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Chapter 16: why does it pain so much?
Elena pov
After my little encounter with the two opposite brothers, I moved out of the office heading to clean in other places that I am supposed yo work in. We took long to finish the work since we hard come in late . plus the hospital was unusually full for a morning. The place is so busy. I admire how the doctors move up and down doing their work to save people's lives. If my life had been any different, I would have loved to become a doctor. It is actually a dream that I have not yet thrown away. I one one day I will be able to attain my dream and become a doctor... Haha, I know each one of you is laughing out at me. The thing is you have hope in your self and believe that things can change for the better with time.
I felt so uncomfortable by how every one was looking at me. It is not that I am some kind of a beauty. Every one around me has made it clear to me that I am the ugly one and doesn't deserve anything in this life. I was busy scrabbing the behind floor no
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Ugly and insecure? Chapter 17: A lift home.
Elena povI walked through the hospital corridor heading towards the outside. My shift was over and needed to get home. Naomi was not with me to perhaps give me a a hand. She was success in getting a double shift. This meant she was going to stay at the hospital upto the evening. I was happy for her.I was not able to get a conclusion of maybe Dr Miles letting me have some days off. I still wondered why he chose that I be under his orders .I mean the rest of the cleaners at the hospital have a department under which they report each and every .that was not my luck. Of course I was never Lucky in this world even if I tried to .(30 minutes ago )" I will be off " Naomi told me as soon as we got out of Doctor Carrissa's room. Naomi needed to begin her second shift ." Thanks so much for every thing , I will be heading to get a short leave " I said to her as we part our ways each of us going our separate ways.I sighed deeply and then dec
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 18:Terrifying dream and a new offer
Elena PovI just didn't believe what had happened to my boss that day. He was so rude to me earlier but a few minutes later, he was there offering me a lift home. That is the least that expected from him. Maybe he had realised what he had done and once in his entire life time, wanted to act like a human being. I left it at that. I was just making myself over things that were not giving me anything at all.Strangely, my leg got a bit better a after three days. I could move properly. I needed to get back to work but of course mom didn't want to hear a single word about that. She just couldn't. She had insisted on me telling her what had happened to my leg even after telling her over and over that I had slipped on the tiles as I was scrabbing it. They say that parents and guardians have a sixth sense, I think that is true since even if I had told mom aboute slipping down the tiles, she just didn't believe it but rather decided to leave it. If I had told her, she cou
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 19:illiterate PA
Elena povI tried opening my mouth several times but nothing came out at all. I was so shocked at what he said. That is something I didn't expect from him. Anyway they say that it is only non living things that don't change.But then..u am illiterate. Is he looking for an illerate PA? Don't be ridiculous? My subconscious rolls he eyes at me.. However I ignore her since I don't feel like making any joke right now."What did you say, Sir ?" I ask from away from the door and heading deep inside the room." so you want me to only talk you like I have nothing to do ?" He answer. Oh, I see his bad mood is finally back. Maybe that is even how he has been but was only wanting to see his desperate I am." Okay !!!" I say almost shouting as I head back to the door. I am losing it. I just hsye how almost everyone is always taking me for granted in this world." I had no idea a nobody can be emotional. I thought you live yo please the nobility " I w
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 20: Boys night out.
Brad pov.The last week or two have been not the usual actually . Things have changed in my younger brother. Yes he is younger than me by a few minutes..I know what you are allow trying to figure out. Yes it is true we are twins. Though not those identical ones . The thing is we don't even have anything uncommon. But that doesn't mean we are not twins, we are.My brother was an ideal guy while in the Medical school. Back home , my parents always considered me the serious one and then they sought of Miles as the jolly one. The thing is they had just not given me enough attention and found out what exactly the type of person that I am. Our parents were kind of people whose life involved moving from one country to the other doing different medical missions and carrying out Charity works. That meant we never at all lived with them at home.That .want we were living with the maids most of the times .Not that we hated our parents, of course even if we trie
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 21: Extra work for a PA
Elena pov. Today marks exactly two months since I became Mile's PA. I think you are all wondering how I have been able to cope up with all the pressure that he can give. Yes I have I have come to learn his character and it helps me know when his mood swings. My work is even less than I thought. I think for the first time in my life, I am a lucky girl. My work comprises of making sure I know when his surgery or a patient is supposed to see him. My mother has somehow managed to improve. The money I get I am now able to bring a doctor atleast once in every two weeks to come and see her .My salary is always given to me at the right time. With Naomi, I am getting a sister I never had when I was growing up. Yes I had sisters and brothers but they never treated me as a human being for just a second. Naomi is becoming so so close to me. I have never felt so happy my whole life. Sometimes I think about my family but what breaks my heart is that I kno
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 22: Unknown feelings.
Miles povI didn't even realize how I got back to the kitchen. As if that is not enough, I also had no idea how my hands got to her cheeks drying the tears that were flowing. It was so ironical since she had a smile on her face and yet at the same time tears were flowing down her cheeks. Were these what they call tears of joy. I just could not place to what exactly it was. Then maybe out of shock, the plate in her hands goes flying onto the floor.. That damn plate.There and then my angry takes over me . She could have broken another plate but not that one. That plate and a few other things are the only things that I was left with as a rememberance . I could not dare do nothing when oy is now broken."How dare you !!" I shout at her not being able to control the too much anger that I feel for her right now."Of course that is how you have been brought up. You are always the ugly careless human " I go on to thunder at her not minding about how
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 23:What exactly is going on
Elena pov I had no idea that man was that cold. He is the one who called me in the first place, if he didn't call me I couldn't have gone there. We were on good terms ..we talked as two mature people and this has happened. How could he be that annoyed over just breaking a mere plate. A guy as rich as him to be hurt by just breaking a mere plate. I thought at least we could work in good terms. I thought he could consider treating me as a human...but why could I accept such a thing, from the time I was born I was never treated as a human. This is how I have been. .but then I don't understand why I feel like I don't hate him even after he has done so much to much. The last two weeks when he was away, I felt like i missed him. What am I even thinking about . That is something that I should never think about . imagine who on this world can have interest in someone like me. That I don't believe. Why am I even thinking about liking and so on. I am supposed to only con
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 24:Happy birthday
Elena povThe week went on without even me realizing. I tried as much as I could to see that I don't easily meet with meils. If course it was not easily since I am supposed to be near him at every moment being his PA. Was shocked me was the fact that it was not only me, he was also trying as much as he could to avoid me..or I was just imagining things.Today is a Friday and something special is happening today, it is my birthday. It is my 20th birthday. I know it has nevertheless been celebrated However that was not what made it do special for me. What makes it special is the fact that we share a birthday date with Vincent . I will forever treasure that. He was my source of inspiration, a person who loved me unconditionally. The bad thing is I am not home and there I will not even visit his grave at least. He always encouraged me to live . Anyway I had promised to at least go with mom to the church to pray for his soul..that will of course only be possible
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- Ugly and insecure? Chapter 60: Greatest blow once again.
- Ugly and insecure? Chapter 59: Haunted by the past.
- Ugly and insecure? Chapter 58: Surprise
- Ugly and insecure? Chapter 57: Forgive me.
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