ALLYSAA.After dropping Essy at school, I came back.He was not here but still he invaded my thoughts."You hurt him really bad, how could you?Ari interrupted my thoughts." Why? She asked."You can't answer?"Well you're with him now "" That's the only good thing out of this, but I still want to know why you left him"" Did you fall in love with my brother or you're after his money, which? She taunts.I ignored her. Still, she continued."He's really good, really good in bed" she grinned.And I was taken back, shocked and bruised.He slept with her?How could he?Pain filled but seeing me breakdown could satisfy her more than anything.I ignored her and walked upstairs.Her words did not stop echoing in my head.He slept with her..It was too painful to dwell on, but still that was all she Could think about.He got intimate with Ari, he was dating her, he'd completely moved on, completely forgotten her.Forgotten their vows, and every promises of love.The tears found their way ou
"why don't you take a look round my quarters?Ari interrupted my thoughts.I followed her to the main part of her building, I was among those who constructed the building.The torture I went through, seeing them both together everyday.I still felt that pang of jealousy when he called her "love"When she looked up at him, that mutual understanding, it pricked me..She had to feel something, she had to feel the same pain I feel. But first, there was something I need to do, I was going to return each every dime to Jedd.The pay of working in this building, I was going to return everything to him.."This is the bedroom" she led me to a large space, very well decorated and clutter free."This space is lovely" I said, and Ari eyes lit up."Move in already" she smiled."We can stay in here together""Of course" I agreed."I'll get my things, and we can stay together"The smile on her lips, she was pleased."I'll be back in the evening" I said.There were things I wanted to handle and I was
Fuck.Ari should not be involved in his dirty to get to me, he should face me, and only me.There was a lot to worry about, I poured myself a drink.I was not going to sit and watch him ruin my sister's life.LYSSAThe door opened and little Essy came in, she held her doll, and she wore beautiful pink pjamas.Her eyes raked all over me, and she marched to my bedside."Are you okay? She asked." I'm fine baby" I replied, bringing her close." Are you sure? Those beautiful eyes were curious.."Yes, very sure" I smiled."You're very beautiful... Even when you're sad" she said.."I'm not sad Essy" I smiled trying to reassure her..I looked away from her eyes, trying to divert her attention, so she couldn't notice that I'd been crying before she came in."Can I stay here with you? She asked." Yes baby" I kissed her cheeks."Please stay with me"She fell into my arms, hugging me.."I love you mommy, I don't want to see you sad, please""I'm not sad, let's go to bed, you have school tomorro
REVI Was supposed to feel good about myself, satisfied, not this way.Why was I pacing up and down thinking of that woman?What was wrong with me?I didn't feel anything, I've moved on, do I thought, until I saw her in Jedd's arms at the event, and was filled with sparks of anger and jealousy.And that entire conversation when our eyes met, I still felt it..I'd been so confident of moving on fully, till I stood in front of her, until all those feelings threatened to make a mess of me.My emotions were in a jumble..And the award didn't give me any satisfaction whatsoever.I still hate it, I hated her for everything she'd done and now the feelings were mixed.They didn't feel like hate entirely.Fuck."What's going on with you? Ari asked."Jedd is actually your brother?"Why was that information so shocking to you.. he's my brother, have you guy's met before?I clenched my jaw." Well his wife is actually my ex wife"" What? Her eyes narrowed in disbelief."She's your ex wife?" Yes"
A FEW DAYS AGO.I walked to the door, Some one was knocking, I opened the door to see a lady.She stared at me."Is Jedd in? She asked." Yes " I replied." But who are you?"Ari" she replied, tossing her brown hair backwards."Jedd's sister" she smiled."Ohh" I replied, ushering her in.I've never heard of her from Jedd, he'd never talked about his sister.It was personal anyways, he might have had a reason for not telling her.She watched as the two siblings embraced each other smiling."This is Ari my sister, and Ari this is Lyssa my ...." He stopped."My wife" he continued."Wow" Ari's eyes were on me."Beautiful" she said as her eyes raked me."Thank you" I replied"Lyssa, nice to meet you" I smiled."Ari, and we'll the both of you are a perfect fit" her eyes darted from Jedd to me."I'll be staying for a few days""Well that's exactly why I got your place ready, it's adjoined to ours, so you can come here whenever""Good thinking" she smiled.For the days that rolled by, she was
Sacrificed my happiness to saved his, signed this contract so I could save what was valuable to him, and this was it.It hurts so much cod I missed him, I love him, and I longed for himy always and yet he discarded everything.He moved on while I'm still stucked on every memory of us.He moved away, what did I expect?How could he act like that?Like he never knew me, like nothing existed between us.How could he do that to me?What were you really expecting? The tiny voice in my head asked.It's been two years.Two fuckin years.And while I've been longing for him, beating myself up everyday, he'd been in the arms of another woman...."Open up, Lyssa" Jedd knocked.I cleaned my teary eyes as he walked in, Without a word, he move close, holding me in his arms.He held me in an embrace."I'm sorry" he muttered..."He doesn't deserve you""You deserve better" and I actually let myself hold unto him, I let myself into his arms.I love him, and it's breaking my heart.Jedd held me in a s