We walk into the noisy club and the strong pungent smell of liquor immediately hits my nose.
I look up at Steve and can't help but admire him. He was the epitome of teenage cool, something straight out of the movies walking right beside me.
As we take each step forwad, I notice heads turn around to stare at his new conquest and murderous looks from girls. I wouldn't blame them for being that way.
He leads me to a coach and I look up to find myself in a table full of some famous boys in campus including the president.
They are all good looking. But suffer from prince syndrome, this is usually what I call guys who think they are handsome and are so full of themselves. Steve sits beside me , one of the guys tries to talk to me and he puts his arm on my shoulders, as if he's marking his territory. The guys look at each other confused.
I look around and find Bella the sassy girl in my class dancing. She has never been my friend but we know each other. She looks at me smiles and comes to sit on my lap. I can't hide my frustration, I mean I'm trying to act cool because am hanging out with cool guys and she chooses this moment to extend our friendship.
I push her gently towards the guy sitting next to me and she lands on his lap. The whole group bursts into loud laughter the boy is really embarrassed. He shoves her away making her stumble forward before vanishing into the crowd.
I'm holding some beer bottle. Steve says it can't get anyone drunk it's like a soft drink. But I decline the other drinks he tries to suggest.
" Guys, this is Twain my, my...."he clears his throat, "my friend and..."
I feel my insides begin to boil. He goes around to introduce me to everyone and they all seem to be friendly trying to engage me into a conversation."Why would you make Bella sit on my lap?" Jake the guy next to me asks.
Am trying to hold back my words but my mouth bursts without thinking.
" I thought you would like that, well am- a-," I fumble with my words.
"Even you , you couldn't stand her, why would I be able to," he shoots back. And for the first time I realize they all don't like her. He goes ahead to explain how she jumps from one bed to another.
I feel Steve's arm tighten around my shoulder and he gently holds my chin to face him.
" Are you enjoying yourself, I mean are you comfortable?" he asks.
" Totally, am glad I came,"He tries to speak and another song comes into the speakers. My favorite dance hall. Totally ignoring him, I start singing along . Maybe it's the beer fuelling my confidence." You wanna dance," I ask him. I don't wait for him to reply because am heading to the dance floor.
Oh my God, what did I just do , I try to turn around and he's behind me. He's part of the modern dance team and a good dancer. I have to make an impression at least. I have to try. Am not such a good dancer, I mean am kind of thick with extra skin. And some curves that I don't like.. All my life, I've wanted to be thin and petite.
I begin to move my waist singing along, before I notice, I'm whining my waist It's this song by Rihanna and Drake. Am trying to control myself, moving my waist slowly, holding my knees and standing on the tip of my toes. I feel him moving behind me dancing.
He lets out a groan of pleasure and I begin moving even faster. I hear some people cheer. But I don't mind. You have to make a good show. Pretend you know how to do it. My movements are faster and I feel his erection on my behind. Crap! What did I do.
I stop dancing and stand , so it was only the two of us and the whole dance floor was cheering us. I might as well die. We're they laughing at how bad I dance. Jake is staring at me with eyes full of lust and they are all clapping.
The music turns to slow and sensual. He immediately grips my waist and we start moving with the rhythm. The other people return to dance and am relieved.
He's looking at my face. And our eyes are locked. There is something about this moment I don't want it to end. I look down but he holds my head up.
" You know, I'd , I'd like us to be friends, I mean hang out alot and do stuff together"
" That's alot," I say.
" No, I mean it's okay if you don't want that, friendships take time, "
" I didn't mean know, I meant- I was going to say that we can't be friends, we are so different,"" Your waist, it's so flexible," he remarks.
" Oh!" I gasp.
" I mean you dance so we'll, and it turns me on, I didn't know good girls also dance so we'll," he continues.
I'm utterly shocked trying to hide my blush and surprise. He leans closer and I can feel his breath on my forehead and nose. He spins me and am back in his arms colliding with his chest as his lips brush my nose. His movements are graceful. I look up to find murderous glares from girls around me.
He lets go of my hand and starts to dance around me some cool Break dance moves, everybody cheers. I make a move to step back and he pulls me back. Still making crazy sensual moves. Am not used to all this attention and it might as well blow my mind.
Steve clutches my hand and we head back to the table.
" All that for a girl," Jake jokes.
I take my beer and finish it all after some gulps, I feel a little bit better and the tension is gone. I take the second drink and do the same, then the third bottle, I move towards the fourth one, before somebody holds it.
" That's not a good way to drink,take it slowly." Steve says. I stand up but wobble and fall into his lap.
" You wanna dance," I ask again. I don't wait for an answer. I begin dancing on his lap. And there is his erection again. I laugh pleased.
" I think I should go home," I say.
One of the guys offers to keep me busy if Steve wants to go but I say no. He helps me to stand up as we make our way out. Once we are outside, the earth begins to spin I hold him more tightly. I can tell he is looking at me amazed or should I say pleased.I stand in my toes and crash my lips on his. His surprised but kisses me back. His lips are soft and kind of cold tasting bear and some flavor I can't let go off. First he takes my mouth hungrily then slows down, kissing me slowly, making my mouth his.
Everything breaks, hearts break, promises break, biscuits break and so does determination and strong resolve. " Goodnight," My father whispered as he kissed my forehead. " Goodnight papi ," I whispered back as he helped me to tuck myself into bed. As he stood to go I called again. " Papi, I love you," I said. He stopped moving and stood still in his trucks before turning around. " Sweet heart," he began, " Tommorow we are going to appear before a judge, I know this may come as a shock to you, this may not be what you expected, but whatever happens, whatever I say, you just have to know that I love you so much," he breathed. " Okay papa," I whispered back. I wondered when I became such a professional liar and shook my head slowly. Did I deserve all this love? Most of all, wa
As flowers blossom in spring, happiness blooms in emotional warmth.I gasped as my breath hitched in my mouth."Oh my God," I gasped again.He was wearing the cutest smile in the world as he looked into my eyes and held my gaze their." I know this is a lot to ask but allow me to ask you to be my best friend, my girlfriend, let me be the first person you want to call and see everyday, I want you to let me in, I'm not perfect but i can do my best to make girl happy, Twaine, please be my girlfriend" he finished.He was on one knee and as he spoke i couldn't hide the happiness and smile in my face even if i tried. Everything seemed perfect right now. he was word and emotion perfect. It was true that 9one happy moment could undo all the sad momentsHis blue eyes sparkled with the skin a little wrinkled, round and dark under them, a sign he hadn't been
Steve: Hey, sweet heart, I arrived home safely, take care I love you, let me know when we can face time.I smiled slowly before I typed back, " I miss you, I'll call you, stop smirking or I won't," I typed back." Elaine," I knocked once before trying to open the door." Hello, I'm home," I knocked again and waited for a reply patiently.I knocked again before I decided to push the door. It was locked from inside and their was no sound coming out." Open the door, Elaine," I almost screamed.I counted one to ten again and began knocking again.What was happening to her? I began pounding on the door continuously. The noise would obviously disturb whoever was inside until they decided to open the door.After almost five minutes if banging the door relentlessly, I heard a sound at the key hole and she pulled the door ope
I closed the door to my room and found it neatly cleaned. The sheets and duvets had been changed. The floor cleaned and all the clothes arranged in order.I locked the door and sunk down as my chin met my knees and stayed their, not crying not doing anything.Their was pain that ate you alive, it ate you from inside like cancer and laughed and mocked at you."You thought you could get away from us, you thought you could leave us behind, we are a part of you, wherever you go, whatever you do, you are one with us," my depression and anxiety laughed at me.I finally moved to the bed and covered myself with the duvet so no sounds would come out. I lay their blocking the whole world undecided, trying to stay alive before I went back.I found a razor blade made two thin lines in my thigh before writing a strong clear message.I hate myself.The w
We got to the living room and Michael looked at us smiling knowing. I headed over to him and kisses him in the cheek." How are you?" I mocked." Well, their is no evidence left," he went straight to the point knowing that was what I was looking for.I smiled at him and winked." Thanks you," I curtsied." Why are you so Happy," Luke asked." Because I passed a test," I replied." What was wrong with Elaine," Michael asked me slowly in a low voice." Well, she is pretty stressed up about everything, " I half lied and half said the truth.He looked at me half convinced but choose to let it go.We headed to the kitchen and found dad cooking supper with an apron tied around his waist.Elaine went over to him and hugged him before I did the same." What are you cooking pao?" E
We laughed loudly as we pushed open our gate." You didn't see how her face looked," Elaine breathed." It looked like like a wet weekend," I added as we laughed loudly and giggled like little children.We raced to the house and I let her come first intentionally.We pushed open the front door and we're greeted with a sweet aroma from the kitchen.Michael was sitting with Luke on the floor as he helped him build blocks.The twins were watching a video on YouTube. Something meant for kids and I guess it was johnny Johnny, yes papa." What's the surprise?" We both asked Michael." Well, you won't believe," he started before sniffing the air," you guys are drunk are you?"" No, "Elaine quickly refused as I pulled her back." It was only a few glasses of wine, dies it look that bad?" I asked." Well, if I smelled it, he definitely will and we ain't ready for more tornados and volcanoes here," he j