I always knew something was missing. My whole life I felt slightly out of place and odd. I wasn’t that similar to my family, especially my parents. We didn’t have the same eyes or nose and I didn’t have any of the traits I should have. However I always pushed it aside.I thought Scarlett was what was missing. She made me feel completely whole and secure. She saw me in a way no one else did. She fell in love with me when I thought she wouldn’t. But it’s more than that.I’m fucking adopted. I was shaking as I sat down across my parents with Scarlett. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it. “Tell me everything, “ I said quietly. “Grayson just before we do, you have to understand-”“Mom, just tell me!” I snapped. “If you don’t I’m going to walk out and I’ll never come back.”I didn’t exactly mean it, only because I wanted answers. Dad sighed. “We found out pretty early on that your mom probably couldn’t have children. No reason for it, she was just…we still tried so much. We did everyth
Scarlett and Lee stared at me without saying anything.“Bad idea?” I asked. “No, babe, just…are you ready for that Gray?” Scarlett asked. “I mean you just found out about this.”“I’m on limited time, Scar. Our baby is going to be here in a few months, I can’t…I can’t be a father like this. Not a good one.”“I guess I understand that,” She murmured. “But Grayson, what if they’re not who you want them to be?”“Then I’ll deal with that. I just have to at least know who they are.”“Then I support you, like I said.” Scarlett forced a smile. “I just…I don’t want you to rush this, Grayson, it’s very delicate.”“Our daughter will also be delicate and I want to handle her the right way.” I said firmly. “I think that’s admirable,” Lee offered.“Um, thanks. I’ve had a really long day,” I muttered. “And I gotta talk to my parents in the morning. I think I’ll go to bed.”“Me too,” Scarlett said. “I’m quite exhausted.”We all headed upstairs to our room. I waited until I was sure Lee wouldn’t com
Grayson had been weird. Of course I totally understood. I still couldn't really wrap my mind around the fact that he was adopted, so I imagine he couldn’t either. How had his entire life leading up to now been kind of a lie?Sure it could be worse. This lie allowed him to have a very luxurious life and get pretty much everything he ever wanted, but still to think you’re one person for your whole life and find out you’re not is pretty jarring.I’d say Grayson was still handling it pretty well. He slept in my bed every night because he didn’t want to feel lonely. I knew it bothered Lee, but he wouldn’t say it out loud. Life once again felt complicated and we still had a decent amount of time before the babies arrived.“Girl, have you ever led a simple life?” Skyler asked. “No…no I have not.” I sighed. “This is insane! Poor Grayson.”“I know and to make matters worse these babies are always kicking like they’re mad at me,” I rubbed my stomach. “I wish I knew who was kicking when. Som
I almost fainted.What the hell was wrong with my mother? Why did she think one of my boyfriend’s birthday parties was the place to announce that she was having a baby, with my old babysitter no less!“Well thank you for that announcement…Mom!” I said through gritted teeth. “Um, why don’t you all…mingle and we’ll get the cake ready!”I grabbed Mom’s arm and pulled her into the kitchen. “What is wrong with you?” I demanded.“What do you mean?” “Why would you do that? Today is not about you, it’s about Grayson!”“But I gave him a gift! You could at least say congratulations, you know?” Mom huffed. “You’re getting a new sibling!”“Yeah, congrats, why did you hijack Grayson’s birthday party? Why would you do that?!”“I tried to talk to you about it all week!”“So you should have still waited! Not announce it like that. Mom, how are you so oblivious to everything all the time? How don’t you realize that what you just did was selfish and insane?” I asked. “Do you think of anyone but yours
We all went and got lunch.Grayson was squeezing my hand tightly, I could tell he was so nervous. When we first sat down, once again they just stared at each other. I think they were both taking each other in and seeing their similarities. “You have the same eyes,” I commented.“I noticed that when I first gave birth to Grayson,” Faye smiled. “He was just the perfect baby.”“I can imagine,” I smiled.“I um…I remember that day we had together,” Grayson spoke finally. “It was one of the best days of my life.”“Me too, Grayson. Until they came and took you.” She sighed. “I had hoped they would tell you so much sooner than this.”“I actually accidentally found out. I saw my adoption papers.”“You have to know that it wasn’t that I didn’t want you, I just…I was seventeen and I wasn’t ready for something like that. And my boyfriend wasn't either. We broke up before you were even born. I told him you were getting adopted, just not by who. The Wrenfords wanted you so much and I felt like I
Jack had a very nice home. As we walked through it, I saw pictures of him and a woman I assumed was his wife and also noticed two kids, a boy and a girl. “I’m sorry, gorgeous, I didn’t get your name,” Jack turned to me when we reached the living room. “Oh, Scarlett,” I shook his hand. "And you're married, dating?" "Um, it's a little complicated but we are together in a way." Grayson laughed nervously.“Do either of you want a drink?”“Water please,” I smiled. “I’ll have one too please.” Grayson spoke up. “Take a seat, I’ll be right back.”“He has other kids,” Grayson whispered to me. “I have siblings, Scar.”“That’s really exciting right?” I asked. "I mean sure I wasn't thrilled about Gerald at first, but having siblings is so wonderful. And hey we could have even more baby sitters now too, how cool is that?"“Yeah, I can’t wait to meet them too.”Jack returned and handed us water bottles before sitting down across from us. “I can imagine you have a lot of questions…Graden was
Grayson was spending a lot of time with Faye and he was loving it. He was still pretty sensitive about Jack not wanting anything to do with him, but he was working through it. I suggested therapy but he wasn’t ready for that I guess. While things weren’t back to normal a week later, they weren’t as hectic as before. “Alright, guys, I think it’s time,” I announced. “Time for what?” Lee asked. “Lamaze. We have a class this weekend.”“Guess we’ve put it off long enough,” Grayson commented. “I’m excited! I wonder if Faye did lamaze with me. I should ask her!”It was adorable the way Grayson wanted to share pretty much everything with Faye. They were definitely getting along great. She was even coming over for dinner to see our house and have us meet Steven.“You’re seeing Faye tonight right?” Lee asked. “Just the two of you?”“Yeah. Having Scarlett there is great, but I think we need some time with just us, you know?” Grayson grinned. “Even if my dad doesn’t want me, she definitely d
Something was off about Skyler.I mean even more so than usual. She was fidgety and her mind was clearly elsewhere. I think she was muttering to herself. “Everything okay?” I asked. “Yeah, of course, why wouldn’t it be?”“You are like in a whole other world, girl.”“It’s just…Avery is leaving.”“Your marriage? It’s hasn't even been that long!”“No, like the country…for a work trip and…I can’t go, unfortunately and I’m feeling really weird about being left alone.”“Oh, I get you,” I sighed. “I’m sorry that must suck. How long is he going to be gone?”“Like two weeks to a month. He’s gonna be all over the place, I think.” Skyler informed me. “I just wish he didn’t have to go.”“He’ll be back before you know it,” I assured her. “And you and I will hang out while he’s gone. My hours at work have seriously reduced. I might as well be on maternity leave at this point.”She smiled. “That would be great then.”“You can help me with baby names! I need something connected but that also feels