LOGINPreetah's high school crush becomes her husband through an arranged marriage. But the boy she once adored is gone. In his place stands a man who is cold, ruthless, and impossible to love. Can she survive being his wife, or will he break her completely? Dean is Arjun’s best friend. The one man who should protect Artha (Arjun's sister), not desire her. But when loyalty collides with forbidden love, how long can he fight what his heart wants? Roshni endures abuse in exchange for money. But when she falls for the abuser's son Junior, her secret threatens to destroy them all. Five voices. Messy. Toxic. All tied together by secrets too dangerous to survive. (This book contains dark themes and may be triggering for some readers.)
View MoreArthaTears were streaming down my face and my hands were trembling. I may have just made the biggest mistake of my life.Arjun would kill me if he laid his hands on me.I couldn’t drive home cause that would be stupid.I had to get to Dean. He would know what to do.He always does.I drove as fast as I could without breaking any speed limits. The last thing I needed was to be pulled over and handed back to my responsible adult. Plus I didn't have a licence.It was only when I was close to his house that I remembered that Bianca was the one living there, and that Dean was back at his parents house.Shit.I began reversing.What if this car had a tracker and Arjun could see exactly where I was.Oh lord. I can’t drive this car!But I didn’t have any money. I scratched in the glove box and found nothing. In the cup holder there were some coins. But where would that get me?I need to call Dean. Have him get me then park Arjun’s car at a gas station where he could retrieve it.“Fuck!” I r
Roshni“I’m so sorry, Junior. That’s why I didn’t want us to be together. But you insisted… and then I fell in love with you…” He began shaking his head as if it would change the truth.“But it was never intimate between your dad and I…”He bent over as if trying to catch his breath after a marathon.“He used to pay me… after… and I really needed the money for nursing school…”My words faded when he looked up at me from his position and screwed up his face like he was queasy.“I deeply regret doing that, Junior and if I could go back I would never allow –”He raised a hand as if he couldn’t take any more. “Please stop.”“Junior, I want you to know that I am really sorry.” I stepped closer. “I don’t ever want to lose you…”Junior suddenly moved aside and threw up on the sidewalk.“Are you okay?” I placed my hand on his back.“Don’t –” He immediately pulled away as if I would contaminate him. “Don’t. Touch. Me. Ever.”He stood upright and ran the back of his hand against his mouth. He
08h45ArjunThe cold morning air felt like a reminder that warmth had left us.I came around to Artha’s side of the car and closed the door for her.She was avoiding my eyes but I could see her eyes were red and swollen.She started putting on her jacket and I helped her.I had been angry about all this the whole of last night and today. But right now, seeing her in front of me, ashamed and trying to put on her jacket – I felt sad, weak, a failure. I let my friend do this to my little sister. I was more to blame. I took her out of school and made her live like an adult when she wasn’t ready. How could I blame her for wanting to live like one?Dean took advantage of her, she was just naive. Just seventeen years old. After this, I would forgive her. I would really put everything behind us.It’s Dean that I could never forgive.“Brother, just to be clear.” She looked up at me. “I’m not going to lie about anything that didn’t happen. I’m just going to tell them what did happen.”I nodded
ArthaWe drove in utter silence. Arjun had one hand on the steering wheel and the other resting on the open window. He looked deep in thought. When was he going to say something? Should I start?Maybe this was him giving me the platform to lay my case. He was probably just too arrogant to state it.Okay, I am gonna start. I darted at the dash board. Clearly he wasn't going to work today.Speaking of which, will Dean still have a job at the company?Artha, you’re getting distracted. The platform is open, use it.I sucked in as much air as I could. I can do this.Five… four… three… two –“I’m your big brother.” His voice came out of nowhere. “And as your big brother, my job is to protect you and if I can’t do that then I have failed our family.“Do you know how mom died?”“Cancer?”He shook his head.I shifted in my seat, feeling the seatbelt strangle my chest. Was I ready to hear that what I had believed my whole life had been a lie? “She died because I couldn’t protect her.” He sa
ArjunI sat on the couch, hand under my chin, waiting. Every minute that ticked by made me feel humiliated, worthless and disrespected. I told her forty minutes ago to get home and she still wasn’t here.Grinding my teeth felt like working a fidget toy, it was keeping me from going out and turning
Preetah“I was standing at the balcony getting some fresh air when I saw Artha running out of the gate.” I said.The policeman taking my report looked up expectantly. “And then what else did you see after she ran out?”I exchanged looks with Arjun, who had a hand at the base of my back. He was also
ArthaAfter tossing and turning a million times, I was sure that it still wasn't 6am. I couldn’t check, Dean's clock had been standing at 1h34 since we got here. Dean said that I had to turn my phone on at exactly 6 o'clock. That he will text me and fill me in on how the conversation went and what
Preetah I was wearing a short silk dress hand-picked by Arjun himself. My black wedges almost brought me up to his height. He stood behind me in the mirror, looking at himself. I took a couple of mirror selfies with him in the background. I was not one for pictures, but I needed a cute picture to p












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