LOGIN~Lilian~Somehow, Miss Roselvelt had ended up not adding me to the group that'd be pole dancing for the night.Well, I had told her earlier that I wasn't feeling too good and that my legs hurt, but I didn't think she bought the excuse as at that time.I was so relieved to watch the girls dress up nice and flashy, pulling short moves at intervals while they did their make up - they seemed to be enjoying what they did. "This is the only dance I know how to do, because there's a reward," one of them had told me earlier when I asked if she had fun pole dancing.I had never thought about making money from this since I started doing it. Maybe that was one of the reasons Jhuy Clifford keeps coming back. He thinks he hit a jackpot - a mask girl that doesn't want his papers.I slept till they were back in the morning, all tired and oozing of alcohol, sweat and men's perfume.It was another day, and everyone had gone out for what they had for the day while I remained indoors watching a cartoon
~Lilian~I was back at the dancers' dorm on a breezy afternoon. The weather was surprisingly chilly, and it was relaxing.I had slept the entire day, only waking up to an alarm going off somewhere in the room.As I sat on the bed and inspected the space for the source of the noise with drowsy vision, I couldn't help but think about yesterday.I was satisfied with how the day ended even with how exhausted it left me.I wondered what became of Jhuy Clifford after I had left like that - he probably wanked himself off to near satisfaction, because I was sure he could never have satisfied his erection by himself.Or maybe he called in another woman more willing to dance to the tunes he played.Even if that was the case, something at the back of my mind tells me that he would find his way back to me, I just didn't expect it would be this fast.Like someone that had woken up with thoughts that didn't belong to her, my body clung to the frame of the bed, the alarm still blaring endlessly in t
~Jhuy~I woke up to a piercing sound that went down mercilessly on my eardrums.It wouldn't stop no matter how long I tried to endure it, hoping it would definitely seize.Grumbling, I pushed the blankets of myself with my left hand, my right hand felt heavy and kind of trapped.As soon as I opened my eyes to the rays from the early morning sun that filtered into the room, my mind went blank.The space didn't feel familiar. It was plain, the decorations plain and monochronic. There was an empty bottle of whiskey on the table and a headache rising from one side of my skull.Where was---The memories flooded back with full force, forcing me to shut my eyes tight in order to minimize the effect.Pressing my back hard against the mattress, I remembered how it all happened.I was out of it last night after Lily left because of the emergency call she had gotten. I had gotten myself drunk and wanked off painfully until I came.Even after that, I could not bring myself to stop feeling the w
~Lilian~I walked back briskly to the ladies's dorm, rummaging through the wardrobe for my clothes - the one I had worn here.I knew he was going to call. I was sure he was going to call, and I wanted to answer when he did, just to see the look on his face at being turned into a mess by a club dancer. The other girls, in their process of dressing and undressing, had layered lots of clothes and accessories against mine.I had found my pants, and my jacket, but my inner top was nowhere to be found.I chuckled as I emptied the wardrobe of every single thing it had. For the time in my life, I felt like I could play without being reprimanded.We weren't doing anything to be proud of, but we were such a close-knit little family.I laughed out loud at the idea of someone hurriedly wearing my top over their costume just to shield themselves from the cold of the stage. They were going to look like a bum under the lights in that old shirt.I chuckled again, covering my mouth with my hand to mu
~Lilian~I opened the door to him sitting on the bed, his back resting on the headboard, his eyes drowsy with desire as always.Through the party mask I didn't forget to wear, I saw how hopeless he looked with his chest bare, his under covered with just the short briefs he wore, his erection already huge and visible.Still standing beside the door, I thought about the best way to start, reminding myself that I had to do everything possible to keep my identity.I think he must have seen the hand cuffs I was holding and the bottle of whiskey.He smirked, a small laugh following almost immediately."We're doing activity today? Wow," he chuckled."I don't think I signed up for this, but bring it on. Maybe, this is what turns you on, yeah?" he babbled."Maybe, you'd finally be able to allow me to touch you," he sneered, moving from his position, crawling towards the foot of the bed.I allowed my expression dissolve into a grin.Walking towards him, I placed my materials on top of the bed b
~Lilian~I was still leaning with my back pressed against the door, my fingers refusing to leave the handle behind me, lest he opens and grabs me by the hair, demanding an explanation to what happened that night, when I heard someone clear their throat somewhere in front of me.Raising my fear filled eyes, they met with Miss. Roselvelt's scrutinizing pair."Oh No, Lily! Did I forget to tell you during our first meeting? The director's office is out of bounds for you pole girls," her nose scrunching up in disgust.Hearing myself being described like that, my body trembled.A huge lump formed in my throat, and it felt impossible to swallow. At some point in the space of those seconds after she said that, I found it difficult to breathe properly.Because I wanted to hide the fact I was struggling at that point, but at the same time, could not reply to what she had just said, it appeared like I was keeping mute on purpose.To piss her off, she must have thought."Follow me," she spat out,
~Lilian~I thought about how I have never actually seen the two daddies act like a couple.I had excused this to the fact that they aren't the most conventional couple.But now that I think about it, it could also be that Scott was right about them being straight men.But how possible?Now that Son
~Lilian~"What the hell is wrong with you?"Sonia started before I could even bring up my carefully thought out excuse.Maybe we weren't as quiet as we thought we were while we almost made out in the exercise room.The door we had left unlocked too, and had not paid much attention to was enough to
~Lilian~I had gone to bed very late last night.After I was done with Mr. Jhuy, he was totally out.I knew he enjoyed it, but he was powerless through it all. He must have been tired from the activities of the day, but I got what I wanted, and that is exactly how it should be.I can't remember who
~Lilian~Back at the room, I just went straight for the bed and slept through the rest of the night.The next morning, I woke up quite late again, and missed breakfast.But that was the least of my worries.Something was going on right under my nose, and it seemed like it was a plan and I was the o







