Steve's P.O.V
I look at her she's wasted and very drunk, not good for a girl like her. I never expected her to agree to come with me in the first place. I had been trying out my luck because I knew the answer would be a no. But I would still try, better die trying.
Pleasing her is very difficult. She is high maintenance, not the one you think. She doesn't need anybody, so it's high maintenance for somebody to figure out what they can do for her.
I hail a cab to take her home, and she can't even get up when we arrive, the gate man is asleep and he won't listen to the constant beeps. We can't stay here forever, so the only option is my place.
When I say my place, I hope she won't end up like the other girls. The ones who begged me to please them and fell in love alone, I wasn't their to catch them.
I open the door and we get inside laying her gently on my bed. She looks peaceful and happy. I take off her shoes . Then there is a dilemma about her bra. She won't sleep comfortably wearing them, but I decide to leave them. I tuck her in and pull the covers but she sits up.
" P.J,"she says .
Am trying to get the words properly. Did she just say that. Cause I heard B.J meaning blow job. I can't help it. So she wants to do that.
" Are you sure about that, what do you mean," I ask hoping I'm not drunk.
"!I can't sleep in these clothes, I need a P.J pajama," she clarifies.
I'm the biggest fool in planet Earth getting my hopes up for nothing. I don't think I have anything she can wear. I rummage through my sweats. I look for a pink one, I heard girls love pink.Maybe the baseball shirt, it will reach her knees when she stands. I pull it out and give it to her.
" The zipper, you have to pull it down," she calls out.
This is going to be along night. A short zip at the back of her blouse. I reach out my hand holding the ring. I pull the zip down and step back. She could have done that.
" Close your eyes, don't look," it's barely a whisper .
I partly close them. I just want to see the colour of her bra that's all. She makes a move to remove the blouse and falls on the bed in a heap.
I can't help but laugh, she's this drunk. Cute and funny when drunk. I shake her gently, but she won't bulge. Finally when I decide to undress her she revives, pulls out the blouse and slides into the buggy baseball. Her trouser is tight and it's giving her hard time.
I bend to help her, but still it won't bulge. I push her back and she lays on the bed I start with the zipper. She didn't even think about that. This looks like some hot intense fore play but it isn't. I pull it down slowly. She's thick with the right curves that I like.
It would be nice to spank her gently. But I refrain. She's wearing a white pant. And the lases, they aren't tied up properly, I move my hand to help her do them well but stop.
After that I pull up the covers and sleep beside her. She turns around to face the other side and sticks out her bottom a big curve towards me. I'm pushed to the far side but I like the sight before me, she has uncovered herself. I turn the AC to make the room warm. Finally some sleep for me.
She turns and puts her legs both of them over my member. I stifle a groan as I immediately become hard. She's still sleeping breathing comfortably. I like the feeling though. But am throbbing with want. I've never wanted a girl this much.
The few occasions I had sex, it was to please the girl, I mean they ask for it and I won't refuse. But the girl on my bed is a straight girl. I even wonder if she has a boyfriend or if she has ever had a boyfriend and what dating her would be like. I mean if I could break her wall and make her a bad girl. The kind of bad and nasty that I want. A good girl gone bad.
I turn and watch her sleeping. She's beautiful, I can't believe she kissed me, was that real. She has small round lips that are sugar sweet, that I find sexy. Her eyelashes are long and they are casting a shadow below her eyes.
For a moment I'm tempted to reach out for her lips and caress them .But still she wouldn't like that. Earlier today I had wanted to secure a seat. Sit down and start pouring out my heart to her. I mean tell her I'm her secret admirer, tell her how I've been feeling about her since my freshman year. I was going to be honest and ask her to be my friend, you know the kind of friend where we do alot of stuff, she wouldn't refuse. I saw how the guys were looking at her. Her friends were around and I thought she would leave like all girls do , desert you. But she sticked to me. Another first.
I was about to start telling how I feel about her when she stood up and started dancing.. Didn't she like me? I know girls who would kill to be in her place. I would still have my hopes up. After we left I thought my efforts were futile. But she kissed me. Meaning she was attracted to me.
The sun is already up and she is still asleep. I roll over towards her and support my head on my chin and observe her features with a smile. And right on time she decides to open her eyes. Christ am fucked up.
Twain's p.o.v For a moment our gazes linger before I remember the previous night. Was that me. I close my eyes tightly looking away. Am too embarrassed. Whenever am drunk, my stupid inner slut takes over and kisses my crush without thinking. He's still looking at me intently. Should I apologize ? I bite my lower lip getting ready to talk. " Will you stop doing that, it's so distracting," he sighs. I hadn't realized what I was doing. The words in my mouth quickly pull themselves back down my throat and my tongue tie themselves into a cherry knot . Do people have to be this stupid when they need their brain the most. " Yesterday was fun, am still wondering how bad a good girl can get," he says with a smirk. " Try me," I dare him. " Are you sure, I have been known to make girl's fantasies true," I look down and lick mylips as heat surges through my skin making my
I descended the stairs one by one. This was my walk of shame. Cheers to me for letting my guard down. My head hung low next to my chest. It felt heavier and I couldn't even lift it to see the good days or sunrise. I hear some deep raspy laughter and there he was Jake speaking to someone on the phone. I hope he already forgot about me. He shouldn't make this worse. " Hey, it's you again," he says pocketing his phone. " Yeah," I reply my head down. "Wait!" Before he could continue I was long gone. I stumble on my last step and meet this girl, half dressed, her dress hanging up above her thighs. She looks up at my red eyes and mummers some bad words in disgust. I arrive at the apartment, and find Cindy cooking pancakes and coffee. " Girl, you are back, I was about to call a missing persons report," she says, I never slept out. It was the first time and she deserved to be worried. " Yeah I kn
" Twain! "" Steve," I sit up straight." Am at your doorstep and am sorry for showing up unannounced," he says.I can't help smiling, there is a new glow to my face that I can't explain. So he cares about me." No, it's okay, really cool," I stutter. I can't find the right words to say."But I'm not around, I mean am traveling and my roommate too,"" Oh! Where are you travelling to?"" Nairobi," I reply."Okay, safe journey and.."" And ?"" Take care," he says chuckling.He hangs up and I feel the old lady's stare." Is he the one you like," she asks.I blush uncomfortably and shift my weight." I don't know, this whole feeling is new to me and things are moving too fast," I reply." Make sure he doesn't break your heart, the people we care about the most always do and it's like driving a stake into your chest,"I open my mouth to argue and close
" Will you hold my hand? "It's the second time she is saying this. I'm sitting beside her hospital bed." You know it's not that serious, I'll get well soon and we can eat grilled chicken and pasta on New year's Eve," she says." Do you think they'll let you go home by that time?" I ask her." Of course" she says. "Are you doubting,"" No, it's only that you are getting worse, can't they change your treatment," I reply." No, I only started, the pain killers ain't helping, but they gave me another dose,"" Okay,"" Now sleep and don't worry yourself so much," I say kissing her forehead." In case of anything, will you place take care of your siblings for me and be the responsible one?"" What? Why? Nothing is going to happen,"" Just promise me,"" I will, I say, a sharp pain stabbing my chest,"
You're dumb if you think I never cared, because God knows how many times I broke my heart for you.I drug my feet up the front door heaving. I've never been this tired. I open the door and I'm greeted by emptiness.Cindy's absence chooses to Dawn on me right now.So she really left. I get in and head to my bedroom, it's neat as always. I like having my things in order. All my clothes are always pressed and folded, without any wrinkles. My shoes are neatly arranged, everything is in order.Cindy always said I have a disorder of wanting everything to be perfect. She called it a psychotic disoder, I can't remember the exact term she used.I open my luggage and sort everything out and return the bags to the shelves. Taking my towel I get into the shower and close my eyes. The water is warm and I soak my hair. With soap and shampoo. I get out of the shower and wear my favourite Rabbit
Twain take care of the baby, I'm going out with your sister,'" Can I go with you,""Keep quite, no more of your voice, we are going shopping with your big sister"' Don't go out and make sure he isn't crying,'' Okay, will you buy me crayons,'' No,'I step back, the pain inside my eyes and heart threatening to pull me under.Elaine my elder sister steps out and sticks her tongue out at me. I look at her, not angry, because I want to paint her face on canvasThe moment they step out the front door, Mike let's out an ear piercing scream. I take him out of the crib and begin straddling him. She said she'll be back after two hours. But he won't stop crying.I begin singing some lullaby.
I'm flowingI'm floatingI'm lovingI'm going " Hey, I have a class in one hour time," I shake Steve and he groans loudly caressing me with his honest eyes, blue like tropic skies. Maybe it is just me, but eye movements mess me up. " That's alot of time," he replies with a deep, raspy morning voice. " No, get up, you have that class with me, " I plead and he pulls me towards him before flipping our positions with me beneath him, thanks to his robustness and athleticism. Staying the other night wasn't a bad decision after all. At least there was someone who could help to save me from myself. Listening to the sad beats of my heart alone was boring. But perhaps I didn't need saving. When so much hate and evil has been projected towards a person, they become that. Li
I move along the pavements towards the library. Deep down I know whatever that girl said was true. But I still don't want to admit. It might be that to surrender to happiness,was to accept defeat, but it was a defeat better than many victories of human bondage. Or was I wrong. This was the problem of letting other people into your world, right now I felt vulnerable to him. In a way, he was holding my universe together. One move and my world would Crumble down. The sons of Adam had proven to be unreliable and full of deception in history and I wouldn't let that happen to me. All I wanted was him to just lay in bed together with me, and talk about nothing like we did the other night. With him rubbing my hair and back. Just us against the world. Listening to the beat of each others hearts and music of th