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A monster incarnate

Author: Nancy
last update Huling Na-update: 2021-08-28 05:21:45

Elena pov

With the way he was smiling at me. It clearly shown me that trouble and more trouble is coming my way. I panickingly strated picking up the can my hands shivering due to the too much fear that is in me. I am so sacred about what will happen soon. I don't know what to do 

" Am sorry, Lance please let's just keep this . Please don't tell anything " I went to say with a panic stricken voice.

" Calm down beautiful, you know I don't bite...though some times I do bite " he says emphasising the last part. 

" Please just don't tell it to any one." I go on to plead with him.

" You know me  , I will definitely keep it " he says extending to where I am. It is about six and my family will not be up until another two hours. But I wonder where Lance goes to every morning since I get him every morning around the same time.

" But you have to do something small for Me of you want me to keep quiet" he says whispering into my ear .

" some thing... What do you want me to do ?" I ask him curious since I know they never need me in their lives.

He smiles with that smile which u have grown to hate so much.

" You will meet me in the barn at the extreme end of the ranch at 7:00pm" he said and with that he stormed going his opposite direction. Hope he is not  telling me to steal farm products so that he takes for sell like he does. He thinks no one sees what he does but I do. I know that he has been doing that all along. 

I finished and made sure that no one recognises that I poured a full can of milk. The good thing is that the milk is always too much and it is hard to suspect that I poured some of the milk. 

I went into the store which doubles as my bedroom. I scanned into my clothes to find something suitable at least that I could wear since the other was all wet. I picked one dress after the other but the thing is that most of the clothes are too old. I spend about ten more minutes still checking but I am not seeing any suitable cloth at all.

" You flooby cheeks, won't you make my bed " I over hard Alexis calling as she kicked hard on the store. 

Oh my God, I don't want to begin my day this way. I have already faced enough trouble yet the day is still too young. But can't she even have pity over me for one single day . For she has just woken up but poor me I have worked myself too much already. Then I know one thing, if I don't get to do what she wants now, then she will be slapping me . Alexis is one who really hates me .

I got out of my " bedroom " going fast to head to do what she has yokd me. That is what my day conspires of. Working hard from morning to evening. It is like I am more of a slave than a daughter ..

Every one here sends me as they want each one of them even abusing me physically if they want. But that I have got used of.The day went on as usual doing so much work . Not having a second of my self. Throughout the day , Lance kept looking at me like telling me not to forget our appointed. I tried figuring out several times what this meeting could be about but could just not. I just could not figure out what more of trouble was coming my way .

Finally, it was 5:40pm. This meant that I had only a few minutes to meet Lance. It is funny ..isn't it?. I mean I have spent the whole day seeing him and he wants me to meet him later on.  What the hell is he planing   , You know Lance is not some one you could expect anything good from. 

I finished doing the evening dishes making tea that I was to serve later at dinner. My sisters and mom were off to town to do some shopping. They didn't go to the big city, but a small town that was some miles from home. I have not hard the chance to even go there. I am stuck on this farm every day. I am just not introduced to any one new. 

Every one tells me I am just fit to be here doing all the work . I made the final touches . it was approaching night already. Had to go see what Lance wanted. I moved for about twenty minutes until I reached at a spot with the swings. I spot I know Lance chills most times. The more I approached, the more my heart pumped faster. I wished I had yokd Vince about this, but he was busy preparating since he was going for his internship the following day, so I just didn't want to involve him in my stupid business. And perhaps he has been a very good help to Me.

and I don't want to over bear him.

"Lance..Lance" I started calling him since I didn't see any sign of him. It is becoming drak and I am beginning to get afraid .

"Lance , where are you. I will be needed in the house soon. Please come already" I said pleading since he has the habbit of making fun of me.

After waiting for another give minutes without any response , I turn to go...and then I feel some one embrace me from behind, wrapping his hands around my waist. I can tell that he is a male due to how rough his hands feel around my waist. 

Then I inhale the scent...I know this one ..Lance. With that I try too pull myself from his grip .

" let go of me lance " I plead with him ." Let me know why you called me here. Mom and the others are probably back in the house " I went to say .

" calm down, all is okay " he said calmly. Part of me want to believe that he is really calm and the other part of me knows that he is always a jerk.

" okay Whay do you want,?" I ask him when he finally let's go of me.

" What I want" , he says more of a statement than a question with a smirk on his face. I can see the outline of him though it is becoming dark .

"Okay, follow me" he says as he moves into some where. I at first hesitate but then decide to go in. Below is a bed , many empty bottles alcohol, used condoms all over the place. .what is this place? I ask myself internally.

" Why am I here? " I ask curious

",you are yet to find out" he says as he takes a cigar and lighting it. I choke and cough due to the too much smoke. I just don't like that smell.

" come near me" he says in an authoritative voice. I hesitate once again bit then go . He orders me to sit on his Lap. I can feel myself shivering by the way things are moving on. .

"You are going to do as a want and I will not say a thing about what happened in the morning" he says 

" stop beating around the bush, just tell me what you want ?" I say growing impatient. I need to go to the house before I bring myself more trouble for myself. 

" okay..I want to have sex with you " he says casually as if it a good thing to want to have sex with your cousin. I try to process this to find out if this  is really true.

I look at him and I can see that he is dead serious. I try to stand up but he pulls me roughly right back onto him. Where is this taking me.

" I knew you could resist me...but forget that" he says and with that he throws me roughly out the bed. By now tears are flowing down my eyes. What is this about to haooen to me. Lord  , I just can't see myself losing my virginity in this state more over to my cousin.

I have always known him to be a jerk but not one who wants to rape his own cousin. 

" you should just give me that " he says pointing between my legs. He extends next to me trying to find my breasts in my big clothes. I try to get away 

"please let me go. " I plead with him.

" I am a virgin" I add but he pays a deaf ear grabbing my breasts roughly. 

" I am your cousin ,Lance....please let me go" plead with him as he tries going between my legs . Oh my lord save me this once. I have been a faithful servant to you. I say and then the door opens suddenly...

***

Hello, 

Goodeve. Have you ever been mistreated by your very own people . always remember that is not the end of life. 

Please add this book into your library .we are going to enjoy the most romantic story that you have ever come across.

Thanks

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