I yawned, stepping out on my balcony and instantly relaxing when feeling the sun hit my legs although my feet were burning as they touched the bamboo flooring. I leaned against the banister looking out to see an unfamiliar car in the drive way, visitors already?
I walked back to my room seeing my phone flash on and seeing the name 'Alex'.
'Hope I didn't keep you up last night, miss you already'
Me and Alex were literally on the phone basically all night. It was just like old times but the only difference was that we were no longer a couple.
I replied quickly before heading to my bathroom, having a very long shower; something I had a bad habit of doing. I brushed my teeth and threw on a pair of pyjama shorts and a random shirt.
I heard distant chatter of another women along side my mom.
Great. Now I have to be sociable.
I slowly entered the kitchen only to see the all too familiar face of Rachel and her daughter Roxy. I know, so cringe.
"Here she is! The face I've missed!" Rachel exclaimed pulling me in to the tightest hug ever.
"Hey Rachel" I said, out of breath from that suffocating hug.
Rachel was one of my moms close friends out here and was one of the reasons why we moved. After finding out my dad was having ideas about moving Rachel stepped in and persuaded them to move out as it would be 'the best thing to ever happen to them' as she said. As kind as she was, her daughter wasn't.
Roxy and I have known each other since we were children. She was literally my 'frenemy' - friend- enemy. You see Rachel and her family lived next door to us in our own house, that's how my mom and her became friends. Meaning I saw Roxy everyday. I went to kindergarten with her, elementary school and middle school before she packed up her things and moved to Calabasas. It was the best day of my life.
Roxy had a really bad habit of wanting to be the centre of attention. She literally took my shyness to her advantage and let herself dominate me,literally.
She was extremely jealous, once I had my first kiss she had hers straight away, forcing the poor boy to kiss her just to tell everyone at school she had kissed a boy. She copied a lot of the things I did, like how I used to do ballet when I was younger, surprise surprise, roxy joined ballet.
It was an extreme case of obsessiveness and was very unhealthy.
Other than that, she was okay because once she had left I hadn't heard from her until now. She stood in my kitchen with the most fake smile ever, when in reality it was the look girls give to other girls when judging them. I knew her all too well.
"Roxy, give your childhood friend a hug!" Rachel urged, oh no. Roxy pulled me in to a hug, was it possible for a hug to be fake? Well it was now.
"It's so nice to see you again Izzy! You're still so short!"
Of course, she'd call me my childhood name as if we were friends and then bring up my height, some things are just best to be left in the past, including her.
I laughed, forcefully obviously.
"I know" I smiled.
"And you're still so quiet, I wonder how you'll make friends" she laughed, of course.
"Oh don't be silly, she's a beautiful girl, she'll make friends in no time" Rachel complimented making me smile. Roxy did the opposite.
"And girl, you'll be a hit with the boys with that body" she winked making me instantly turn red. She had always been so forward.
"As you can see Roxy has remained a bit too skinny, she's in denial of it but oh well, you're beautiful too baby" she said squeezing Roxy's cheeks.
I didn't even try and look at Roxy because I knew she was giving me death glares.
"Well good news Bella, looks like you won't be alone after all because Roxy is at the same highschool you'll be going to!"
Instantly my smile dropped and my heart raced. I was going to be stuck with her? This was good news how?
I already could imagine the 100's of ways this girl could make my life hell, starting by embarrassing me on my very first day just like she did in elementary school when she made me cut my hair very very short and told everyone I was going through a phase of wanting to be a boy. Of course I had to laugh it off and pretend it was a joke when really I cried about it every night.
I did think of getting revenge on this girl but when she told me she was leaving I felt that was the best revenge without me even exerting any energy in to doing so. I wasn't a revengeful girl, I didn't have it in me but in this circumstance, it happened naturally.
"Don't worry honey, my girl is captain of the cheer squad and is city council of the school, she'll help you out with everything" Rachel winked. God did I hate people who unnecessarily boasted.
But yay, I was going to be besties with the captain of the cheer squad, so fun.
This was all going down hill and school hadn't even begun yet.
As Jason turned and walked towards me, I went to smile, wanting nothing more but to feel him in my arms again.But that wasn't the case.Jason's body fell to the ground as he was shot in the back 3 times."NO!"After that, everything felt to be in slow motion.I ran as fast as I could, falling to the ground as Jason lay so empty, in so much pain. Blood oozed out, causing a puddle to form.I helped him up to lay his head on my lap as I struggled to keep him awake."No, Jason please, please don't close your eyes" I pleaded. I could hear gunshots going off in the back, however everything else was empty for me. It was just Jason and I. That was it.I caressed his soft cheeks, trying to keep him awake but I could tell he was fighting hard but it was all too painful for him."Baby please... you have to stay strong for me okay? We will get you some help, you're going to be okay Jase" I said as tears flowed down my face as I sobbed."It's o-okay pri-ncess" He was still trying to treat me the
Anger filled my mind. It took over my actions, my thoughts and my feelings and all I wanted was to be able to end this bitch, finally.And that was exactly what I was going to do.I walked in to the darkened warehouse, following the hallway which was dimly lit. There was smoke in the air from possible cigar's as I could smell the strong smell however, I didn't let that distract me.I kept my gun in the waistband of my pants, I didn't carry it in my hand, by my side or on me at all, I walked with my hands free and my head high because I was Jason Fucking McCann and my mom didn't raise no bitch ass, unlike Carter of course.At the end of the hallway was a doorway, I held down the handle before opening the door.It was a large room filled with absolutely nothing. It was empty. Dim lights lit up the place but not too much as he probably couldn't afford it the broke ass bitch.I heard the sound of hands clapping, and in the distance, through the darkness, Carter appeared."Wow McCann, you
I heard the door slam open followed by the voices of the boys who all seemed as if something was going on, as Jason was not here. I quickly left the bathroom, leaving the box that I didn't want anyone seeing right now, on the counter before rushing out.I saw them in the living room and Jason wasn't here. "What's going on?" I asked making them all stop and look at me.They looked at one another, exchanging weird looks, no one spoke though."Ryan? Can you tell me what's wrong? Why do you all look so worried? Where's Jason?" I asked stepping forward towards Ryan.He shook his head taking a deep breath "Jason... he's gone" My heart raced and I instantly thought the worst "What do you mean gone?" I asked feeling my hands shake."Carters boys came to me and Jason once we were on our way back to the hotel. They... they showed us a video of some camera footage," he paused looking at the boys as if he was unsure he wanted to continue with his story."What was the footage off?" I asked, why wa
I was now in the meeting room of one of our offices, of course we had one in New York. Everyone was all over the place, things were being set in progress and plans were being made in the most sufficient way possible.All according to me of course.However, for some stupid reason Thiago decided it was clever to join us as well and now here we sat, the boys and a couple of thiago's boys who licked his ass a little too much."Okay but what will happen if we do this now instead of longing it out? Y'all just dragging this so Carter grows tired of our asses. That ain't happening unless we do something first." Mikey, one of the boys who worked for us said. He suddenly thought he was important because Thiago was using him just to have some leverage with the other boys."And get busted? We all know not everyone is ready for that kinda shit to happen, and I ain't talking about us" Brandon spoke up, clearly speaking about him and not us."Boys, we all want the same thing, carter to be gone. And
My eyes slowly opened, the light beamed through the creaks of the blinds; which of course made it so much harder for me to fully open my eyes and sit up. I looked to my side, almost instantly, finding Jason was no longer next to me.I was hoping and praying I wasn't about to find another note telling me the same thing he did a year ago. In the exact same way. I sat up, finding his white shirt somewhere next to my bed before throwing it on, leaning to get off the bed thinking Jason was no longer was here.But I was wrong.The sound of his beautiful voice was heard from behind the bed, as he walked over to me."Good morning princess" He spoke, his voice still deep and raspy from him 'morning' voice. The best kind in my opinion.I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips softly."Why are you out of bed? Aren't you supposed to be cuddling me?" I asked innocently. He chuckled, his dimple appearing; one of the cutest things I had ever seen and continued to love."Of course" he mumbled be
Jason sat down on the bed of our hotel room, the view of New York City right in front of us, the entirety of the walls were glass and it was stunning. He grabbed the remote control and pressed the button which caused the blinds to go down.He smiled up at me "Why are you so beautiful?" He asked making me blush shaking my head at his cuteness as I leaned down and placed my lips against his, leaving them against one another for a couple of seconds before I pulled away. I lifted my sweatshirt up and over my head, he placed his hands on either of my sides as he stared at my body with lust and love as his eyes darkened and he licked his lips. Taking my leggings off, I met his lips again as he briefly pulled away as he pulled his sweatshirt off too.Our tongues danced along one another, passionately however softly kissing. He slowly sucked on my bottom lip before pulling away. His lips connected to my jaw and slowly he kissed and sucked all the way down to my neck where he spent extra time