Not even coffee was going to help me.Until yesterday night, I was certain that I had lost contact with the word hangover because it had been ages since I last indulged myself in alcohol consumption.More often than not, I was a responsible drinker - I usually never made it past two drinks. On the occasions that I did get past two drinks, I learned to handle the alcohol uncommonly well. I was never fond of drinking anyway, so I seldom had any trouble dealing with its after-effects.It was quite odd that for being someone who always sought an escape, I never quite used alcohol as an aid.Well, it was mostly because I wanted to avoid creating more problems for myself. In that area, my plate was quite full. Drinking obviously created issues —ranging from a mild hangover to liver cirrhosis.But last night had clearly been an exception. I was drunk out of my mind. But boy, was it liberating. Just putting all the worries aside, all the troubles and stress - and merely focussing on relieving
Rachel's POV “Great work, Dr.Windsor. You’re going be one hell of a surgeon.” I never deemed myself accomplished until I impressed the people around me who let me help them. Hearing words like that from my mentor, I allowed myself to feel proud of my actions once in a while. At the end of the day, it’s not the hardships that you had to go through to get here that shows, it’s the skill you portray in those few hours in the OR, holding a scalpel over someone - about to save their life. That’s what makes every bit of the journey to becoming a doctor worth it. “I’m glad I could be of help.” I smiled back at Dr.Degrassee as both of us got rid of our surgical masks and gloves. “We should head back downstairs and inform the family that the surgery went well. I want you to tell them personally that you indeed saved that woman’s life.” "Helped save her life.” That earned me a chuckle from him. “Yeah, sure. I’ll take some credit too.” I had always admired Dr.Degrassee for this trait of h
Rachel's POV Perturbation of the highest order dominated me. I was baffled at the new reality I was facing and not a trace of an idea was bearing inside my mind that could help solve the situation at hand. What was I to make of this? “You said I’m out of danger for as long as he didn’t know me.” I muttered. “What happens now? Is he going to kill me? Can he really do that? Would he?” His eyes widened when he noticed how agonized I was. Seemingly ruled by protective instinct, he drew closer to me. “No, I’m not going to let him lay a finger on you." He promised. “I don’t trust you.” I said as I pulled away from him. Though seated on the same bed, I felt miles away from him. Through blurred eyes, I could detect a sense of hurt cross his eyes, but he quickly concealed it. I knew that it was a brutal thing to say but it was true and he ought to know that. All he's ever done till now was let me down. There was no way I'd give him my trust unless he earned it himself in righteous ways.
Rachel's POV I was surprised with myself when his words indeed pushed another strong dose of adrenaline through my body. I didn’t think it was possible for me to be more terrified than I already was, and due to the impact, I shot up to sit on the bed. “I can’t, Alan, I-” “It’s going to be fine.” He cut me off, but not coldly as he usually does. He sounded soft, the tone he used when he revealed his secret to me on the night of our wedding. “Rachel, you are going to be fine.” He was now kneeling before me and I noticed that his hand was itching to clasp mine. Although my mind was still a wreck of thoughts, I knew that dodging their advances would only put me in more trouble, the best I could possibly do at the moment was not to give them more excuses to hate me. Noticing my apprehension, Alan dared to hold my hand finally and the warmth of it engulfed me like a protective shield. Sighing, he leaned in slightly and spoke in a low tone, “And I’m going to be right beside you. She just
Rachel's POV Following the uneventful encounter with Douglas and his family, things had surprisingly started to simmer down. Easier than I had expected, both Alan and I had managed to fall into a quiet routine. After the initial shock had subsided, I’d begun to grasp the situation. Since I was no foreigner to acceptance, I had little difficulty in moving on from it. It didn’t mean that I no longer felt threatened to stay alone anywhere, but that notion wasn’t damaging my regular life as much as I’d expected it to. Alan was pleasantly taken aback with this, he had said earlier, as he had expected me to live in that trauma for at least a few weeks. Our conversations were always limited, but one particular evening, he made time to check up on how I was doing, and that was when he affirmed this. Like myself, Alan was a busy man. As expected of him considering his profession, he had barely any time for endeavours that people tend to do in their free time. Like a young trainee at the hos
Rachel's POVSince I wasn’t someone who let their past interfere with their present, I was quick to get back into my full spirits at work. Moreover, I had grown numb to fall outs like this since I had grown up witnessing plenty of them at my house.Emilia was a complete sweetheart when it came to restoring my spirits. She had a keen eye to notice my foul mood and she acknowledged that I needed cheering up without verbally stating it. Perhaps it was a connection we had developed over the years where we didn’t need to have a conversation to let eachother know what was happening inside our minds, and I was rather glad about it.Toward the end of the day, I was positive that it was the most exhausting working day of my life - physically and emotionally.Dealing with complex cases and performing risky procedures was one thing - handling my emotions without letting them affect the workflow was another.“So, this is how it’s going to be now? You get married and stop sharing stuff with me?” S
At first, I didn't understand what he was on about, but soon enough, I realized that he was answering my prior question. Understanding, I nodded, urging him to continue.“Men in his circle aim just for two things - money and power. Most of them originally come from a poor lifestyle and traumatized past, which, in my opinion, drives them to things that acquire them control of their life. In the process, they stop caring about what is just or not, and what is right or wrong.”“How do they get to roam around in public when you know they’re criminals?”“It’s not that simple - sure, we can arrest them or kill them, but that’s just a temporary fix. In my opinion, it’s not even a fix. If anything - it’ll eventually create more pressing issues. You see, it’s not just one person - it’s his entire empire that we need to kill.”“Won’t arresting him destroy his entire base?”“Not necessarily. In a mob, there are too many people involved. Let’s take the case of Douglas. If we kill him, his men wil
Rachel's POVI kissed a fair share of men in my life and few of them have proven that they were rather excellent at their skill, but never was I kissed so ardently until this moment. Mere movements of his lips against mine have sent my heart into such a racing pace that I feared it would implode within my chest.It felt like he was made for me as no pair of lips have fit into mine as perfectly as his did. As his lips moved expertly against mine, his hands sought the chance to explore my body, seeming to have known my anatomy at the back of his mind. He had an undeniable knack of turning my entire body into molten lava as I fought with all might not to melt within his arms.As I immersed myself into the blissful movement of his lips against mine, he slowly pushed me backwards by my hips and soon my legs met with the couch in the living room. Falling on my back, I pulled him by his collar along with me to hover over my body, reluctant to let go of his lips.When a groan left his mouth,