Mag-log inAvery Nash had two lives and one rule. Keep them completely separate. By day she was the captain of the Crestwood University cheer squad and a Business Management student holding onto her scholarship by her fingernails. By night she was Scarlett, masked and wigged and untouchable, dancing at Velvet Underground to cover the gap between what her scholarship paid and what her mother's deadbeat boyfriend kept taking from them. On the night her boyfriend cheated on her with her biggest rival, Avery made one reckless decision. She followed a brooding stranger back to his motel room and gave him the one thing she had been saving. Her virginity. "Take off the mask. I want to see you." He had said. "A little mystery never hurt anyone, did it?" she replied. She slipped out before dawn, telling herself she would never see him again. Then she rang her best friend, Jade's doorbell and he answered the door. Liam Harrington was Jade's new stepbrother, who she hated, the transfer quarterback every girl on campus was already talking about, and the boy sitting three seats away from her in every Business Management lecture. He was also the only person in the world who knew what Avery felt like without her armour on. He just did not know her real face. Now Avery was living three lives at once. The captain, the stripper, and the girl quietly falling for the one man she was absolutely forbidden to want. And the secret that started as one reckless birthday night was growing into something big enough to burn everything she had built.
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"If you drop her one more time, Brianna, I will pull you from the lineup myself." The whole gym froze. The music was still playing but nobody was moving. It suddenly became just twelve girls staring at me like I had said something in a foreign language, which I guess I had, because nobody on this squad ever talked to Brianna Holloway like that. At least not to her face. Not out loud. Brianna turned around slowly. She had that smile she always wore, the pretty one that made coaches think she was sweet. But I had been watching her for two years. I knew exactly what that smile meant. "Excuse me?" she said. "You heard me." I walked toward her, keeping my voice steady. "That's the second time today you came off that stunt before Priya was set. If I hadn't stepped in just now, she would have landed on her wrist." "I called the count," Brianna said, with a small shrug. "That's not my fault." "You called it fast on purpose and you know it." "Avery." She tilted her head like I was being difficult. "I'm just trying to make us better. Some people need to be pushed." "And some people need to be checked," Jade said, stepping up beside me. "You've 'accidentally' botched three catches this week. All three of them Priya. Should we talk about the odds on that?" Brianna looked between us. I could see her deciding something behind those pretty eyes. "I'm just a team player doing my best," she said sweetly. "But okay. Whatever you say, Captain." She said the last word the way people say it when they want you to know it bothers them that it's true. Brianna had run for squad captain at the start of the year. She had lost to me by nine votes. She had smiled through the announcement, hugged me in front of everyone, and then spent the next eight months making my life and the lives of anyone close to me as difficult as she possibly could. "From the top," I said, turning to face the rest of the squad. "Full routine. Sharp and clean." Practice ran for another forty minutes after that. Brianna was perfect. Of course she was. She always performed like an angel when she wanted to prove a point, and right now her point was that I had no good reason to come at her. Every move was on time. Every smile hit its mark. She even helped Priya reset after one of the jumps and patted her on the shoulder like they were best friends. I hated how good she was at this. After cool-down, Coach Vega dismissed us and the girls broke into their usual groups, grabbing bags and water bottles and picking up where their conversations had left off. Brianna left without looking at me, which told me more than any look could have. "She's going to make you pay for that," Jade said, falling into step beside me as we headed for the bleachers where our bags were. "Let her try." "Avery. I'm serious." "So am I." I picked up my bag and checked my phone. One new message. I smiled before I even finished reading it. *Can't stop thinking about tonight. Pick you up at seven. Wear something nice, birthday girl.* "Colton?" Jade asked. "Yes." "Still doing dinner?" "Seven o'clock." I dropped the phone into my bag. "But I want to see him before that. He said he's been in his room all afternoon. I'm going to stop at the bakery on Fifth and grab him those lemon cookies he likes, then head over and surprise him." Jade stared at me. "It's your birthday." "I know." "He should be surprising you." "I know that too." I laughed. "But I want to see him. Is that a crime?" "It's deeply unfair to the rest of us who have no one to be that happy about," she said. Then she pulled me into a hug. "Go. Have fun. Call me the second you get home tonight." "Every single detail," I promised. The bakery line was longer than I expected, so it was almost four by the time I crossed the east side of campus toward Colton's building. I had the cookies in a small paper bag and my hair still pulled back from practice and I did not care even a little, because it was my birthday and I was going to see my boyfriend and the evening was going to be perfect. Colton Reeves had been mine for seven months. He was the captain of the football team, and the kind of guy who remembered small things without being asked. He knew how I took my coffee. He remembered my mom's name and asked about her. He texted good morning without needing a reason. After a year of Crestwood feeling like too much noise and not enough warmth, he had been exactly what I needed. He gave me a key to his room two months ago. I used it now without knocking. The afternoon sun was coming straight through his window when I pushed the door open, bright enough that I saw everything clearly, all at once, with no shadows to make it softer or give me even a second to look away. Colton was on the bed. He was not alone. "Oh my God." I heard my own voice like it was coming from somewhere outside my body. Colton scrambled back so fast he nearly fell off the mattress. "Avery — wait — this is not —" "Not what?" I couldn't move. My feet had stopped working. "Not what it looks like? Is that what you're about to say to me right now?" "Just let me explain —" The girl sat up slowly and pushed her hair back from her face, and my stomach dropped straight through the floor. Brianna Holloway looked right at me. And smiled.Brianna's POVFour days after the near-miss stunt at practice I called the meeting.Not because of the stunt. The stunt had served its purpose and Vega's expression afterward told me she had noticed exactly what I wanted her to notice. But the stunt was not the reason for the urgency. The reason for the urgency was what Colton had told me on the phone that morning about what happened at the athletics board conference.We met at the bar. Same corner table. Same four faces. Nikki arrived last, took a seat, ordered nothing, and looked at Colton with the look of someone who had been given the summary and wanted the rest."Tell them," I told him.He leaned forward."I spoke to her at the conference," he told us. "Alone. At the refreshments table. Nobody else was close enough to hear.""What did you say?" Zoey asked."I told her I knew she worked nights," Colton told us. "I told her the establishment she worked at had an interesting reputation. I mentioned the nights. Wednesday and Friday."
Avery's POVPractice on Friday started wrong and got worse.The energy in the room was off from the moment the squad walked in. I could feel it the way I had learned to feel room dynamics over a year of being the captain, the difference between a squad that was focused and one that had brought something in with it.Brianna was already on the floor when I arrived. She was stretching near the back wall with her group around her and she did not look up when I came in."What is the plan today?" Chloe asked, falling into step beside me."Full routine," I told her. "Top to bottom. Vega wants to see the pyramid section at full speed.""The pyramid section has not been clean since the second game," Chloe told me."That is why we are running it today," I told her."Is Brianna's group on the base?" Chloe asked."They are always on the base," I told her. "That is where they are placed."Chloe looked at me with something she didn't say."Let us get started," I said.I called the squad together. T
Avery's POVLiam did not wait until we got home to ask.He asked in the car. Three minutes into the drive. His hands on the wheel, his eyes on the road."What did Colton say to you?" Liam asked."I told you," I told him. "Small talk.""Avery." He glanced at me. "You were shaking. In the lift. Your hands, your jaw, your shoulders. I could feel it through your back when I put my hand on you." He looked at the road again. "That is not a reaction to small talk."I looked out the window."He made a comment about my work," I told him."What kind of comment?" he asked."About Crestwood," I told him. "About the kitchen. He said something about how it was beneath me. That the captain of the cheer squad should not be washing dishes at a community centre." I kept my voice flat. "He knew it would land. I was already on edge about the forum thing and the game, and then he was standing there being smug about my job and I froze. It caught me off guard. That is all."Liam drove for another block with
Avery's POVThe week after the game was supposed to be a recovery week. Light practice, no fixtures, the squad resting before the next block of the season. Instead Reyes had reminded us twice in the group chat that the athletics board conference was on Thursday and attendance was not optional for team captains and starting players.I had forgotten about it until the second reminder. Between the forum post and the phones in the crowd and the syllable that might have been Scarlett shouted from the stands, the conference had been the last thing on my mind.But Thursday came and I put on the version of myself that events like this required. The one that smiled at strangers and shook hands and said things like thank you for your support of the programme while holding a glass of water I did not drink.I was good at that version of me.Liam was across the room talking to Coach Reyes and two board members whose names I had been given and immediately forgotten. Jade was somewhere near the back
Avery's POVFor a moment nobody said anything.Jade stood two steps below us on the library steps with her shopping bag in her hand. I wondered how she knew where we were. Either way, the look on her face was not the quiet, contained version of hurt she had worn all afternoon at practice. This was
Avery's POVHe did not answer straight away.I had asked about Jade like I was asking about a random stranger I didn't know. He was quiet as if there was an elephant in the room for a second or two before he picked it up. I lay still and waited and told myself I was just curious, that it was a natu
Avery's POVBrianna definitely had it coming and I wasn't going to let her get away with making me look bad this time.“I'll see you later.” Priya said and I watched her walk away.I took deep breaths to pace myself before springing into action that definitely would have consequences.I stood at th
Avery's POVTwo seconds.The handshake lasted exactly two seconds and I was the one who pulled away first.He let me go without comment, and for a moment after I dropped his hand, he just looked at me. Not the polite, surface-level glance of a person being introduced to someone they do not plan to
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