Chapter 34

I looked away and sighed. Kinakapa ko pa ang nararamdaman ko pero hindi na katulad ng dati ang nararamdaman ko kapag nakikita ko siya. Maybe I'm too emotional back then because I'm pregnant.

"I don't hate you, Zairon. Nagalit lang ako ng husto sa ginawa mo pero nangyari na rin at wala na rin namang papatunguhan kung magagalit pa ako." Tumango siya at nakatingin lang sa harap.

"I... I did regret what I did to you, especially when I heard that our baby was gone," Tila may sumuntok ng malakas sa puso ko. Nakayuko ako at hindi siya tiningnan. "I'm sorry for manipulating you... I was just too desperate."

He took a deep breath. "I don't want to get married, Laurene." He suddenly added.

I turned my gaze back to him and we locked eyes again. "I don't want to get married because I'm afraid to love someone. I'm afraid that if I love someone, they will end up like the people I cared about the most. The more I showed that I care, the more they started to hate me as if I were a pest."

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