LOGIN~Lilian~
I froze, because I didn't expect to see him there at that time of the morning.
What am I even saying?
I had barely spent five days here.
My head worked for an excuse, my hands moved to shield the little skin it could.
"Oh! Lilian! My God!" Mr. Nik stuttered, looking at me from head to toe, then turning around quickly after that.
I let out a deep sigh, the distinct smell of body fluid hitting my nose as I breathed in.
He was standing in front of me, now facing the stairs that led to the room I shared with Sonia.
He would still see me if I proceed to go up the stairs, and of course, going back to where I came from wasn't a very good option.
"I'm sorry, sir! I-I-," I struggled, my voice shaky with guilt, to find a convincing excuse.
"It's okay, darling. Sonia sleep walks all the time," he chuckled, and I breathed out in relief.
"I'll leave you with my jacket. Here..."
What!
Was he going to turn around?
My feet trembled, and I gripped my hands tighter around my chest.
"Take it!" he beckoned, slipping out of his soft fur night robe, and stretching his hand behind to hand it over.
Swallowing hard, I took it from him.
"You can turn around now," I said slowly, my voice low and embarrassed after I had worn the robe which was times too my size and too long too, it concealed my toes.
"Okay, Lilian," he replied, stalling for another five seconds before finally turning to face me.
"How was your night?" he asked, his eyes flickering anew like he was just seeing me.
I couldn't reply immediately.
I had agreed that the reason I was roaming the house n***d was because I sleep walk.
So, wouldn't it be unreasonable to say I had a fine night?
I don't know.
That was what I thought, and then concluded that it could be a trap.
I imagined him calling me a liar during dinner in the presence of Sonia, and saying a lot of things about how I was strange, and how Sonia shouldn't be in the company of people like me.
I kept quiet.
"It's alright. It's nothing to be ashamed of, darling. It happens," he continued, smiling warmly.
Something about how he spoke struck me as fake. Like he was trying so hard to sound convincing.
Like he was going to use all of these against me later.
"I'd like to go back to the room now," I said, pulling my best act at sounding pitiful.
"Okay! Of course."
Even though his face was still locked in that horrible smile that made my skin crawl, his voice sounded low, and disappointed.
I ignored it.
"Thank you for understanding me earlier," I muttered, starting to walk away.
I was a few steps ahead of where he stood when he spoke again.
"Wait!"
He sounded deep, urgent.
I halted, my heart beating very fast.
Forcing a smile on my face, I turned, my eyes widening in a silent "why?"
"Your head is swollen. I will give you first aid," was all he said before pulling me by my wrist and proceeding to walk upstairs.
As I followed him quietly, I went ahead to feel my forehead with my free hand, and to my surprise, there was a bump right there, a little above my right eye.
It stung me hard as soon as I touched it, and I flinched, hissing from the pain.
"Why would you do this to yourself?" he asked, turning back briefly to look at me.
I had no idea how that injury came about.
So, I just continued to follow him quietly, my head in utter chaos.
Mr. Nikolai was leading me back up the staircase that led to hot daddy's room.
Before I examined my head, I had thought he had discovered my dirty secret, and was going to create a scene.
But now, I know better, but I still wondered where he was taking me.
Maybe his room.
I guessed right.
Walking past hot daddy's room, my heart skipped a beat, my steps stalled.
The door. Something happened with the door earlier. I tried to remember.
"Come in," Mr. Nikolai beckoned, breaking into my thoughts, opening a door in front of us.
The bedroom was big.
The room decor was totally different from hot daddy's.
It bore darker vibes, and it seemed like it had more things as opposed to the other room which had only a wardrobe, and an almost empty table top.
"Is this your room?" I asked, curious as to why they'd even be leaving in different rooms as partners.
"Yes, what?"
He had answered, guiding me to sit on the bed at the same time.
"Why do you have different rooms?"
"Huh?"
"I mean, Mr. Jhuy...," his name sent trills down my spine, and I gasped, still not completely over my last dream, and how he had reacted when I went to his room.
"Oh! Are you uncomfortable?" Mr. Nikolai had asked instead.
"No, I'm not. I was just wondering..."
"Is it bad?" He cut me off smoothly.
"What?" I turned to look at him.
"Your sleep walking habits. I heard people hurt themselves in the process, some even end up Mike's away from their houses?"
"I guess," I shrugged, for lack of what to say.
"It's fine. You don't have to be embarrassed. I'll tell no one if you don't want me to. Maybe, until we find a solution," he continued as he applied a minty ointment to the affected area on my forehead.
"Thank you, sir...," I replied, trailing off immediately with the pain that bit against my forehead reminding me of what really happened.
I had jammed my head against hot daddy's door in an effort to hide well when he almost caught me peeping through his room.
But I had woken up on my bed afterwards, feeling no pain at all.
How did I get to my room after the accident?
I can't remember walking back on my own.
"All done," Mr. Nikolai said again, his voice becoming a pain in the ass because it keeps butting into my thoughts.
"Thank you," I replied hastily, standing up to leave, but he held my wrist and guided me back to sit on the bed.
Without warning, he started to move his face towards mine, and my body jerked awake with desire.
"What do I think I was doing?" pushing back hard on my will power, but I was still h***y from seeing hot daddy in my dream.
I lost every sense of reasoning as I began to move my face towards his.
Just then, a knock landed heavily on his door.
At the same time, we paused, our gazes heavy as we turned towards the door at the same time.
~Nikolai~"The blonde teenager resigned. Something about family relocating.""I knew he wouldn't last a month, but it was good while it lasted. What else?""There was a fight at the reception last night.""Come off it, we get that all the time. Anything else?""The Godson's party is in two days. You promised to handle things yourself.""I know, Philemon.""That should be all for now.""Keep up the good job. Hit me up in the case of any emergency, and I hope you don't have to do that.""Goodnight sir."I ended the call with Philemon, my manager for the West Coast branch.It was the first month of the year and I had a lot to do, yet I decided to come over to Sonia's.I was going to use a hotel for three nights, but Sonia had insisted I stay at her house.At first, I had thought she still had issues with Lily and she had probably asked her to move out - Sonia's anger can be terrible at times.I was surprised when she walked in with Lily that afternoon. Surprised but over-joyed.I had som
~Lilian~Nikolai was in the house.Sonia still had a thing with the professor.I knew what I wanted to do.I just had to find the time to do it.I had just made myself a cup of coffee which I had stayed back in the kitchen to finish.I was just walking back to my room when I saw Sonia pacing about the living room, her entire body tensed and restless.She was staring at the screen of her phone continuously like she was waiting for a notification, but her face was lined with worry and a hidden spark of desire and impatience underneath.I didn't expect her to be home by this time.Earlier, I had called the professor and made him prepare a coffee date, just anything that would cause Sonia to leave the house as soon as she could.He had promised, but three hours after that call, Sonia was still in the house."Are you alright?" I asked, reading her eyes for a clue."Uuhm...I need to...," she stuttered at first but had slowly come to a halt towards the end, her gaze lingering on my face."It
~Lilian~Mr. Hilton, of course, fell for my bait. He wasn't going to throw away his reputation as an excellent professor because of just one mistake.Well, he is probably lucky. I was never going to let the video get out though. I just wanted him to work for me for a while.The rest of the day proceeded smoothly, up until the last lecture of the day which was way better than the first, I even answered a couple of questions.After I wrapped up with class, I rushed over to sign out with Mr. Gunner.By the time I came back, Sonia was waiting for me in the car.I was thinking she would spend a couple more hours before we left, so I already planned to revise the notes from today's class while waiting for her.When I saw her sitting in the driver's seat, leaned forward and drumming her fingers impatiently against the steering wheel, my first thought was that the professor told her off."Are you feeling okay?" I asked curiously, as soon as I sank into the front passenger seat."Yes, of cour
~Lilian~I was going to ask Sonia about Nikolai, but I felt it was too soon to ask questions about the same man I had promised her to avoid.I had to make sure she trusted me again, completely. It would make things easier for me.As I massaged the plumpy cheeks of her b*tt out with shaky palms that wanted to touch elsewhere, listening to her mourn slightly to the good job I was doing made me want to think she wanted me to take it a step further.But...I wasn't going to risk her knowing just how bad I had gotten in a space of the end of last semester and the beginning of this new one.Sonia was pretty audacious.What on earth was she trying to hide from me by asking her own father and her daddy boyfriend to pose as husbands?Maybe I should focus on finding that out, but that would be no fun.I was going to stick to my plan. I was confident it was the most I could get out of this.The weekend was well spent. Sonia had even ordered alcohol and chicken that night, but I had insisted on f
~Lilian~After I got home that day, I took a warm shower and just watched some pole dancing videos on my phone over a plate of chips.I felt good, but I couldn't concentrate. I was supposed to meet up with my coach after the party, but I didn't stay till the end.Aside from losing interest in the loud music and alcohol setting, I had thought getting scolded over text would make me feel less embarrassed than getting physically scolded in front of other dancers.But it was way past 3am now, and I yet, no message from her.I was restless because what if she already kicked me out of the class?She had been a great coach and I know I surely had a lot more to learn from her, I was still an amateur in my books, and maybe she would even allow me dance more in official parties.When I got tired of waiting for her text, I dumped the chips on the other side of the bed, crawling well into my blanket until it was morning.I woke up to the sound of water being flushed from a distance, then the cla
~Lilian~Pushing through the crowd, I searched for him with my eyes, but there were a lot of people, it was almost like searching for a pin in a hay sack.Maybe I would have called him, but my phone was back at the dressing room."F*ck!" I cussed under my breath.I was getting too hot and uncomfortable from sweating so much during the performance, the leather fabric suddenly became too tight.I was well at the back of the crowd now, yet there was no sight of him.What was this?I was sure I saw him. It was him and he was even staring at me.I thought about going to grab my phone from the dressing room, but that was some work.And also, I couldn't guarantee that I wouldn't meet my instructor on my way, and that she wouldn't want to give me an earful for leaving the stage just before the end of performance.I was breathing hard, my chest slowly heaving up and down continuously.Scratching my eyes in frustration, I turned towards the dressing room."You can only try to avoid me, Nikolai







