ログイン~Lilian~
I froze, because I didn't expect to see him there at that time of the morning.
What am I even saying?
I had barely spent five days here.
My head worked for an excuse, my hands moved to shield the little skin it could.
"Oh! Lilian! My God!" Mr. Nik stuttered, looking at me from head to toe, then turning around quickly after that.
I let out a deep sigh, the distinct smell of body fluid hitting my nose as I breathed in.
He was standing in front of me, now facing the stairs that led to the room I shared with Sonia.
He would still see me if I proceed to go up the stairs, and of course, going back to where I came from wasn't a very good option.
"I'm sorry, sir! I-I-," I struggled, my voice shaky with guilt, to find a convincing excuse.
"It's okay, darling. Sonia sleep walks all the time," he chuckled, and I breathed out in relief.
"I'll leave you with my jacket. Here..."
What!
Was he going to turn around?
My feet trembled, and I gripped my hands tighter around my chest.
"Take it!" he beckoned, slipping out of his soft fur night robe, and stretching his hand behind to hand it over.
Swallowing hard, I took it from him.
"You can turn around now," I said slowly, my voice low and embarrassed after I had worn the robe which was times too my size and too long too, it concealed my toes.
"Okay, Lilian," he replied, stalling for another five seconds before finally turning to face me.
"How was your night?" he asked, his eyes flickering anew like he was just seeing me.
I couldn't reply immediately.
I had agreed that the reason I was roaming the house n***d was because I sleep walk.
So, wouldn't it be unreasonable to say I had a fine night?
I don't know.
That was what I thought, and then concluded that it could be a trap.
I imagined him calling me a liar during dinner in the presence of Sonia, and saying a lot of things about how I was strange, and how Sonia shouldn't be in the company of people like me.
I kept quiet.
"It's alright. It's nothing to be ashamed of, darling. It happens," he continued, smiling warmly.
Something about how he spoke struck me as fake. Like he was trying so hard to sound convincing.
Like he was going to use all of these against me later.
"I'd like to go back to the room now," I said, pulling my best act at sounding pitiful.
"Okay! Of course."
Even though his face was still locked in that horrible smile that made my skin crawl, his voice sounded low, and disappointed.
I ignored it.
"Thank you for understanding me earlier," I muttered, starting to walk away.
I was a few steps ahead of where he stood when he spoke again.
"Wait!"
He sounded deep, urgent.
I halted, my heart beating very fast.
Forcing a smile on my face, I turned, my eyes widening in a silent "why?"
"Your head is swollen. I will give you first aid," was all he said before pulling me by my wrist and proceeding to walk upstairs.
As I followed him quietly, I went ahead to feel my forehead with my free hand, and to my surprise, there was a bump right there, a little above my right eye.
It stung me hard as soon as I touched it, and I flinched, hissing from the pain.
"Why would you do this to yourself?" he asked, turning back briefly to look at me.
I had no idea how that injury came about.
So, I just continued to follow him quietly, my head in utter chaos.
Mr. Nikolai was leading me back up the staircase that led to hot daddy's room.
Before I examined my head, I had thought he had discovered my dirty secret, and was going to create a scene.
But now, I know better, but I still wondered where he was taking me.
Maybe his room.
I guessed right.
Walking past hot daddy's room, my heart skipped a beat, my steps stalled.
The door. Something happened with the door earlier. I tried to remember.
"Come in," Mr. Nikolai beckoned, breaking into my thoughts, opening a door in front of us.
The bedroom was big.
The room decor was totally different from hot daddy's.
It bore darker vibes, and it seemed like it had more things as opposed to the other room which had only a wardrobe, and an almost empty table top.
"Is this your room?" I asked, curious as to why they'd even be leaving in different rooms as partners.
"Yes, what?"
He had answered, guiding me to sit on the bed at the same time.
"Why do you have different rooms?"
"Huh?"
"I mean, Mr. Jhuy...," his name sent trills down my spine, and I gasped, still not completely over my last dream, and how he had reacted when I went to his room.
"Oh! Are you uncomfortable?" Mr. Nikolai had asked instead.
"No, I'm not. I was just wondering..."
"Is it bad?" He cut me off smoothly.
"What?" I turned to look at him.
"Your sleep walking habits. I heard people hurt themselves in the process, some even end up Mike's away from their houses?"
"I guess," I shrugged, for lack of what to say.
"It's fine. You don't have to be embarrassed. I'll tell no one if you don't want me to. Maybe, until we find a solution," he continued as he applied a minty ointment to the affected area on my forehead.
"Thank you, sir...," I replied, trailing off immediately with the pain that bit against my forehead reminding me of what really happened.
I had jammed my head against hot daddy's door in an effort to hide well when he almost caught me peeping through his room.
But I had woken up on my bed afterwards, feeling no pain at all.
How did I get to my room after the accident?
I can't remember walking back on my own.
"All done," Mr. Nikolai said again, his voice becoming a pain in the ass because it keeps butting into my thoughts.
"Thank you," I replied hastily, standing up to leave, but he held my wrist and guided me back to sit on the bed.
Without warning, he started to move his face towards mine, and my body jerked awake with desire.
"What do I think I was doing?" pushing back hard on my will power, but I was still h***y from seeing hot daddy in my dream.
I lost every sense of reasoning as I began to move my face towards his.
Just then, a knock landed heavily on his door.
At the same time, we paused, our gazes heavy as we turned towards the door at the same time.
~Lilian~"Get out of this place," hot daddy had yelled, jolting me back to my senses.Slowly, I had climbed off the bed, picking my clothes up and slipping back into them.No, I wasn't as embarrassed this time.I want to believe I was beginning to break my way through.He hesitated at first.I watched him hesitate.He watched me c*m all over his sheets, and I bet he enjoyed it.I was going to strike again, and this time, he would not be able to hold himself back.For the first time since I got here, for the first time since I became obsessed out of my mind with Sonia's second dad, I was sure that I was going to get what I wanted.I had between today, which was Christmas Eve and tomorrow.As I walked down the stairs, my p***y squelched loudly against my thighs, reminding me of just how dirty I had gotten, and how far gone I had become.The strong scent of citrus still lingered in my nose, so I had thoroughly showered as soon as I got back to the room, afraid that Sonia would discover t
~Lilian~It was two flights of stairs to the floor that had hot daddy's room, and I was in front of his door before I knew it.It was like I ran up the stairs, but honestly, I don't remember if I did.His door wasn't slightly opened this time, so I landed three heavy knocks on it before pushing through to let myself in.He was sitting on a chair, in front of an opened laptop, glasses balanced on the ridge of his nose as he peered closely into the bright screen in front of him.It was still morning, but he had all his curtains pulled down, leaving the room dark and cold, with only the light from the laptop screen illuminating his face.He had turned immediately I clicked the door open and came in, surprise written all over his face.I ignored the confused stare he dealt me as I looked around the room, my eyes getting accustomed quickly to the darkness.A strong citrus smell hung in the air. It subconsciously reminded me of how the man that had me blindfolded in the kitchen never had th
December 24, 2024~Lilian~I woke up early today, before everybody else.Not sure of what to do to distract myself from all the thoughts in my head about everything that had happened in the last few days, I had taken a random book I had found in Sonia's wardrobe downstairs to read.Luckily for me, it was a genre I liked and the author's writing was exactly what suited my mood at the moment.I was quite immersed, so I read till it was time for breakfast.The breakfast of porridge and honey was sumptuous, and everyone ate quietly, clanging cutleries against plates, slurping, chewing and sipping.One thing I had noticed since I came to the Swissman's mansion - the dining table is almost always quiet, except when Sonia decides to be extra dramatic, or when something worth discussing immediately has happened.I wasn't sure if it was because the family was a small one or maybe they didn't want to keep me uncomfortable by discussing topics I might not be able to relate to.It was quite diffe
December 23, 2024~Lilian~Last night, at the club, with the pole dancer, I came hot and full on his sheets.After that, for some reason, I collapsed on the bed, too weak to continue with anything.He had stared at me for a while, then slapped my thigh casually before walking away.Well, not after scribbling a note he had left on top of the round table at the center of the room, which I had later discovered to be his phone number.There was no name, just the phone number.I had grabbed it and left the room, not even bothering to shower for fear that I might just walk out to meet a crowd of shameless curious girls that wouldn't mind me telling them how many condom packs we ended up using for the night, and maybe how far his c**k stretched against the material.I kept it from Sonia.I told her I got lost while trying to find the restroom.Now, she thinks the pole dancer is an assh**e that had bailed on me after having everybody believe I was the luckiest woman in the room.We had sneake
~Lilian~"You're lucky, girl!" a tall girl with glitters on her cheeks and neck grabbed my shoulder as I sat on one of the high stools of the bar.She had this heavy strawberry scent that made my stomach turn clung to her.I slipped out of her grab, and she smirked dangerously in my face before walking away.Sonia was taking too long in the restroom, and I was taking too long to make a decision concerning the invitation."How about you ask him for a threesome or four, we'll pay you well," someone whispered into my ear, their breath harsh against my skin, the strong smell of alcohol saturating the air around.I pulled away, leaning an arm against the counter. They were four girls, and they looked wasted. I didn't want to get in trouble with them. So, I stood up and started walking away."Get back here, thieving bi*ch. How dare you want to f**k the pole man before us!"Their voices disappeared with the loud music behind me.Walking briskly between the crowd, I decided to head outside t
December 22, 2024~Lilian~My ego had been brutally bruised.Before coming to West coast for the Christmas holidays, I was sure nothing could embarrass me.I was used to being tagged as out of style and not fun. Short, but not robust in a chubby kind of way. I only had big br***ts which had now gotten a lot fuller ever since I started touching myself.My b*tt was large and round, it attracted the boys. I hated it.I hated it, but not anymore. I need it now.Sometimes, when I think about it, I want to bite my left arm off for all those times I binge watched videos on YouTube and researched late into the night, trying every b*tt reducing exercise I came across, including concoctions.Back then, I didn't mind the girls in class bitching me about whatever.I use to not have an ego, but it grew over the holidays. I had made up my mind to bring hot daddy to kneel before me, but it seemed more difficult than I had thought it'd be.Last night, on the kitchen table, I thought I had him until







