ログイン~Lilian~
It was a temptation I didn't want to fight.
My legs stood at ease with my pants heaped on the bathroom floor, I felt the slow rising and falling of my pulse in my c**t.
The fire was still there.
I knew it would never truly be satisfied until my shaky thighs are held down by those strong arms, and my insides are laid bare at the mercy of his tongue.
The mere thought of what that would feel like made my entire body jerk with desire.
I even had goosebumps.
Just then, I heard the door knob suddenly turn.
My hands moved before my brain realized I had bolted the door as soon as I got in.
I dragged my pants up, my c**t freezing against the area damp with c*m.
I was scared of my shameless desires getting discovered.
I feared it had become visible even from the color of my face.
I impulsively wiped my face down severally like that would make it go away.
Nothing changed.
My face only stung from the pressure of the stretch.
It was still there.
It was such a crazy feeling.
I wanted to get f****d crazy by my best friend's father, no matter what it takes.
"Come on out, Lily!" Sonia's voice, shrill and bold, echoed off the walls, the swinging sound of the bathroom door as I opened it serving as an undertone.
She was dressed up in a red romper , her b***s full and puffed in front like they were crying to bloom.
Her legs stood, long, feminine, clean and inviting.
With her red hair pinned up in a messy bun, her face glammed shiny and bold with night style make up, her hands poised to her waist with her elbows pointing out, her heavily lashed eyes scanned me from head to toe.
I clutched my stomach pretending to be in pain, but I was too late to do so.
"The night's too young to stay innocent. Let's go get the boys and the fun."
That was all I heard Sonia say before she dragged me up the stairs to change.
Unplanned. Unexpectedly. Not even a chance to say No.
I found myself in the middle of the ocean of sin.
A night club where everyone digged their partners to the music inside of dancing.
The mini black leather gown Sonia made me wear hugged me tight like a second skin.
I swore it was two sizes down my size, but she insisted it was perfect.
She even made me wear long heels.
It was dark inside.
The flickering Christmas lights only did little to illuminate the space.
It was cold too.
Too cold, but nobody seemed to care.
My eyes fell on the giant Christmas tree by the door.
For the first time in my life, the sight of a Christmas tree tugged at my guilt.
I was still staring at its bright colored red and green ribbons when someone suddenly grabbed it, yanking it off its stand.
Then two n***d sweaty bodies came crashing against the glass door.
Their faces were invisible as their tongues were completely buried in each other's mouths with an impatient devotion.
The girl was trembling, yet her hands were clasped around the dude's waist.
She was quite over the moon, but she couldn't get enough.
I looked away.
I wasn't sure what I was searching for, but my eyes moved quickly through the crowd of nasty lots.
A dude had a girl's leg yanked up as he drilled her nuts against the barman's counter.
I stalled on them for a while as I watched the girl's body tremble like a salted earthworm to the c**k that went in and out of her without mercy.
There was another pair on the only chair I've seen in the space so far.
Dude was relaxed against the sofa like a king, legs widely spread out as the girl knelt in worship with his d**k in her mouth.
She was sucking, leaking, working, with all of her might.
The dude just puffed on a stick of cigarette absentmindedly, like what he was having was a conversation with an old schoolmate.
I even watched him grab her hair, forcing his d**k in and out of her throat in quicker successions while saliva mixed with c*m poured out from her mouth.
I found Sonia.
Just like others, she was busy against the wall.
Her face was sweaty and fatigued.
Her hair was unknotted and messy like she had just being f****d crazy, and was now rounding it all up with some fun play.
Her romper was unzipped down to her waist.
I could see the swelling of her b**bs even in the shadows, as the dude squeezed them hard and passionate like his life depended on how good that made her feel.
For some reason, my gaze lingered on him.
Broad shoulders.
Working out arms.
Firm stance.
High energy, it made my folds throb.
Pants hanging a bit loosely around his waist, just enough to see the waistband of his branded boxers.
It reminded me of hot daddy.
My body jerked, and I took an impulsive step backward.
It was him.
My body was fired up, head to toe.
I was reacting to his mere presence.
His scent.
His strength.
The thoughts of what he could do to me.
I must be out of mind, I know.
There was no reason for Sonia's Dad to be in here.
Not sm******g his own daughter at least.
I must be out of my mind, but I kept staring.
A tattooed write-up ran from the nape of his head down his spine in a straight line.
Jkkkjkl
A flicker of light fell on it, and I regretted not learning Japanese when I had the opportunity to.
I watched Sonia peel her dress off the little skin it concealed in a second.
The lights swiped on them again, and I saw her face.
Her cheeks were flushed, and her pupils were turned like she was drunk.
Her lips trembled happily.
Her fingers trembled as her long nails dug painfully into the back of his neck.
He had taken her c**t in his mouth.
A tight chill descended my body.
My c**t became clenched until it be was painful.
I rubbed my legs together in an effort to ease the discomfort.
Only one person had made me feel this h**ny all my life.
If I am feeling this way right now, it could only mean...
In that instance, some dude with a party mask pulled me roughly to himself.
By the time I freed myself from the h***y motherf****r's grip, Sonia was gone.
"Let's go. Daddy is here to pick us up," Sonia panted from behind me.
Daddy.
That word sent my c**t vibrating.
"I told him we would meet him by the train station," Sonia chuckled, dragging me through the entrance in a haste.
"He would grind us if he ever finds out we were out clubbing," she continued as she adjusted her fur coat over the red leather with her free hand, the other still pulling me by the arm.
The closer we got to the train station, the wilder my urge got.
By the time we got to the car, I was an inch away from slipping my fingers down there to ease my clenching p***y.
But when I settled on the back seat, and my eyes fell on the man behind the wheels, I froze.
It wasn't hot daddy.
It was then I remembered.
"Meet one of my dad's"
Sonia's introduction re-echoed in my head.
~Lilian~"Get out of this place," hot daddy had yelled, jolting me back to my senses.Slowly, I had climbed off the bed, picking my clothes up and slipping back into them.No, I wasn't as embarrassed this time.I want to believe I was beginning to break my way through.He hesitated at first.I watched him hesitate.He watched me c*m all over his sheets, and I bet he enjoyed it.I was going to strike again, and this time, he would not be able to hold himself back.For the first time since I got here, for the first time since I became obsessed out of my mind with Sonia's second dad, I was sure that I was going to get what I wanted.I had between today, which was Christmas Eve and tomorrow.As I walked down the stairs, my p***y squelched loudly against my thighs, reminding me of just how dirty I had gotten, and how far gone I had become.The strong scent of citrus still lingered in my nose, so I had thoroughly showered as soon as I got back to the room, afraid that Sonia would discover t
~Lilian~It was two flights of stairs to the floor that had hot daddy's room, and I was in front of his door before I knew it.It was like I ran up the stairs, but honestly, I don't remember if I did.His door wasn't slightly opened this time, so I landed three heavy knocks on it before pushing through to let myself in.He was sitting on a chair, in front of an opened laptop, glasses balanced on the ridge of his nose as he peered closely into the bright screen in front of him.It was still morning, but he had all his curtains pulled down, leaving the room dark and cold, with only the light from the laptop screen illuminating his face.He had turned immediately I clicked the door open and came in, surprise written all over his face.I ignored the confused stare he dealt me as I looked around the room, my eyes getting accustomed quickly to the darkness.A strong citrus smell hung in the air. It subconsciously reminded me of how the man that had me blindfolded in the kitchen never had th
December 24, 2024~Lilian~I woke up early today, before everybody else.Not sure of what to do to distract myself from all the thoughts in my head about everything that had happened in the last few days, I had taken a random book I had found in Sonia's wardrobe downstairs to read.Luckily for me, it was a genre I liked and the author's writing was exactly what suited my mood at the moment.I was quite immersed, so I read till it was time for breakfast.The breakfast of porridge and honey was sumptuous, and everyone ate quietly, clanging cutleries against plates, slurping, chewing and sipping.One thing I had noticed since I came to the Swissman's mansion - the dining table is almost always quiet, except when Sonia decides to be extra dramatic, or when something worth discussing immediately has happened.I wasn't sure if it was because the family was a small one or maybe they didn't want to keep me uncomfortable by discussing topics I might not be able to relate to.It was quite diffe
December 23, 2024~Lilian~Last night, at the club, with the pole dancer, I came hot and full on his sheets.After that, for some reason, I collapsed on the bed, too weak to continue with anything.He had stared at me for a while, then slapped my thigh casually before walking away.Well, not after scribbling a note he had left on top of the round table at the center of the room, which I had later discovered to be his phone number.There was no name, just the phone number.I had grabbed it and left the room, not even bothering to shower for fear that I might just walk out to meet a crowd of shameless curious girls that wouldn't mind me telling them how many condom packs we ended up using for the night, and maybe how far his c**k stretched against the material.I kept it from Sonia.I told her I got lost while trying to find the restroom.Now, she thinks the pole dancer is an assh**e that had bailed on me after having everybody believe I was the luckiest woman in the room.We had sneake
~Lilian~"You're lucky, girl!" a tall girl with glitters on her cheeks and neck grabbed my shoulder as I sat on one of the high stools of the bar.She had this heavy strawberry scent that made my stomach turn clung to her.I slipped out of her grab, and she smirked dangerously in my face before walking away.Sonia was taking too long in the restroom, and I was taking too long to make a decision concerning the invitation."How about you ask him for a threesome or four, we'll pay you well," someone whispered into my ear, their breath harsh against my skin, the strong smell of alcohol saturating the air around.I pulled away, leaning an arm against the counter. They were four girls, and they looked wasted. I didn't want to get in trouble with them. So, I stood up and started walking away."Get back here, thieving bi*ch. How dare you want to f**k the pole man before us!"Their voices disappeared with the loud music behind me.Walking briskly between the crowd, I decided to head outside t
December 22, 2024~Lilian~My ego had been brutally bruised.Before coming to West coast for the Christmas holidays, I was sure nothing could embarrass me.I was used to being tagged as out of style and not fun. Short, but not robust in a chubby kind of way. I only had big br***ts which had now gotten a lot fuller ever since I started touching myself.My b*tt was large and round, it attracted the boys. I hated it.I hated it, but not anymore. I need it now.Sometimes, when I think about it, I want to bite my left arm off for all those times I binge watched videos on YouTube and researched late into the night, trying every b*tt reducing exercise I came across, including concoctions.Back then, I didn't mind the girls in class bitching me about whatever.I use to not have an ego, but it grew over the holidays. I had made up my mind to bring hot daddy to kneel before me, but it seemed more difficult than I had thought it'd be.Last night, on the kitchen table, I thought I had him until







