LOGINJullian.
I stood in the middle of my room with an open suitcase on my bed, staring at it like it had personally offended me. Half my closet was already folded inside, my shirts and well-tailored trousers were folded neatly inside the suitcase. I looked around my room for anything that I may be forgetting.
My gaze drifted to the window. The curtains swayed slightly with the morning breeze, the sunlight slipped through in soft lines across the floor. Everything felt… normal. In fact, too normal, like nothing had changed, except it had.
Dante was back and somehow the air in the house had changed. Why had my mother agreed to let me stay with this dude who had abandoned his family?
I exhaled slowly and dragged a hand through my hair. “It’s just an internship,” I muttered to myself. “You’re acting like you’re being exiled.”
“Talking to yourself now?” I flinched slightly at my mother’s voice and turned.
She leaned against the doorframe with her arms crossed loosely and a small smile on her face. But her eyes, those gave her away. There was something tight in them, something she wasn’t saying.
“How long have you been standing there?” I asked.
“Long enough to hear you negotiating with your suitcase.”
I huffed a quiet laugh. “It’s not cooperating.”
She pushed off the doorframe and stepped into the room, her gaze sweeping over the half-packed luggage before settling on me.
“You’ll be fine,” she said gently.
I nodded automatically. “I know.”
She didn’t move, instead, she reached out, smoothing down the collar of my shirt like she used to when I was younger. The gesture was so familiar it almost made something in my chest ache.
“Julian,” she said softly, “this is important.”
“I know, Mum.”
“I mean it.” Her voice sharpened just slightly. “This is your chance to build something for yourself. Away from… everything.”
I knew what she meant. Away from the family and definitely away from whatever Dante had become.
“I’m not planning on messing it up,” I said.
Her lips pressed into a thin line, like she didn’t fully believe me, which was new. Or maybe, she didn’t trust the situation.
“You need to stay focused,” she continued. “Keep your head down. Do your work. Don’t get distracted.”
Something about the way she said it made my stomach tighten.
“Distracted by what?” I asked, and I wasn’t sure I knew what she meant. Her eyes held mine for a second too long.
“You’re smart, Julian,” she said instead of answering. “Use that.”
Before I could press further, she stepped back slightly, as she’d already said more than she intended.
“I’ll leave you to finish packing,” she added, her voice lighter now. “Breakfast is downstairs when you’re ready.”
She turned to go, then paused at the door. “And Julian”
I looked up.
“Be careful who you trust.” Then she was gone.
Her words settled over me heavily. Be careful?
By the time I came downstairs, my father was already seated at the dining table, a newspaper spread open in front of him. He didn’t look up immediately, just turned a page like he had all the time in the world.
“Morning father,” I said.
“Hmm.” was his only response
I grabbed a piece of toast and poured myself some coffee, it was my typical morning routine. I wasn’t sure how much of it would change when I leave here.
“You’re leaving today,” he said after a moment.
I knew it wasn’t a question. “Yes.”
He turned another page of the newspaper.
“And you’ll be staying with Dante.”
I hesitated. “For a while. Just until I settle in.”
He finally looked up.
There was no warmth in his expression, so it was hard to tell what he felt. “You don’t have to,” he said.
That caught me off guard. “Mum has already arranged…”
“I’m not talking about arrangements.” His voice cut clean through mine. “I’m talking about choice.”
Silence stretched between us. “I’ll be fine,” I said carefully.
His jaw tightened slightly. “That’s not what I’m worried about.”
I frowned. “Then what….?”
I knew he was worried about Dante, we all are. But I was bothered about the fact that everybody seems to think I can’t take care of myself. Dante took a wrong turn in the family, and so what? He’s only trying to help
“He’s helping,” I said, though it sounded weaker out loud than it had in my head.
My father let out a short, humorless breath. “That’s what concerns me.”
I set my cup down slowly. “You don’t trust him.”
“No,” he said plainly. “I don’t.”
The honesty in it made something shift in my chest.
“He’s still….” I stopped myself. Family didn’t feel like the right word anymore. Not after everything I’d heard.
My father noticed. “He’s not your responsibility,” he said. “And you’re not his.”
His gaze sharpened slightly. “Don’t let him decide otherwise.”
I swallowed, suddenly very aware of how much I didn’t understand. “I won’t.”
He held my gaze for a second longer, like he was trying to decide whether to believe me, but then he nodded once and went back to his newspaper. The conversation was over, just like that.
By noon, my bags were packed and sitting by the door. Everything I needed. Or at least, everything I thought I needed.
The sound of a car pulling up outside made my chest jump. I didn’t have to look to know who it was. My mother appeared beside me, her expression carefully composed.
“He’s here,” she said unnecessarily.
“I figured.” Why didn’t they just let one of the chauffeurs drop me off, did Dante really have to come pick me up?
She reached for my arm, squeezing lightly. “Call me when you get there.”
“I will.”
“And Julian…”
“I know,” I cut in gently. “Be careful.”
She gave me a small smile, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
My father didn’t come to the door. I wasn’t sure if that made it easier or worse. I grabbed my bags and stepped outside.
Dante leaned against his car, exactly like he had the other day. He looked unbothered
His gaze flicked over me once, quickly before settling on my face.
“You’re ready,” he said.
“Looks like it.”
He pushed off the car and reached for one of my bags before I could stop him.
“I can carry my own stuff.”
“I know.”
But he didn’t let go. I frowned slightly but didn’t argue. I didn’t think it was worth it.
The drive was quiet at first, it was comfortable but the air was a bit heavy,
“Did you pack everything?” he asked after a while.
“Yes.”
“No regrets?”
I glanced at him. “Should I have some?”
A corner of his mouth lifted slightly. “That depends.”
“On what?”
“On how well you handle what comes next.”
Something about the way he said it made my fingers tighten against my knee.
“I’ll manage,” I said
“I’m sure you will.” But his tone suggested something else entirely.
Dante’s penthouse was not exactly what I expected. It was sleek, minimal, but still looked expensive in a way that didn’t need to prove it. Everything was in its place, nothing was out of place. I had expected a regular apartment, like the ones most bachelors have.
I stepped inside slowly, taking it all in.
“This is where you live?” I asked.
“For now.”
That answer didn’t explain anything.
“Your room’s down the hall,” he added, already walking ahead like he expected me to follow and I did.
The room was… nice. Too nice, honestly. It wasn’t bigger than mine back home, but it was comparable. It was clean and empty in a way that didn’t feel lived in. Of course it wasn’t. Dante probably used only one room in the whole penthouse.
“You can settle in,” Dante said from the doorway.
I nodded, setting my bag down but he didn’t leave. I could feel his presence lingering behind me.
“You’re quiet,” he said.
“I just got here.”
“And?”
I turned slightly, meeting his gaze. “And I don’t know what you’re expecting.”
“Nothing,” he said. “Yet.”
I looked away first, moving toward my bag just to have something to do.
“You follow instructions well,” he added.
“I didn’t know unpacking was a test.”
“Everything is.”
I let out a quiet breath, shaking my head slightly as I pulled a shirt from my bag. “You’re not my boss.”
“No,” he agreed easily.
I turned to look at him again. “Then what are you?”
For a second, something shifted in his expression.
“Someone you should listen to,” he said calmly.
My jaw tightened. “I’ll decide that.”
His gaze sharpened slightly, like he was cataloguing the response. Then, slowly, he nodded. “Good.”
That threw me off. “What?”
“I’d be more concerned if you didn’t push back.” He straightened, finally stepping away from the door.
“Unpack,” he said. “We’ll see how long that lasts.” then he left.
DanteI let out a deep breath once I realized that I was now alone in the living room. I stood there motionless, for a few minutes before adjusting the cuffs on my shirt and dragging my tie to loosen it.There was something dangerous about Julian, maybe because he wasn’t loud, or because he was always calm… Well, not always, but most of the time. He was soft, perceptive, and entirely aware of my strength and what I can do, at least to an extent. That quiet submission, that wide-eyed, silent acceptance of my dark world, -he knows something is up, he just doesn’t know what it could be, at this point, I was prepared for the worst if he ever finds out,- was far more addictive than any challenge could ever be. It made me want to protect him from the world, and take him completely for myself.“Dante” I murmured to myself, “Wake up”I removed my suit jacket from the arm chair and relocated to my study.I could still hear Julian’s soft, trembling voice echoing from the living room.“So what?
JulianComing back to the office was almost like a nightmare, I didn’t know what to expect, especially since I was going to see Owen today, after what had happened earlier.The office was busy as usual when I got there. I was immediately greeted by Priya who seemed extra jovial this morning.There he was, at his desk. I had no idea where else I was expecting him to be at, but my heart skipped a beat when I made eye contact with Owen. It was brief and short because Oqwen immediately looked away when he saw me. I looked around to see if anyone had noticed the awkward moment but thankfully, everybody was busy minding their own businesses.I walked over to my own desk and settled down. I looked around, I hadn’t seen Claire yet. Maybe she was running late. I was tempted to ask Owen, but I restricted myself, saving myself from further embarrassment from him.Mr Crowe wasn’t in the office today but he had his assistant give us some tasks to do. Over an hour had passed and Claire was nowhere
DanteI woke up at exactly 5:00am and within twenty minutes I was in my private gym blowing off steam I guess. It was the kind that I couldn’t explain. I just know I needed the physical strain to clear my head.I focused on the large punching bag in the middle of my small gym and hit it fiercely. Only that this morning, it did nothing. My mind was everything but clear. Every time my knuckles struck the leather, my mind recalibrated to the precise weight of Julian pressed against the wall of my study less than forty-eight hours ago. I could still feel the sharp dig of Julian’s fingers into the nape of my neck.“Fuck” I muttered to myself. I caught the heavy bag with my two hands and held it tight as my chest heaved up and down. I closed my eyes, in an attempt to force my breath to slow down.I had spent over ten years mastering the art of absolute control. I had done things without any form of emotion or ever letting my heart beat rise above normal level. But here I was, a twenty-two y
JulianA full day had gone by and the tension in the penthouse had settled into an uncomfortable, electric hush. Neither of us had spoken a word about the previous night. Dante had treated the entire incident as a closed file, retreating behind his usual impenetrable wall of cold professionalism or whatever it is it was.I, however, was done playing with Dante’s rules. I had another thing to think about. The kiss I shared with Owen. I was shocked that Owen had even considered kissing me at all, but then he looked like he had regretted it and a huge part of me felt bad. I wondered how I’d be able to face him once I get to the office when the new week starts.I paced around the house for a good thirty minutes. Dante and I were both home for the weekend but Dante has locked himself up in his study all day, all night even. I had barely seen him since he manhandled that man from the club the other night.It was a sight I couldn’t quite get out of my head. I don’t know if it was because he
DanteI couldn’t wrap my head around why I had tried to intimidate Julian that way. I could conclude that the poor boy was scared but the faint redness on his cheeks said otherwise. In fact, it gave me some sort of satisfaction, which was weird.I wanted to go check him in his room but I decided against it. I needed to give the boy some space after literally being two inches away from him five minutes ago.Thirty minutes later, the doorbell rang. Confused, I asked the security to check it out.He came back in with two medium sized brown paper bags. “Delivery for Julian" he said.Oh right, Julian had ordered food earlier.“Julian” I called out, but there was no response. I didn’t bother to call again.“Place it on the table. I’ll take it to him soon” I told the guard. He did as I said and left the living room.I knocked on Julian’s door with the paper bags in my hand. “Julian, your food came already” I called out but no response.“If you don’t wake up to get it, I might have to treat m
JulianI returned to the quiet house that evening very tired, as usual. Luckily for me, Dante had done a good job with the files that Mr Crowe had almost nothing to criticize about, unlike Priya and Owen’s.Owen had even invited me over to a party that evening, he said ‘It was to blow off steam’ but it wasn’t really my kind of space, even though I was willing to try, not just at the moment.The conversation I had heard between Dante and another man on the phone took over my memory earlier that afternoon and left me unsettled. Why would Dante feel the need to threaten someone, in that tone for that matter.Being too tired to fix up anything to eat, I decided to order in. I wasn’t sure Dante would want it but I didn’t bother calling to ask anyway.“Aha” I heard from the hallway and I nearly jumped from my feet. “You’re home”I turned and it was Dante, all dressed down in a tight white-coloured tank top and grey sweatpants, very different from the way he was suited up this morning.“And
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