above. It flowed across the hardwood floors they had chosen together months earlier, every board selected after deliberation and laughter. Now, those very floors gleamed under the morning light, imbued with memories. The windows were cracked open just enough to let in the refreshing morning breeze, carrying the scents of moist earth, budding flowers, and something vibrantly green.Leila stood barefoot at the cooker, wrapped in one of Adrian’s old flannel shirts with sleeves rolled up past her elbows. She stirred a pot of oatmeal slowly, savoring the slower pace. Her body felt differently now—more balanced, a daily reminder of their shared journey. She moved with a newfound grace, as if the earth itself had become a part of her. Every step was intentional, each br
AdrianHe woke before the sun breached the horizon.The brownstone was enveloped in a stillness that felt almost sacred. Outside, the city seemed to hang in that fleeting, fragile moment between night and day—a time when the world itself hesitated to breathe. Shadows stretched across the ceiling, and the silence felt heavy, like the calm that follows a storm after it has finally burned itself out.Adrian didn't move at first. He remained still beneath the blanket, one arm cradling Leila's as she curled against him, her head resting just above his heart. Her breath came slow and even, rising and falling with the rhythm of sleep, one hand splayed softly over the steady thrum of his chest like she was anchoring herself to his steady pulse.He closed his eyes and absorbed the moment.Not just the sensation of her presence or the warmth of the sheets, but the simple, unassuming peace that accompanied it. A tranquility that didn’t seek recognition but merely existed. For the first time in
Gwen's Arrival Gwen arrived on a cloud-covered afternoon, when the world seemed to hold its breath. Leila stood on the sacred-feeling brownstone steps, her pale wool scarf wrapped around her, her coat partially zipped over her gently rounded stomach. The air was infused with the scent of wet stone and lavender, faint traces of the cleaning oil lingering around the house's edges.When the cab arrived, Leila remained still, watching Gwen emerge, carrying a worn canvas bag. Gwen's thin coat appeared more appropriate for warmer weather, and her hair was pulled up in a messy knot, strands flying loose in the breeze.They exchanged silent glances across the distance for a moment.Then Gwen dropped the bag and bounded up the stairs in two swift strides.Leila stepped forward just in time to catch her, and they embraced—tight and sudden, yet utterly right. Gwen's arms wrapped around Leila's back, her breath hitching against Leila's shoulder."You look like spring," Gwen murmured, her voice t
Few days later, they navigated the renovated brownstone as if they were gliding through the pages of a story they'd once only dared to imagine.The floors, once scattered with splinters and gaps, had been replaced with reclaimed wood that hummed gracefully beneath their feet. The staircase—rebuilt, sanded, and stained—no longer creaked under their weight but instead welcomed them into their newly crafted existence. Each room exuded the lingering aroma of fresh paint, pine wood polish, and lavender oil—an unusual yet soothing blend that lingered in the air like a cherished memory.Leila paused in the entryway, running her fingers along the newly fitted doorframe. Her other hand rested on the slight curve of her belly, subtly hidden under her sweater but undeniable to her. She watched as Adrian moved through the living room, skillfully opening the windows to let in the gentle spring breeze.She smiled slightly. “It feels like it’s alive.”Adrian looked back at her, his gaze softening. “
LeilaThe nausea didn't creep in-- it slammed into her suddenly, like a crashing wave.One moment, she was on the gallery floor, crouched in a patch of warm light, her hands buried in fabric samples she'd been collecting over the past week. She had midnight blue for the reading nook and a muted rose she hoped would work in the nursery—gentle and grounding. This task felt reassuring, providing a rare sense of control amidst the chaos.Then, without warning, everything shifted.The room spun violently, causing her stomach to turn with it. Her hands slipped off the pile of swatches, and she barely managed to get to her feet and rush to the bathroom, gripping the doorframe for support as her heart raced. She felt clammy and disoriented, as if her own body had betrayed her.Nausea struck in relentless waves while she leaned over the sink, gripping the cold porcelain and breathing shallowly through her nose. Her reflection revealed pale skin and heavy, shadowed eyes.By the time Adrian arri
Pregnancy RevealLeila dialed Gwen from the gallery, her fingers quivering slightly as she made the call.The space was empty that morning, still resonating with the echoes of laughter and footsteps from the other night’s opening. Sunlight filtered through the tall windows, creating long, golden lines on the smooth concrete floor. Her latest collection adorned the walls—images that felt like fragments of her heart captured in ink and shadow. Yet none of these works, not even the proudest or most vulnerable work she'd hung there, compared to what she felt within her now.Gwen picked up on the third ring, her voice thick with sleep and that familiar, dry-edged affection.“Hello?” came the croaky murmur.“I didn’t wake you, did I?” Leila asked, slowly pacing between two canvases. She paused in front of one featuring Adrian at the lake, wind tousling his hair and vulnerability etched in every feature. It was one of the few photos she had been unable to let go of.“You did,” Gwen replied w
----LeilaThat morning, their conversation was sparse—not due to avoidance or a lack of topics, but because the weight of what had just shifted between them made words feel.....too small.Silence wrapped around them like a comforting blanket—not chilly or distant, but respectful. It felt as if speaking too soon might shatter the delicate truth lingering between them.Leila retreated to the window seat, captivated by the view even though she barely noticed it. She curled her knees beneath her, a throw blanket resting on her legs, while an untouched cup of tea—over-steeped and cold—sat on the windowsill. Thirst was not her concern; she wasn’t even sure what she felt. Just that something within her was in flux, rearranging.Across the room, Adrian quietly moved around the kitchen, the sounds of a mug clinking, water boiling, and his soft footsteps creating a soothing background. He didn’t press her with questions or attempt to fill the silence, but every so often, she sensed his gaze on