LOGINAvery Nash had two lives and one rule. Keep them completely separate. By day she was the captain of the Crestwood University cheer squad and a Business Management student holding onto her scholarship by her fingernails. By night she was Scarlett, masked and wigged and untouchable, dancing at Velvet Underground to cover the gap between what her scholarship paid and what her mother's deadbeat boyfriend kept taking from them. On the night her boyfriend cheated on her with her biggest rival, Avery made one reckless decision. She followed a brooding stranger back to his motel room and gave him the one thing she had been saving. Her virginity. "Take off the mask. I want to see you." He had said. "A little mystery never hurt anyone, did it?" she replied. She slipped out before dawn, telling herself she would never see him again. Then she rang her best friend, Jade's doorbell and he answered the door. Liam Harrington was Jade's new stepbrother, who she hated, the transfer quarterback every girl on campus was already talking about, and the boy sitting three seats away from her in every Business Management lecture. He was also the only person in the world who knew what Avery felt like without her armour on. He just did not know her real face. Now Avery was living three lives at once. The captain, the stripper, and the girl quietly falling for the one man she was absolutely forbidden to want. And the secret that started as one reckless birthday night was growing into something big enough to burn everything she had built.
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"If you drop her one more time, Brianna, I will pull you from the lineup myself." The whole gym froze. The music was still playing but nobody was moving. It suddenly became just twelve girls staring at me like I had said something in a foreign language, which I guess I had, because nobody on this squad ever talked to Brianna Holloway like that. At least not to her face. Not out loud. Brianna turned around slowly. She had that smile she always wore, the pretty one that made coaches think she was sweet. But I had been watching her for two years. I knew exactly what that smile meant. "Excuse me?" she said. "You heard me." I walked toward her, keeping my voice steady. "That's the second time today you came off that stunt before Priya was set. If I hadn't stepped in just now, she would have landed on her wrist." "I called the count," Brianna said, with a small shrug. "That's not my fault." "You called it fast on purpose and you know it." "Avery." She tilted her head like I was being difficult. "I'm just trying to make us better. Some people need to be pushed." "And some people need to be checked," Jade said, stepping up beside me. "You've 'accidentally' botched three catches this week. All three of them Priya. Should we talk about the odds on that?" Brianna looked between us. I could see her deciding something behind those pretty eyes. "I'm just a team player doing my best," she said sweetly. "But okay. Whatever you say, Captain." She said the last word the way people say it when they want you to know it bothers them that it's true. Brianna had run for squad captain at the start of the year. She had lost to me by nine votes. She had smiled through the announcement, hugged me in front of everyone, and then spent the next eight months making my life and the lives of anyone close to me as difficult as she possibly could. "From the top," I said, turning to face the rest of the squad. "Full routine. Sharp and clean." Practice ran for another forty minutes after that. Brianna was perfect. Of course she was. She always performed like an angel when she wanted to prove a point, and right now her point was that I had no good reason to come at her. Every move was on time. Every smile hit its mark. She even helped Priya reset after one of the jumps and patted her on the shoulder like they were best friends. I hated how good she was at this. After cool-down, Coach Vega dismissed us and the girls broke into their usual groups, grabbing bags and water bottles and picking up where their conversations had left off. Brianna left without looking at me, which told me more than any look could have. "She's going to make you pay for that," Jade said, falling into step beside me as we headed for the bleachers where our bags were. "Let her try." "Avery. I'm serious." "So am I." I picked up my bag and checked my phone. One new message. I smiled before I even finished reading it. *Can't stop thinking about tonight. Pick you up at seven. Wear something nice, birthday girl.* "Colton?" Jade asked. "Yes." "Still doing dinner?" "Seven o'clock." I dropped the phone into my bag. "But I want to see him before that. He said he's been in his room all afternoon. I'm going to stop at the bakery on Fifth and grab him those lemon cookies he likes, then head over and surprise him." Jade stared at me. "It's your birthday." "I know." "He should be surprising you." "I know that too." I laughed. "But I want to see him. Is that a crime?" "It's deeply unfair to the rest of us who have no one to be that happy about," she said. Then she pulled me into a hug. "Go. Have fun. Call me the second you get home tonight." "Every single detail," I promised. The bakery line was longer than I expected, so it was almost four by the time I crossed the east side of campus toward Colton's building. I had the cookies in a small paper bag and my hair still pulled back from practice and I did not care even a little, because it was my birthday and I was going to see my boyfriend and the evening was going to be perfect. Colton Reeves had been mine for seven months. He was the captain of the football team, and the kind of guy who remembered small things without being asked. He knew how I took my coffee. He remembered my mom's name and asked about her. He texted good morning without needing a reason. After a year of Crestwood feeling like too much noise and not enough warmth, he had been exactly what I needed. He gave me a key to his room two months ago. I used it now without knocking. The afternoon sun was coming straight through his window when I pushed the door open, bright enough that I saw everything clearly, all at once, with no shadows to make it softer or give me even a second to look away. Colton was on the bed. He was not alone. "Oh my God." I heard my own voice like it was coming from somewhere outside my body. Colton scrambled back so fast he nearly fell off the mattress. "Avery — wait — this is not —" "Not what?" I couldn't move. My feet had stopped working. "Not what it looks like? Is that what you're about to say to me right now?" "Just let me explain —" The girl sat up slowly and pushed her hair back from her face, and my stomach dropped straight through the floor. Brianna Holloway looked right at me. And smiled.Avery's POVZoey turned back to Liam like I was not sitting two feet across from her.Like she had swatted at a minor inconvenience and filed it away, and the subject was now closed as far as she was concerned. Like the person she had just spoken to like that was a background detail in a scene that was entirely about her. She had said it and turned away without waiting to see how I received it, like the outcome did not particularly interest her.I looked at her profile. She was already talking again, her voice back in the soft, focused register she used when she was directing something exclusively at Liam. Like the twelve seconds in which she had spoken to me the way she had were a minor chapter that was now finished. Like she had dealt with it and moved on and the subject was no longer available for discussion.I knew this type and I had known it for a long time.She was the type who was used to being the most important name in every room she entered. Back at wherever she had transfe
Liam's POVI looked at her for a second without speaking.Avery had gone very still across the table. She had her pen in her hand and she was looking at it rather than at either of us, which was her way of giving us space without actually having any. Zoey was looking at me with the patient expression she always used when she was saying something she had already decided on and was not going to be talked out of, and the library was quiet enough around us that I could hear the second hand on the clock near the door."Zoey," I said.She looked at me with the expression that meant she was not finished and was not going to be easily redirected."I mean it, Liam. I did not come all this way to be treated like this. I just need you to hear me out properly, without you cutting me off or telling me this is not the right time. If you would just—""We are in a library," I said. "We are three people at a table trying to finish a project that counts toward all of our final grades, and right now you
Liam's POVI was very much aware of Avery's discomfort. She looked like she was clearly waiting for me to say something else to her. But I wasn't going to stoop that low. She had refused to reply to any of my messages, checking on her for the past few days and then went ahead to make it look like it was my fault that Zoe followed me all the way here. Not that it mattered to her or affected her in any way. Whichever way I wasn't going to give her the satisfaction of being the first to check on her again. Zoey came in ten minutes later.She walked through the library door with her bag over one shoulder and her coat still on, moving with the unhurried energy she had always had. The kind that said she had nowhere more pressing to be and was not particularly concerned about the time she had kept us waiting. She scanned the room until she found us, and then she crossed the library like someone walking into a room she had already been invited into.She sat down beside me, not across from me
Avery's POVHis text came in at just past seven in the evening.'This is almost a week of no replies from you. I understand if you need space but I cannot let our academics suffer. Let's meet at the library tomorrow, for our project. Four o'clock. Let me know if that works.'I read it twice. I put the phone down on the desk and looked at it from a small distance. Then I picked it back up.He was not asking how I was. He was not asking about Dean or the house or any of the things he had been texting me about all week. He was being completely practical, which was fair, and which was somehow harder to receive than the concerned messages had been. At least with the concerned ones I had something to push back against. This had no edge to it at all and I felt bad that I had ignored him to the extent that he didn't think it was necessary to ask me another question about my well-being that I may not answer.I typed, 'That's fine by me. We haven't worked on it all week. We are a little behind.
Avery's POVI was driving.Jade had offered but I had the keys already and we both knew the real reason was that I needed something to do with my hands on the way to cheer practice that afternoon. She sat in the passenger seat with one earbud in and her chin resting on her hand and she watched the
Avery's POVThe shock on his face was almost satisfying.Almost, because it didn't last as long as I wished so much in my head that it would.Professor Cross touched the side of his face with two fingers like he was checking to confirm what had just happened, and his expression cycled through sever
Avery's POV The words stuck in my throat and I couldn't get them out. I looked at him in front of me in the low light with his blue-green eyes patient and his whole body leaning forward like someone who genuinely wanted the answer, and I felt the name right there at the tip of my tongue. "I can'
Avery's POVI had about three seconds to decide whether to stop her.I used them watching Jade cross the gym floor with that particular walk she had when she was done being reasonable, and I decided that three seconds was not enough time to get between Jade Rivera and someone she had decided needed
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