I fell asleep with all the things going on inside my head. There was no bed or anything in this stinky room so I slept on the floor.
It was not dark at all when I woke up. And I was completely shocked when the first thing I have noticed was my free hands. They had removed the handcuffs! Even my feet were free! I almost jump in happiness.Because I was free to move, the first thing I did was to clean my body. I could already smell the mixture of blood and sweat. I could not stay in this smell any longer.There was a small bathroom in here. I was shocked to see a toothbrush, toothpaste, soap and shampoo in the small cabinet. I used all of them without hesitation.Did Greval smell me? Did he find me stinky that is why he let me take a shower? Fuck him, then!There was also a towel which I also used. I feel so fresh after.I stared at my face in the mirror. As much as I hated to admit this, Nieva has the most fucking beautiful face I have ever seen. Her face was innocent as though she would never commit any sin. She looks like a fucking angel. That is why the first time I saw her, I wanted nothing but to scratch her soft and clear skin.And it is not a question why she became Greval's dark obsession.But this face is mine now...I caressed the skin below my left breast. I had a small tattoo there before but my Dad had it removed. I just can't remember when and how did I get the tattoo. Probably when I was in Dubai, when I was still with George.I wore the huge black shirt and boxer shorts which were placed in the cabinet.I let out a deep sigh before I went out of the room.But I did not expect to see the devil himself waiting outside. He was sitting on the chair while talking to his phone. He was wearing a white shirt and a pair of denim pants. His eyes immediately darted at my direction.His eyes roamed around my body as he furrowed his brows which made me smirked."Eat your food," he uttered coldly. I just noticed the chicken, vegetables and rice on the table as he mentioned that.But the image of the fried rat suddenly flashed in my mind like a lightning, causing me to cover my mouth and ran towards the bathroom to vomit.I washed my face before I went out. Greval's forehead was creased as he watched me."I am not going to eat," I hissed as I sat on the cold floor.His lips pursed in a grim line, annoyed at my behavior. "Do not fucking test my patience," he hissed, gritting his teeth. He took huge strides towards me and forced me to stand up on my feet. I winced at the pain of his tight grip and glared at him but I was left with no choice but to let him dragged me towards the chair.I sat as he remained standing beside me, glaring at me murderously."I will not leave unless you eat." His tone was condescending."I am not going to eat! I would rather die in hunger," I yelled that made him furious.He forcefully grabbed my face, digging his fingers into my skin."We are still investigating you. Once I found out who is behind you and the truth behind that face you are using, your death will never be easy."I smirked darkly. "Are you desperate to know why I look like Nieva? Or are you hoping that I'm her?" I said in a playful tone, purposely making him mad even more.He pressed my cheek. His breathing became fast and ragged. He slammed his fist down onto the table so hard, making the tray jumped. His mouth had gone hard."Do not fucking bring my wife's name in this, woman. And clearly, you're not Nieva. She's far from you. Maybe, for a quick second, I admit that I hoped you're Nieva. But now, that hope is completely gone.""Why? Still can't accept the truth, Greval? That you are alone now. And it is your fault why Nieva died. You cheated on her! And if you kill me, it would feel like Nieva's second death."His lips parted as though he did not expect those words from me.He was hurt so fucking bad. I know that the image of Nieva flashed in his mind. Her severely burnt body. I know that he is breaking into pieces again. And that is what I fucking want."I will fucking kill you." His voice trembled despite of his effort to make it hard. His gray eyes were bloodshot. I could almost see those brimmed with some tears."Kill me." I taunted him. "Kill me," I repeated in a more aggressive tone.In a fast move, he pulled out his gun from his pocket and cocked it swiftly before he brought its edge directly at the side of my head.My whole body froze when I felt the gun against my skin."I will pull the fucking trigger once I hear my wife's name coming out from your disgusting mouth."Despite of my trembling form, I smirked evilly. "Your wife is dead. Move on."Without any warning, he pulled the trigger. My body trembled when I heard the gunshot. He shot it beside my ear, an inches away from my brain. The hot smoke coming from the gun was hitting my cheek and ear.Pulse beating in my ears, blocking out all other sound. Sweat poured down my body as I stayed still as possible. Every muscle in my body screamed at me to flee, but I remained frozen.He aggressively pushed me. My face almost hit the floor if I just did not support my body through my elbows. My head was hanging low. I did not lift my eyes until I heard his footsteps disappearing. I was left catching my breath, shaking.I sat there for what looked like hours, staring at the wall as my body shook uncontrollably. I did not touch the food. I can't eat. I was extremely starving but whenever the image of the rat and the distance of the bullet from my brain flashed in my mind, my system violently shakes.Until the room wrapped by darkness, my stomach was still churning as my eyes closed. I laid down on the floor, bringing my knees up to my chest. No pillow or anything. I do not know how long would I stay in this small room. I am sure that Dad already knew that I was held captive in here. And I am not certain if he is even planning to save me.Nobody will help him to save me. We do not have money to hire people. I woke up when I heard a glass shattering on the floor. The light coming from the small bulb was limited. I was still processing my surrounding when I noticed the man who was sitting in the corner. Even though his face is not clear from here, I knew that it was him.He threw the bottle on the flo
I don't know what happened but the next day, I just woke up in this dirty room. It seems that they brought me back here.I fell asleep in Greval's arms while he was so drunk. I still remember how he sounded as he cried painfully last night. It sounded so... hurt and miserable. Like he was so broken beyond repair as he kept on calling Nieva's name. And I admit that something tugged in my heart whenever I think about it.I sighed heavily as my mind reminisced about what happened last night. Is that really happened? Did I really feel so... miserable because of his cry? No. I should not. Why would I? It was just probably because of the cold night. I do not care about him. A man like Greval should never pity. He is the the god of death and blood, if there is any. He is the personification of death.My eyes went to the door when it opened. One of his men entered with a tray of his hand. Like usual, he did not say anything to me as he silently put the tray on the table. I just watched him as
He was very mad. I am sure. His hands were shaking as he stood up and faced me with so much wrath written in his face. I know that I hit the most sensitive part in him again. And that is his wife. Nieva. That name is my most powerful weapon I have against Greval.I gasped when he squeezed my throat. His eyes were bloodshot. I was scared for a second thinking that he could kill me easily because of his anger. He was literally trembling.The air in my lungs was already not enough and my neck was burning in pain as he squeezed it so tightly with all his strength."P-Please," I choked in my own voice but he remained deaf."That would be the last time I would fucking hear you saying that name," he growled before he pushed me on the cold floor with so much strength.I was coughing so hard as I tried to catch my breath. I feel like my neck was too sensitive and my throat was numb. I could not even feel myself. I was literally dying few seconds ago.The doors slammed and I was left alone agai
Fear crept in my skin when I saw the rage and disgust in his face when he looked at me. I swallowed, not being able to know what to do. Suddenly, I lost my ability to produce any words from my mouth as my eyes remained on his hard feature. His steps were heavy and full of authority as he walked towards the man."I-I am sorry-"Before the man could even finish his sentence, Greval pulled his gun from his pocket and shot the man in the head. I gasped as my eyes widened when I saw the blood spurting out from the man's head. I was beyond horrified as I watched the scene infront of me.Mindlessly, I took a step back slowly, scared that I would catch Greval's attention. I was trembling miserably as I watched the man fell like a paper on the cold dirty floor.Tears fell in my cheeks as I screamed loudly when I saw the man's eyes. They were opened and they were looking at me! His lifeless eyes were looking directly in me!When I glanced at Greval, my body shook excessively when I saw how his
It took me awhile before I realized that a bloody dead body is here in this room with me. My eyes widened in horror when I accidentally glanced at the man lifeless on the floor.I stood up and with a shaking legs, I ran towards the metal doors but the guards have locked it already just when I was few meters away.I cried as I slammed my hands on the door. "Let me out! Please! I do not want to stay here! Please! Just remove the body!" I begged. I am not even sure if there is someone outside but I kept on making noise."Please! Help me! I am scared! Get this body out of this room!" I yelled as I continued crying but no one came.I helplessly rested my head on the metal doors as tears never stops falling in my cheek. The image of the dead body kept on flashing in my head like a movie. The blood, lots of blood was gushing out from his body.I sat near the doors and continued slamming my hands on it. I stood up when I heard something from outside. They are trying to open the door!I waite
The door shut loudly. I remained sitting on the floor. I glared at the door where he vanished. That asshole. He thinks he can the rule the world. He thinks he is better than anyone. He is so full of himself. If I was crazy over him before, well that was before! I feel nothing but hatred towards him now. I do not even know why he thinks I will let him touch me, let alone fuck me.He just wants to feel me because I look like Nieva. He is holding into that fact. He is only keeping me alive because of my face. And I do not know if that is a good idea or what.I fell asleep on the floor without me even realizing it. I woke up with a sore body all over. I winced at the pain as I tried to stretch my body. God, I need a bed. Even a small fucking bed with a thin mattress. Or even if it is just a matter alone! I do not know how long I can take this. I always wake up with a sore body every damn morning. It feels like I have been in an intense fight!I was shocked to see few clothes on the table.
They brought my lunch. I did not touch it. I did not even open it. I have not seen Greval for a week. It has been a week since the last time he went here. That is a good thing. I just hope this will continue. I just hope that he will never come back here again. I do not know if what will he do the next time he sees me.I am always anxious when I think about my father. What if the killed him already? What if Greval found him? What if he tortured him? God, no, please. Save my father. I do not know what will happen to me if he is... dead. I will never going to accept it.There is a huge possibility that Greval had already found my father. But why he has not yet showing up here? It has been a while since he went here. What is making him busy these past few days? Is he planning about something? What is then? Is it about my father?But no. If he has ever caught him, he should have told me and used my father to make me tell him the truth. He should at least let me know that he is holding him
I cried silently as I hugged my knees. The throbbing pain in my heart was too much for me to take. I know that he is evil. Why am I still... disappointed to what he did? He was thinking about his wife while he was thrusting his dick in my mouth. He was thinking about her while I was the one who was giving him pleasure.I do not love him anymore. No. I am not hurting. This is just my ego talking. He just crushed my ego. Not my heart. I do not care about him at all. Whatever I am feeling is definitely not because I still have feelings for him. This is just my pride. And he ripped it. He ruined it. He made me feel a disgusting whore. He used me. He was such a fucking asshole.My love for him was long gone. The day when he did not believe that the child inside me was his, I felt nothing but hate towards him. He threw me like I was a fucking trash when Nieva entered his life.I admit that I tried to make him love me even though I already knew that he was obsessed with Nieva. I was too blin