“DAMN IT!” I scream, throwing the closest object to me. It happens to be a large metal mixing bowl. It bounces off the wall and then the floor before rolling under the kitchen table. A week? A fucking week away from my mates and pups? I was going insane thinking that I’d be here for another two days and now I find out that it will AT LEAST be another six? I’m going to go fucking insane. Zak and Charlie aren’t fairing much better. The stress of being new parents and the lack of sleep that comes from having infant pups isn’t helping at all. I should be there! I should be with my family. Instead, I’m wasting away in this Goddess-forsaken cave with three fucking psychos. I can’t even leave if I wanted to. I’ve tried to get out of the barrier that Severn created. First off, there’s nothing sharp enough. There are a few kitchen knives, but they don’t even have a butcher’s knife in here. Must have gotten rid of everything sharp before they took me. Though, that doesn’t matte
Goddess, did I want to get drunk! Of course, that’s a bit hard as a werewolf. And we don’t have a ton of alcohol here. My best bet is to get a buzz going by drinking as quickly as I can. So I quickly grab another beer, pop the top, and chug. Brandon looks at me, surprise and…is that worry in his expression? “You might want to slow down there, Severn.” “Call me ‘Sev.’ I’ve always hated my name.” I quickly finish the beer and grab another. “Alright. Here, let me take that from you.” Brandon pulls the beer from my hand, quickly grabbing the six pack from me as well. “Hey, man. Not cool. I need something to help me forget.” I make a lame grab for the beer, but Brandon pulls it to his other side. “Talk to me, Sev. What’s going on?” I rub my hands down my face. I knew he was going to ask that. And, honestly? He’s the only one that I’m willing to talk to about this. Rin is…well, she’s the reason that I’m feeling like this. And Case has taken to caring for her, just lik
I walk in the door late, having missed dinner with my boy again. I see Sandra and Bhakti on the floor with Nathan, building some monstrous stack of blocks with cars and Little People stacked on and around it. Nathan’s making roaring noises and giggling. The sight stops my heart. He’s been so happy here. The shadow of Julian and that pack has left, fallen away from his little psyche, and left this happy little boy in its wake. It’s amazing to see his healing. Amazing to see what his life should have been all along. Carefree, creative, full of hope and happiness. And love. So much love. He's never met a stranger. Every other pup fights to sit beside him in school or be on his team during recess. He is loved by everyone. I wish that I could be more like him. Yeah, I’m better. I’m not constantly on high alert, waiting to see what I would do to piss someone off, to see how they’d react. Using my son to keep me in line. Using my body to beat out their frustrations or gain
Rin has finally fallen asleep. She had clung to me, afraid of my reaction to her emotions from the clearing. She wasn’t convinced that Severn and I could handle her feelings. For some crazy reason, she had convinced herself that we would reject her, leaving her all alone in the world. Don’t get me wrong, I understand her fear of abandonment, especially with everything that had happened with our pack and all of the other packs. But what had Severn or I ever done to convince her that we would leave her? I don’t understand. I want to, but I just don’t. Regardless, I can’t let her be alone. That’s when she goes down these rabbit holes and freaks out. When she spends time alone in the woods with that damn skeet shooter and just thinks about everything that we’ve lost, that’s when she comes up with ideas for revenge and plots for kidnapping. I’ll support her as best I can through all of this until we can get in with the other trios. According to Brandon, they’ve got counselors an
I wake to the smell of rotten meat surrounding me and a heavy weight in my lap. The feeling of cold stone on my back and beneath me reminds me that I’m in the gym cave with Sev, who is probably what is in my lap. I crack my eyes open slightly, just enough to take in the room. No one is in here yet, but they are just outside of the door. I can hear them moving in the leaves, not even attempting to be quiet. I guess they think that because there are six of them, they can stand against us. Yeah, ok. I put my hand over Sev’s mouth so that he doesn’t speak and shake him awake. Immediately, he’s alert and beginning to claw at my hand. I pull his head to mine quickly, keeping my eyes on the door. I can see one of them in wolf form starting to walk towards the door. “Rogues!” My whisper is urgent, my eyes tracking their movement. It’s then that we hear Corinda’s scream from the other cave. Without thinking, Sev leaps up, calling her name. “Fuck!” I mutter under my breath. He j
I wake up with the urgent need to pee. I sigh loudly before rolling from side to side to try to get momentum. I finally roll to my side and push myself up. The change in gravity does not help the peeing situation AT ALL. This little girl is doing a tap dance on my bladder. “Alright, kid. I get it. Calm your ass down. I’m getting up as fast as I can,” I grumble. I lean forward and put my weight on the bedside table and half fall forward, half stand. I love this kid, I truly, truly do. But I can’t wait to have my body to myself again. I finally stand and waddle my considerably bigger ass to the bathroom. After finally relieving myself, I waddle back out of the bathroom, looking for my shirt that I threw off when Lily and I came in here for a nap. From my understanding, with two pups, these will be at a premium soon and Lily and I decided that we would take advantage of the little time that we have left. Our due date is eight weeks from now, just behind Sandra and Bhakti.
When Case floated Sev up to him, I almost expected to feel a pang of jealousy surge through my chest that he hadn’t done the same for me. But, I didn’t. Instead, I just feel that “awww” moment that you get when you watch sappy movies and the main characters finally get together. Happy for them, somewhat wishing that you had it yourself, but not really wanting to be a part of their moment. I don’t really dwell on the feeling long. Sev wasn’t completely wrong when he accused me of not being in love with my mates any longer. I am…but more as long time friends love each other. I guess you could call us friends with benefits? I hadn’t really felt love for them in…years? Even the fated sparks have died down for me. I don’t really feel them when I touch my mates anymore. I had hoped that once my revenge was exacted that I would start to fall back in love with them. It hasn’t happened though. I still feel too angry. At least, now, I have a new enemy to vent my anger on. I turn
It all seems to happen in slow motion, but there’s nothing I can do about it. Rin spins towards Brandon, her fist already pulled back before she releases a punch that would have definitely dislocated and possibly broken a human’s jaw. But Brandon catches her hand in mid-throw. Suddenly, she’s on the ground beneath him, her hands grasped in his, his knee in her stomach, and his face menacingly close to hers. “I wouldn’t do that, Corinda. You have to know how my gift works. I’m not sure why I didn’t see Sev’s tree coming, other than it isn’t really living, but I’ll see anything you try to do. Don’t do that again.” His voice is a growl, threatening her. I feel Case tense beside me, but I can feel his conflicting feelings through the link. She kind of asked for this, but that’s our mate that’s being threatened. The most unexpected thing happens when her arousal scents the air. It temporarily leaves both Case and I immobile in utter shock. Brandon moves off of her almost fas