Little Desire

From the inception of my childhood, my mother was never ever lenient towards not me only. She used to look after everyone.

 After the death of my father, she was always like that and before my father I don't have memories like clouds also, so I can imagine the real her. 

 Khushi and I used to run the same way. She always compares me to khushi. But we both are the same, sometimes we used to gain equal and or little low so that mother won't gain a chance to scold. 

It's human tendency to compare from the one who had powers. Dhruv was the younger one at home and a man also. He became mature earlier than his friends.

Next day, as I entered the college, Khushi was in the library, researching history and couldn't figure out the reason.

 David and Geshu were making fun of the linguistic blunders committed by the professors. They were doing mimicry and inaudibly I recorded their video. 

Can't explain how I control my stomach rats. Just to be used for the future. 

                As they all accumulated we went to the canteen. We all ordered David to bring the food, it's a huge list so David simply said to the receiver, "Whatever you had to eat only one on chair…".

 He changed his lines by seeing his crush on the back, "brother, let me have 4 drinks and patties".

       How can I be able to control this time, we all burst like balloons. We just called him back by saying let's order later. 

The three of us realised that we don't have enough money to pay for it. We all had eyes on Geshu as today she had money. 

She was hiding but unfortunately we were three and she was the one. So the majority always wins.

 Today it's Geshu's turn to pay for us and we assured her that we’ll pay for food tomorrow. But we all know that tomorrow will never happen. I always ask them to join me in morning horoscope reading, to earn a little but they won't let me do it. 

   

        We all started backstabbing our principal. We were just trying to lay down our thoughts only and someone from the canteen whispered to her about everything.

 I just got to know the moving crowd in her opposite direction, her eyes only searching us. 

Her moving steps wetted me from fear. 

So we all just entered into the kitchen,trying to make something sweetest for her, to cool down first. But it doesn't work. I can't understand all my ideas vanishing, someone whispers, "YouTube".

“David!” she yelled.

“Yes Ma’am?” he sprang up with cake, he decorated with dark chocolate which she hates most so she yelled and says, 

“Why is your shirt unbuttoned David"? 

He looked down embarrassed, buttoning up that wretched button that put him in this position. 

“I am not interested in seeing your chest hair at all, if that’s what you want!” 

she retorted, and the whole class burst into laughter.

“I am sorry ma’am”, David said with a bashful smile.

“Sorry won’t make a dead man alive David! Sit down. And get a haircut! You look like a ruffian.”

She sends everyone to their classes. After sometime a boy came to me and said, "The principal is calling you".

 I went out of my class and started roaming. Enjoying every single minute because the economics professor roasting one of our classmates because of not submitting an assignment. 

Me and my friends are also one of them. But now I am in a safe zone. After taking a complete round of my college. I went to her room. There I saw Mr.Rishi having some conversation with her regarding our examinations schedule which had been postponed for some other day. I was enjoying their conversation outside. 

After the departure of Mr.Rishi and completion of their boring discussions I entered and said ,"did you call me mam "she said with anger, "yes dear, please come and have a seat". 

           By the way, may I know you did not face any problem in taking such a long way. Good you arrived too early. 

For sometime I was in a dilemma whether it was my College principal or my mom who always used to scold me.

 As she was more polite with me at that very moment my heartbeat started beating faster. I don't know what God is taking revenge for.

She suddenly stood up from her chair

 said ,"so from now, onwards; there will be no pocket money, hence no get together, no party and no fun alright".

 Yes she is my mother. 

Her behaviour is not usual, Then I realised she heard our morning conversation when they used to mimicry. Khushi was prevented from scolding as she was in the library. I lashed! 

Although it was my day, I think. When I entered my class everyone was talking about what I had gone through in the principal's room.

 They all were enjoying my facial reaction because David had a sneak peek into the principal's room.

After a ‘so-long’ day at college, we all gathered around the main entrance to see off. Isha went to geshu's house to overflow from knowledge.

I can't understand how crazy she was. She was my savage today and she went by saying, "get ready to face the face you already had". I am frustrated as she already scolds me a lot and I can't love to repeat all those ones, which I tried to forget. 

Only one remains but this time it's distinguished. I just messaged him with David's mobile to look up at the door. He just came, David went away. Seeing me he tried to get back. I just pulled his t-shirt and prayed for him to help me. 

           He said so what can I do for you ! I don't want to be a bridge between you and my mother.

 Inside me is a larva who can brust on anytime. He says ,'' Who will save me if I'm caught in saving you from mommy, Sorry dear I can't bear that much risk".

 I am requesting, just for once, to look at the height of the risk dude. He said if you will give your pocket money this time then only I can help you out, otherwise there is no option. 

I was angry but nothing was in my hands. I had to say yes and had to be pleased towards him by keeping the situation in mind otherwise I would beat up my brother so badly.

Finally i got into my room with my brother.