Nathan and I had barely talked in the past week. After he separated our bedroom, we scarcely saw one another even when we were living under the same roof.
Nowadays he started coming home late, sometimes he didn’t even bother to come. Most of the time it was after midnight, around 1 or 2 am, the time when I was sleeping. Again, in the morning, he was out of the house before I could open my eyes. In the past week, we had talked only three or four words to one another. Other than that, it felt as if we were both two strangers or some kind of roommates who had no interest in one another’s business at all.
We attended the Sunday dinner at Amanda’s house even though we went there alone; I was appreciative that he drove me back to our apartment.
Amanda again asked us about the wedding that I delayed a few weeks ago. She told us it would be great if we were married before the baby arrived in this world, then she would have a secure family and home. She
I didn’t spend the night in that apartment after Lyra told me she was leaving the next morning. I packed my clothes and went to the club.The sleep wasn’t my buddy that night, so I got busy with work. I organized the last five years’ accounts in one single night. It was useless as I already had the data on my computer, yet I did this fucking job. I was done with this at that moment; it was morning, at 6 o’clock, my time for a jog.As I started jogging in the park, other people were walking, exercising on this beautiful morning, but for me, this bright sun was meaningless. Usually, I loved this time of the morning; the sun rose in the morning waking up the dark world with her. The way a new morning was a fresh start for a human being, I loved taking a deep breath in that hope-filled air, but today it was obnoxious.I hated everything I saw at the park. The birds singing, the older couple or the younger couple being t
The condo that uncle Josh owned near Logan Square was large enough to consider an apartment.I moved in a week ago, and by now, I was getting used to this new environment. I told myself the same thing every day; however, it was a lie. I hated this place; it was one of the beautiful houses I had ever been to, perhaps superior to Nathan’s house.This three-bedroom house was decorated with expensive furniture. From the king-size bed in the master bedroom to cabinets of the kitchen, an expert perfectly designed every corner of the house. White wrapped the entire house in a cozy vibe while the wooden furniture didn’t fail to create magic. The sunlight, open balcony, indoor pool made this place one of the small pieces of heaven in the world.Anyone who arrived at this residence would be on cloud nine, seeing all the arrangements of luxury here.It was a perfect place to relax, kick out all your worries outside the door while e
I flew through the pages as soon as I got home from work. Sleep wasn’t welcome for me as I needed to know what was going to happen next in this secret affair that was going on between these two. One thing I was sure about was that, that affair didn’t last in the end. Whatever they felt for one another wasn’t strong enough to survive the thunderstorm of the reality as Uncle Josh and Aunt Rose were still married and together. However, reading these words that were written by Uncle Josh, it felt like some grand, unrequited love that was blooming under the nose of society. It was wrong. Cheating on someone or keeping dark secrets from our loved ones was the same as stabbing them in their hearts with a sharp knife. I wonder if the husband of the woman or aunt Rose ever got suspected about this affair that was happening. Most of the pages were about why they hid their infidelity from the world, how every chance they got they would get physica
I lay on the bed, my eyes were on the ceiling, observing something that I had no idea of. My hands were rubbing my belly slowly, my breathing was stable too. A few hours left to meet uncle Josh in the café that was a few walks away from this condo.Last night I finished reading that infamous diary of his. Everything was fine, I was too. I was curious and desperate to know the identity of the woman, but I was fine. However, after putting down the diary, I wasn’t fine. I was full of disgust and hatred towards a lot of people, and those emotions kept me in bed for a long time.Last night, I was in bed with no sleep. I didn’t fight with that either, as I was busy thinking. A crap load of stuff came into my mind. I never thought about anything like that happening to me or affecting me this badly.How would a sentence change someone’s life this way that you started to question everything you knew all your life?It
One Year LaterI took a deep breath in the air of Chicago as I set my foot on the land. It felt good coming back home after such a long time. It wasn’t that I wanted to come back; I wasn’t ready yet to see the life that I left behind a year ago, but Luke made me insane with his endless nagging and whining.That twenty-seven-year-old child still got anxious when he needed to handle the board of directors by himself. I was glad he controlled everything here with such determination and care. I did leave my baby to him when I flew to Italy for an indifferent time period.When I left this place, I didn’t have any plan to come back. To be honest, I never wanted to come back here ever again. Whatever happened here a year ago wrecked me in every way possible. Even after parting away from Lyra, I was living a life that had nothing but loneliness, alcohol, and work. I repeated three things every day.
I never had many friends, not when they were from the circle that belonged to me.I had always found it intricate to blend up with these rich boys. I went to a private school where all money-loaded parents sent their children either to show off how much money they had or to sing their own praises about what they were able to afford. In my school, most kids belonged to the elite family of Chicago with money and reputation. The fees were so high that one person could live their life on that with little worry.The school was famous for its football team, which was like a legacy to the school. Every year our school was proud to be the winner of the interstate football champion; however, the worse was the boys who played on this team. The footballers.All of those high school boys were hot-headed bullies. One incident that still stood out in my mind was the one where one footballer sexually assaulted the cheerleader after the game. He lured her
Meeting Caleb after such a long time should be one of the sweetest moments; however, as the anger mechanism worked in my mind, it was tiring for me to show that kind of emotion right now. I was over the moon meeting my friends, we talked most of the time on the phone, he tried to keep me up with the news of Chicago as he would tell me things here and there. I wasn’t interested in any of them. Sometimes he would bring out Lyra, and that was my clue to cut the call even when he was talking.Caleb was still the same, there was a glow that came from meeting his new girlfriend after such a long time, who was my assistant Jessica. Both of them met two weeks before Jessica and my departure from Chicago. It was Caleb who encouraged Jessica to go with me, as he thought it would be suitable adversity for their newly blooming relationship.Long-distance comprehended only two languages of love. One, either it would be a catastrophe or two, it would be
Our plan worked, it was a hell of a lot of work to change this man’s persistent attitude. He was so stubborn about staying in Italy for his business that it took five human brains and a whole year to succeed in our heist.But he was here. It was our (Luka, Matero, Caleb, Luke, and me) plan that after he landed in Chicago, they would fetch him here, so he and I could talk. A long waiting talk between us was still waiting patiently, or should I say I was waiting for me with every drop of lenience I had in my body.It was a prolonged and sluggish wait. A year, 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days I waited for him to return, not only in Chicago but also in my life. When he left the city without telling much to anyone, everybody thought it was he for business was flying 4811 me, but when he refused to come back at any cost, it was apparent the real reason was something else.And I knew it was me.Luka and Matero told me they had Nathan wh