True to her words, Layla arrived exactly at six. The party will be kicking off from half past seven.
Without knocking, Layla kicked the door open before sauntering with a smile plastered on her face making me scoff.
" It's hard to get rid of old habits," I comment and she giggles.
That's Layla for you. The girl who would rather kick the door open than push it with her hands. The girl who would rather jump over the window than walk out through the door.
She has always been someone who does what's not expected of her and gives no damn about it.
I used to admire her in the past,I still do.
While growing up, Layla was the kind of girl who would take no nonsense from anybody. The number of brawls she was involved in before we graduated from high school cannot be counted.
On the other hand,I was that shy nerd who would endure anything. I would rather cry by the washrooms silently than confront my troubles.
Growing up, I had to depend on Layla, Mason and Marcus to defend me.
That's just how useless and weak I was.
It's no wonder my mate rejected me.
" Not only are you wolfless, you are worthless. What were you thinking? That someone like you deserves to be my Luna. A weakling who can only cry when faced by danger can never be my Mate." Those were the exact words my mate told me.
Ugly right? But he did not even flinch when they left his mouth. The hate and disgust reflected in his eyes make me shiver every time that scene replays in my mind.
" Down to earth Ruby! What are you thinking about?" Layla's voice pulls me from my thoughts.
" It's nothing." I reply, forcing a smile.
" From the look of things, I can tell that it's something." Layla insists, her eyes regarding me suspiciously.
Unable to hold her stare, I look away.
" Don't tell me you are thinking about that asshole again?" I could hear the disappointment in her words.
" Ruby, when will you ever learn that he is nothing but a ugly past, a past you ought to flush and get rid of? He has made you suffer for years,are you still thinking that there's a chance for the both of you? Women like you are the reason men continue to trample on your dignity and see you as desperate."
Layla's words come out harsh but she is right.
What am I doing thinking about the man who drove a dagger in my heart and watched me bleed to death?
I am supposed to hate him, because that's what he deserves, hatred. But I can't control myself from thinking about him, whether it's cursing him or wishing things did not end the way they did.
Blame the stupid mating bond for making my life so messed up
He rejected me but did not bother to make it official. Now, I not only swim waters of pain and bitterness,I have to endure my stupid Wolf longing for her mate.
My Wolf, Haven, resurfaced two years after I left the pack. I was wolfless before but an incident happened back when I was in the city causing her to wake up from her slumber.
Of course, nobody knows about that, not even my parents.
" Do you honestly think I want to have him occupy my mind? I detest him to the core but you of all people should know what the mating bond can do. I hate myself each day for thinking about him."
Unable to control my tears, I let them fall.
They are tears of frustration and helplessness.
Sometimes, I wonder what sin I committed to earn such a bitter fate.
" I'm sorry,I didn't mean to make you cry but I don't want to see you in this situation forever. You got to move on Ruby. Prove to him that he is insignificant in your life. That you deserve better and he isn't even good."
Layla's words bring a smile to my face.
Yes, I can't continue like this or else why did I even leave five years ago?
I left to make myself better and this is the best version of myself I have managed to mould over the years. How can I let emotions take control and get the best of me?
" You are right. I need to erase him from my mind and heart. I will not think about him anymore because he is not worthy of it."
With that new found determination, I smile to myself.
' Wait and see. I will prove to you that I am not useless, worthless and a weakling '
" That's the way to go girl. Let's get you dressed for the party." Layla says pointing to the two dresses sitting on the table.
" Red colour symbolises fierceness. Tonight, you will grace that party with the looks of a Queen because that is what you are, a queen."
One hour later, Layla and I made our way downstairs to find my parents waiting for us.
The gasps that escaped their mouths did not go unheard.
" My princess has transformed from a girl to a beautiful woman. I am so proud of you." My father showers me with complements.
" Of course she is beautiful. After all, she takes after me, right?" My mother comments and we all burst out laughing.
She is not wrong, I am an exact replica of my mother. Starting from my hazel eyes to my brown coloured hair and my hourglass figure.
I have to thank her for passing me such excellent looks.
" Are you girls coming with us? Your brother and Clara already left." My mother offered but we turned her down.
We will be heading to the party with my car.
The packhouse is not far from here but we can't just walk to the place, not with the stilettos gracing our feet.
We watch as our parents' car drives away.
Suddenly, I start feeling nervous.
He will be there tonight. Will he come to greet me or should I be the one to greet him?
It's been five years, will he look at me differently?
I immediately shake away those haunting thoughts. Tonight is about me and not him.
" Are you ready?" Layla asks.
Taking a deep breath, I nod.
" Let's do this."
The moment we step inside the Hall, the sight of men and women dressed to kill greets us.The room is parked with guests, as expected of a top business man's birthday celebration.My eyes did a quick survey around the room, probably looking for a certain someone.When my eyes landed on him, I could not control the clench in my heart. As expected, he had a woman in his arms. What was I expecting? That he would come here all by himself?Although I already came to a decision to move on, I can't help but feel bitter.' Pathetic, aren't you?' I can hear someone inwardly mocking me.I must be the most pathetic being to ever exist.I force my mind off him, deciding that he isn't worth my tears.My brother has no title in the pack. Although he is of Beta blood and had high chances of becoming the beta, he chose to follow our father's footsteps and took over the family company.He is the CEO of a multi- billionaire company.He has connections extending to all sides of the country and beyond.H
" Call me Ruby. Don't be so formal or I'll feel awkward." Having him call me miss Reid feels awkward. I prefer he uses my first name." Sure,you can also call me Logan. Just Logan. Let's forget about titles tonight and enjoy this dance." Logan proposed and I nodded in agreement.We danced with Logan and although my dancing skills were rusty, I managed to keep up with him. As we continued swaying to the music, I felt a piercing glare directed my way. Turning to look in the direction, I saw nothing. Everybody was busy doing their own thing. Shrugging off the feeling, I decided to concentrate on the man before me.It was easy actually, Just following his lead and I found myself enjoying it. The man had a great body, I was surprised I hadn't noticed that before. He wasn't a gym rat, but he looked as though he spent a lot of time on his feet. He is an Alpha after all so I did not expect any less." Do you have a mate?" Logan asked, making me tense for a moment.I shook my head. "No and ye
Shivers are sent down my spine as I fear to turn around, I’d recognize that heart piercing voice anywhere I hear it.I stand upright; without looking back, I give him a reply.“It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”“It sure has, little Ruby finally came back after 5 long years”“Little Ruby is no longer little, I see you still love your offensive remarks”I try my hardest to look strong in his presence but it just feels like my heart is caving in, I can’t even look at his face“my my, I guess that was disrespectful, I apologize. How have you been, mate?”His reflection in the mirror was as ugly as ever, I felt mocked by his terrorizing smile.“as you can see, Alpha; I’ve been rather good”I can’t take it anymore, I can’t pretend so I let myself be weak.“I’m stronger now, I’m better. All these years I’ve been trying to get over you but a part of me has been hoping you’d accept me when I come back”“Is that so? Honestly, I had long forgotten you. Couldn’t care less about you returning to the
Layla walks up to me and comforts me as I cry my heart out“Come on let's get you home”She offers a hand to get me off my knees and I take it.“I wish I never came here but how could I miss it? it’s my loving brother’s birthday”“I can’t believe he brought his rotten self here, he totally ruined the party. I apologize on his behalf”As I get up, she embraces me“I'll try to make sure he never comes close to you again, I promise”“Let's just go home; please take me home, Layla”Layla helps me on my feet and we exit the restroom, Marcus who stood outside the restroom eavesdropping on us, tried to leave as soon as the door opened but Layla stopped him.“There’s no need to run, we already knew you were outside the door. You’ve been like this since childhood”“okay okay you caught me, I’m sorry”There was a brief silence which was broken by the loud music at the party, followed by our laughter.“come on, I’ll drive you guys home”“ooh, you’re being such a gentleman today”“What do you me
Moon goddess:“What do you mean by I don’t wanna?”“I’m saying I don’t want to go”Layla tries her best to persuade me but I just don’t feel like doing anything“Please, I promise it’ll be fun”“Leave me alone, Layla!”I bury my head in my pillow and scream while kicking my legs against the bed“Would you calm down?”“Now you’re just being dramatic about it?”“It hurts so much, Layla. It really does”“I know it does and I’m sorry my brother acted like such an asshole to you”“I really don’t feel like going out tomorrow, please”Layla pauses for a moment, she doesn’t try to persuade me any further.“I understand, I’m sorry I sounded so selfish before”“It’s okay, I understand that you were just trying to make me happy”“Will you be okay?”“I’ll be fine”“Pinky swear?”“We’re not kids anymore, Layla”I feel reluctant but when I sit up and look at her face, I can’t help but do it. I intertwine my pinky finger with hers and promise.“I promise I’ll be fine, you don’t have to worry about m
Logan:I hear the sounds of birds singing, that’s something I haven’t heard in a really long time. Bright light graces the room from the windows, it’s morning.Layla is already wide awake making her bed, as she hums along to the birds.“It’s been a while since I had something like this; you know”“Having a sleepover?”“No, waking up to peace and the sound of birds singing”“Why though? You like quiet places, your house wasn’t like that?”“Not really, the city I schooled at was always rowdy and noisy. Large cars passing by the second and the sound of street music”“I see, well; you must be glad to be home”“I am, I really am. I just had a shitty day yesterday but I’m going to put all that behind me and enjoy my time here”“I’m glad to hear that”“So….. I should get home”“Aren’t you gonna stay for breakfast?”“I don’t really think I should”“Because of that stuff I said yesterday? I’m really sorry”“What are you talking about?”“I’m apologizing for upsetting you last night”“I’m not up
The Phone Rings:I exit the mall with Logan. He opens the door of his car for me and closes it after I get in.“You’re such a gentleman, Thank you”“I try to be”He laughs nervously and gets in the car.While he drives, my mind spaces out to the previous night. I keep thinking about how he asked me to be his mate, despite knowing that I got rejected by my mate.“Do you think it’s coincidental that we ran into each other?”The sound of his voice brings me out of my thinking.“I do, what else is it if not coincidence?”“Fate? I believe that nothing is random, everything that happens is supposed to happen”“Is that so? Interesting”The car pulls up to a small café not too far from the mall. He turns around to open the door for me again and I oblige.“Thank you”“It’s nothing”Logan’s smile is warm, whenever he smiles at me, my heart skipsHe opens the door of the café and gestures for me to go in, I go in and he follows right behind me.The café is a small and pretty place; the whole bui
The Box:I was enshrouded in disbelief as I saw the number calling my phone.I wondered what he could want, this is a number I haven’t seen in five years. I didn’t know what to do whether to pick up or just smash the phone into the wall.At last I summoned the courage to pick up the phone. I held the phone up to my ear in total silence waiting for him to say the first word.“Hello, Ruby. I’m guessing you’re surprised.”“What could you possibly want from me, do you derive joy in seeing me cry. how did you get my number?”“That doesn’t matter, aren’t you going to ask why I called?”“The reason you call doesn’t matter as well, I want nothing to do with you.”“I saw you earlier today, you know” “Saw me? what are you talking about?”My heart boils with rage as I hear him talk over the phone, the voice that caused me so much pain was having a conversation with me.“I saw you with that guy at the caf锓Are you stalking me? what do you want?”“You belong to me”“Like hell I do, stop playing