Elena pov
"Vince , I have told you several times to stop doing this" I tell him in a whisper not wanting any other person to perhaps hear us.
"Come on Elena , I am just tired of all this. Why are you treated Like this ?" He says angrily trying as much as he can to control his anger. He has always confronted each person who tries to treat me bad. He is my saviour and at the same time best friend. Whenever he is around, I feel abit protected and he happens to be my parent's favorite child. They love him so much.
" I know, but you just need to disappear before any one can find you here " I go on to tell him in a whisper as I collect the last eggs. Vince being vince, he never goes by what I tell him. He always insists and in the end he doesn't go away even if I to send him off. I then see that all my attempts are rather fruitless so the best thing is leave him and go back to doing my work. We together collect the remaining eggs putting them into the baskets carefully to make sure that none of them gets broken at all.
As I told you if any of them gets broken then I will be punished severely by a strong beating. This explains the numerous scars that are all over my body.
" okay, Elena... We need to milk the cows .I will have to do that since the other cow kicked you last week , you should just stop doing that" he says as we head to the barn.
" Come on Vince, we have already talked about this . " I say to him. I have always told him to stop insisting over me. This is all my work and if my parents wake up when I have not finished any of the assigned work, then I will be abused both physically and mentally by throwing a lot of abuses at me.
When I told my parents that the cow had kicked me, I clearly remember that morning.
" mom..mom..mom" I went into the house crying as I hold my hand which had blood oozing.The rest of the family were sitted on the dinning having breakfast and when they saw me, they all looked at my direction.
You could see that there faces were not concerned.
" what the hell , can't you see that we are eating " mom said standing up heading where I was. Blood was oozing out of my hand where the cow had kicked me.
" mom, my blood is going to drain all out of my hand " I said crying. I didn't know what to do at all.
" You ugly thing, you even made me hate the food after coming here like a drama queen" Alexis, one of my sisters said as she got out storming out . For Alexis , she is one who really hate me with passion . That hate of a woman towards the other over a man...maybe.
" Did you see how my daughter just left angry and hungry , it wax intention.. Isn't it?" Mom said angrily at me . I couldn't believe the words that I had heard coming from the woman who birthed me. She then stormed off heading towrdas Alexis' bedroom.
For my dad, he is sitted with the other enjoying their food. He doesn't mind about what is happening . That is how he is always. He either throws some insults at me or just ignores whenever the others are torturing me seriously.
" Dad, I need to help me dress my wound " I put my attention back to him" not minding about the rest who are sitted eating food .
"Just get the hell out of here , you are smelly and useless." Some says out of the blue.that is none other than Lance, my cousin brother. He is the biggest jerk a round. With that he stands up with a cup of tea extending where I was kneeling " Let me help you clean your wound " he adds as he pours hot tea into my wound.
" oh..oh my God " , I cry out due to the too much pain . it sends me rushing off to get some water and to condense the pain. I could hear their giggles as I disappeared into the bathroom. That day, I was so unlucky since Vincent, who is my saviour was not around that meant I had no where to at least get a few pain killers. The whole of that day, I cried my self to sleep. Wondering why God didn't just take me instead of the too much trying that he was imposing into me at the moment.
The following day, Vince had come back and helped dresd my wound. Since he Is a medical student , it is easy for him. That was last week and the wound is beginning to dry up. If I didn't pour there water many times ,then I could be healed by now.
All those that come to my head every time I approach the cows. It has become my night mare..however one that I cannot ran away from even if I want to. I have to know that this is the life I lead. First of all I have not studied that maybe one day I will get a job and become independent. I am always on the farm so dirty and there is no possibility that maybe a man will fall in love with me and marry me taking me away from this misery. Those are the two things that could save me from this misery or else I have to be a slave to my family for the rest of my life.
" Elena.." I hear Vince call out. " I have been calling you to extend that can to me but you are lost in our thoughts again" Vince said sad.
" no...nothing " I said panicking extending the can towards him.
" I know you so much ,Elenav" he said and indeed he knows me very well.
" As I told you, my sister just be patient for only two more years when I finish my medical course. I will take you away to the city with me. You will no longer have to go through any of this " he said as he extended giving my hand a little squeeze. He has always told me this and I hope that that time comes. Hopefully . I smile imagining how life could be if all of thses didn't happen . if I was in the life I wanted to live.
I some how get relived and we continue with the work. By now it is approaching morning and that means Vince has to go back before any one sees him here .It could be a very bad way to begin aday.
" you can go, I will carry the last can of me into the freezer " I told Vince after he had carried the two big cans
" okay my favorite sister " he said giving me a kiss on my fore head before disappearing back to the main house. I stand up to carry the twenty litter can of milk .it is some thing that I have got used to.
As I am moving into the small gate, something maybe a wire grabs onto my skirt which drives me staggering on the ground the whole milk pouring in the ground. Tears automatically begin flowing from my eyes.
" what am I going to do " I find my self crying. Hope no one has seen me , just then I hear some one clapping hands ..I stand up to be met by smiling Lance....oh My God, this is a very unlucky morning for me to start
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Hey morning..
Have you ever got rejected by your own family making you lose it. As I told you this story half way written out of experience ..read the next chapter to find out what happens
Elena povWith the way he was smiling at me. It clearly shown me that trouble and more trouble is coming my way. I panickingly strated picking up the can my hands shivering due to the too much fear that is in me. I am so sacred about what will happen soon. I don't know what to do" Am sorry, Lance please let's just keep this . Please don't tell anything " I went to say with a panic stricken voice." Calm down beautiful, you know I don't bite...though some times I do bite " he says emphasising the last part." Please just don't tell it to any one." I go on to plead with him." You know me , I will definitely keep it " he says extending to where I am. It is about six and my family will not be up until another two hours. But I wonder where Lance goes to every morning since I get him every morning around the same time." But you have to do something small for Me of you want me to keep quiet" he says whispering into my ear .
Elena povI could hear noises Coming through but I could not tell what exactly they were . I tried opening my eyes several times to see what was taking place but I just could not.I felt so exhausted."She is so evil""She is a devils incarnate"." I have always told you to get rid of her " I still could hear the voices biy my eyes are so exhausted and don't feel like opening. I feel coldness all over me. Am I dead? I wonder. That could be great if I was dead. That could mean that I am now free and will not have anyone torturing mW." wake up you bitch !" Then some one kicked me so hard in the rids making me cry out due to the sharp pain that I feel. Wait , what is wrong with me? When I try to stand up, I just can't I feel my whole body "broken" . I feel so much pain. I open my eyes and before me is my my mom, sister Alexis and Lance.When I look at him, memories of what happened last night come back to me. Lance told me to meet h
Elena pov.I didn't know whether to cry or smile after reading the letter. I had so much mixed feelings. . I was happy that he could come back and see me. I was sad that he left without me giving him a hug. He is the only hope that I have in life. That is why every thing about him and even the smallest bit of it , I care for it so much.But then I was optimistic since I knew that he could come back and I will be finally out of this . I stood up slowly trying not to hurt my body. I should have every thing finished before they come back. With the support of the wall, I move slowly heading to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I am so haungry since I have not yet eaten anything since yesterday. I can use this time to eat some thing before they come back or else .About thirty minutes into my cooking, I hear some one open the front door which tells me that their is some one who has entered the house. I wait to see who ever has come in. That is when I feel that fam
Elena Pov.I sat on Vince's bed not knowing what exactly to do or think any more. I have been sitting here for the last number of hours since I found out about the death of Vincent. I didn't give a damn any more about other people in the house could say. Even if it meant insulting me like they usually do, I don't care any more.I was holding a photo of Vincent that is always on the side of his bed. With that smile that never left his face. The most jolly person that I know.I cannot help but imagine about how my Vincent perished in that damn accident. It is said the cab he was riding in got into an accident that didn't leave him( Vincent ) and the driver . He was only a few meters to the hospital where he had done his internship.How I wish I was there to give him one more hug..at least the last hug until we meet again. How could I not. If it was not for that Lance who tried to rape me , he could perhaps be alive. Tears roll down my eyes as I
Elena pov.Have you ever lost some one that you love most in your life? Have you ever lost some one that was the only hope that you have in your life ? Those eyes ho have been in such a situation can relate under which situation that I am in right now. You feel like you equally want to die and get out of this world once and for all.The next few days after the death of Vincent were the hardest that I have ever experienced in my whole life. I was just a walking zombie. Mom had shifted all her depression of losing her favorite son towards me who was already depressed my self.She was so hard on Me. She abuses me every time. Reminding me that I am useless in the world and she wishes it was me who was dead instead of her son. Yes, she was depressed but how could she hope that maybe it was me who had died instead of her son. I used to shed tears of how every one treats me in addition to losing my only hope that I had in my life." You u
Elena pov. I could feel like I was tearing out. Everything felt so disgusting. He was using the whole force onto me.I don't know but it felt like he was punishing me. I would feel his sweat and then I felt his liquid flowing into me and that is the last I knew before I lost my consciousness. I would see Vincent beckoning me-wait then I saw another Vincent , one was beckoning me to go near him while the other was telling me to go way. I looked so confused one telling me to go near while the other was pushing me away. It was losing all the energy that I had left. I tried moving from side to side each one of them pulling me from one side ..then I could hear some voices . I tried as much as I could to open my eyes but it was so hard for me .Then I started feeling general body weakness. My whole body was hurting me. Slowly by slowly the voices begin reducing. Then I finally opened my eyes .This place seemed so new. I have never seen this place in my whole life.
Elena povDay by day went by and I was improving rapidly. Still I couldn't believe the fact that no one from home had dared to look for me. Perhaps putting up an announcement in the newspapers or over the televisions and radios as well as the different platforms. I felt so disappointed and hated myself for being born like this. Maybe of it was under a different circumstances or situation, my parents could love me.It was so hard but I came to believe that they had maybe even had this intention to see that I get away from them.it worked. However it has been two weeks since I came e. I have never felt this comfortable and relaxed my whole life. Despite the poverty that we were living in right now, I was more than happy compared to how I was my whole life at home. I had no idea there were people who were do kindhearted."Good morning dear " she says to me one morning bringing me from my thoughts in which I was stuck in."Ehmmm..Good morning mam " I greet her
Elena povTo say that I was eager is an understatement. I was so happy and excited that I was finally going to work and able to provide for the woman who has been there for me when no one even cared about me. She was there when everyone else saw me as a complete nobody.We had finally moved to the city. Just a ten minute walk from where I was to work.we got a better apartment though not expensive.. Just comfortable and sure it will be in my salary range of USD 500. To some extent I thought this was pure luck for me to get such ajob. Though life is kind of expensive here, we will be able to survive alongside provide for my sick mom."Did you even have any sleep last night ?" Mom says as she goes through finding me in the kitchen preparing breakfast."I just could not contain my happiness mom" I say as I turn to give her a sudden hug taking her by surprise. I have grown so fond of this woman the last couple of months."Oh my God, El