"There is something," said Vanessa and she eyed Alaric one more time. Then she told them about Christopher emptying the bank account. This got their attention. They got the bank information and then asked her if she knew of any other bank accounts.
“I don’t. But if I find out there are any, I’ll be sure to give you a call.”
“Would you mind if we did a quick search of his office?” Alaric asked.
“I’m sorry, but this isn’t a good time,” she replied, smiling to soften the blow. “I really need to be allowed to go through my husband’s personal belongings myself first.”
Judging by the muscle working in the detective's jaw, her declination didn’t sit well with him. But he, like every other law enforcement person, knew there was absolutely nothing they could do about it. They’d have to get a search warrant first. A few more follow-up questions and the officers stood to take their leave.
As they filed past the doorway, Alaric turned to Vanessa. He looked her up and down, then handed something to her. She hesitated before she took it from him.
"My number," he said, "Call me…. In case something happens… Or if you need to tell me something that could help with the case,"
Vanessa nodded, "Sure" she replied. "Thank you,"
By the time the policemen left, Vanessa had a bad headache. She closed the door and locked it. Then she went to her bedroom and rummaged in her medicine cabinet until she found a bottle. Though the ibuprofen had expired a month ago, she figured they’d still work well enough. She swallowed them dry and grabbed a bottle of water to drink. Wiping her lips on a towel, she eyed herself in the mirror. Other than looking a bit pale, she seemed exactly like the same woman she’d been the day before.
She tried not to cry. A widow who couldn’t grieve. What did that make her? Some kind of monster? While she’d known she hadn’t loved Christopher, she’d known he hadn’t loved her either. He’d needed a wife and had courted her. Even though they’d made love, at least in the beginning, the passion had been missing. Christopher had been a bad husband. Growing up in the club, she’d seen plenty of examples of that. He’d been an absent, unloving one, showing up only when they both had a public role to play. When he’d stopped making love to her, she’d been too exhausted and relieved to care. Later, she’d been too proud to try to seduce him. She pretty much figured he’d reject her anyway… And honestly, she didn’t even want to.
After opening the bathroom door, she’d just stepped out into the hall when the doorbell rang. Wondering if the police had forgotten something, she hurried down the stairs. Once she saw who stood on her front porch, she groaned. “Christopher's parents.”
Guilt suffused her. She was supposed to be expecting them. Their son just died. Taking a deep breath, she opened the door.
“Finally,” Lois Wesley declared, her sharp voice matching the ice in her gaze. She swept past Vanessa, her disparaging gaze lighting the entire house as she marched into the kitchen.
Her husband, Steven Wesley, shook his head, his red-rimmed eyes full of emotion as well as censure. He dragged his hand through his perfectly coiffed head of silver hair, barely dislodging a single strand. He stepped into the foyer, stopping abruptly and eyeing Vanessa. “So my son is really dead?” he said. “The police said he hired a bodyguard. Apparently, he'd been receiving threats. After what happened, it’s clear Christopher knew whoever was after him. He knew he needed the protection. What I don’t understand is why he didn’t hire a professional,” the elder Mr. Wesley pointed out. “Someone who could really protect him."
The amount of disdain he interjected into his words would have bothered Vanessa, But she had heard it before and was used to it. She tried not to dwell on the fact that he also thought that she knew anything about Christopher's death.
"I'm very sorry, Steven. The police tell me they are doing everything they can to get his killer,"
Steven Wesley grimaced. He didn’t even have the grace to apologize or even look embarrassed. “You know what I mean,” he said. “Maybe my son would be alive today if he’d hired professional bodyguards instead of amateurs.”
With that stated, he stamped down the hallway, following his wife to the kitchen. Vanessa sighed and shook her head. She squared her shoulders, lifted her chin and followed.Her mother-in-law had her back to the rest of them, rummaging in the refrigerator with a kind of furious intensity.
“Is there something I can get you?” Vanessa asked, as politely as she could manage.
Lois barely glanced her way. “I wish the police would let us go to Christopher's, but I guess it's okay because I don't think I can bring myself to sit in the house where my son was murdered. Oh, he always made sure to keep some of my favorite yogurts in the fridge. But I don’t see any here.”
“That’s because he only bought them when he knew you were coming to visit,” Vanessa gently pointed out. “I’m sorry I don't have any for you here.”
With an audible gasp, Lois began sobbing. Her husband hurried over to her and gathered her into his arms.
They stood that way for a few moments while Lois cried out her sorrow.
Vanessa's eyes filled too. Christopher had been Lois's son, at one time her baby boy. She couldn’t even begin to imagine the grief ripping through the other woman.
After a moment, Lois stirred and moved out of her husband’s arms. She grabbed a paper towel off the roll on the counter and blotted at her eyes with it. Steven made his way back to the table, pulled out a chair and dropped heavily into it.
Vanessa stood there, not sure of what to do. Finally, Lois turned around, her face pale but composed. She looked at Vanessa, her lips pressed tightly together. “Tomorrow, we’ll take care of the funeral arrangements,” Lois announced, drumming her perfectly manicured scarlet nails on the kitchen counter. “I want to make sure Christopher has the best.”
He laughed, dropping his forehead to hers. “I was thinking you wanted to tell me something else.”She reached up, spreading her palm against his cheek. The words were surprisingly easier to say than she could’ve ever imagined. “I love you.”His eyes fell shut as he sucked in a deep breath. “I’m glad we don’t need to fight again for you to admit that.”“Me, too,” she whispered, stretching up and kissing him softly. “Don’t you have something you want to say?”“Remember my fantasy?” His lashes lifted. “The one I told you about?”Paul cleared his throat behind them, but it went largely ignored.That wasn’t what she was looking for, but she would go with this. “Yes. I remember.”“And look at you. Your hair pulled back, wearing one of those god-awful suits. I think you did that on purpose.”A smile teased her lips. “I might have.”“Hmm,” he murmured as he reached around, gently unwrapping the bun and letting her hair fall down her back. “And why did you do that?”“I thought it might help my
Stunned by what he said, all she could do was sit there, and when she didn’t say anything, Alaric cursed under his breath again. “I’ve told you that I don’t mind the chase, and I have no fucking problem chasing after you, but I refuse to run after a ghost. And that’s what you are if you can’t let go of your past with your mom. I won’t chase a ghost.”Then he spun, his long legs quickly eating up the distance between her and the door. And then…then he was gone, the door slamming shut behind him.The moment Alaric left, she knew, without a doubt, that she had made the biggest mistake of her life. It was right there, smacking her face. Everything he had said was right.She was a coward. And the best damn thing to ever happen to her had just walked out the door.……… Her heart was like a hummingbird in her chest by the time she climbed out of her newly returned car and stared up at Alaric's house.A thousand things could go wrong with this. He might not be home. He could be and he could h
Pressure clamped down on her chest and she quickly shook her head. She had been doing so well. Now wasn’t the time to break down. She placed her purse on the desk when someone knocked and the door to her office opened. It was her assistant, Ruby. "There's a Mr Harper here to see you, Mrs Spencer. Should I send him in?" Vanessa's heart skipped a beat, and she almost ran out the door to see him, but she stopped herself. What use would it be? She'd already left. There was no going back now, so she shook her head, "No," she replied, "Please tell him I'm not available," Ruby left, and Vanessa stood, staring at the door. She knew Alaric well enough to know that if he insisted on coming into her office, no one would be able to stop him. Fifteen minutes later, no one came in and she knew that he'd gone. She should be relieved, but she felt more miserable than ever. —-----Everything should be okay.Her apartment had been virtually restored. The rental insurance had kicked in and the new
“Vanessa,” he breathed, voice ragged. "Vanessa, please…. Please don't…" He stopped talking and she dropped her head to his warm shoulder, squeezing her eyes against the rush of hot tears. Her arms trembled, but it seemed to have very little to do with what they’d just done, and more with the fact that after today, it would be the last time. It had to be before it was too late.But an evil little voice whispered that it was already too late. —------Vanessa was running.Alaric was a lot of things, but he wasn’t fucking stupid. And he’d meant what he’d said. Kind of. He’d let her have the facade of running, because she wasn’t going to get far. He knew that the woman felt the same way he did. She may not be able to say the words, but it was everything else she did. Right now, she was like a cornered animal. There were only two options for her: fight it out or run.She was going to run.He’d kept her busy the rest of the day Sunday, not giving her much time to put whatever cockamamie pla
Looking over her shoulder at him, she drew in a shallow breath. “It is.”Alaric stared at her for what felt like forever and then he had his pants off in record time. His arousal jutted out proudly, hard and thick, and molten lava filled in her belly. He stepped into the shower, closing the door behind him. His hands landed on her hips and when he spoke, his voice whispered in her ear. “I know what you’re thinking.”Vanessa shuddered. “You do?”“Yes.” He kissed her shoulder, causing her heart to squeeze at the tender action. “You’re going to run.”She stiffened, her arms clamped close to her chest. “I don’t…don’t know what you’re talking about.”“You’re a shitty liar.” He turned her around and reached between them, wrapping his hands around her wrists. He backed her up until she was flush with the cold tile. “You have that look in your eyes. Never really seen it before—the whole deer-in-the-headlights look. But you have it. You’re going to run.”“You need to get your eyes checked, the
“That's bullshit and you know it.” Paul said, "Fuck you," Alaric replied, but there was no real heat in his words. "Look, I had to take a break, okay? After everything that happened, I felt like I needed some time for myself. Besides Bobby was fine with it," Paul didn't look convinced, "Does this have anything to do with a certain Mrs Spencer?" When Alaric didn't reply, Paul added, "Damn man, Did you let her go?" Vanessa felt like an interloper. Well, duh, she was, and she really needed to get her ass out of there. Paul looked like he was about to say something else when what sounded like a chair in the dining room deciding to mate with the table drew their attention. They turned at the same time.Vanessa stood a few feet back from the table, her face as red as a fire truck and her eyes wide. Alaric's gaze dropped, and he swallowed a groan. Damn if he didn’t love seeing her in his clothes. However, he did not like the idea of Paul seeing her practically naked. And he really wasn’t