His promises

That night in the bar, Sean had asked him. “Do you love her?”

The answer he gave him was silence.

At that moment, he didn’t know what love meant.

Before he met her, he felt lonely. 

His life only revolved around eating, sleeping, and rebelling against his father.

But after she came into his life, he found a reason to live.

He loved to tease her, watch her speak endlessly about things she loved.

Holding her in his arms was the source of warmth to his heart.

He loved it when she would get worked up, even at the tiniest thing.

Life was not that boring anymore!

She had become his only salvation.

But then, he had to fuck up.

He knew he had an illness beyond cure and would never be able to give her a complete version of himself.

He also knew that perhaps after everything he’d done to her, she would never accept him.

Despite everything, he selfishly wa