ANMELDENI don’t tell anyone I’m leaving. That decision settles in my chest long before I move, heavy and deliberate, like a door closing without a sound. It isn’t secrecy for the sake of it. It isn’t fear of being stopped. It’s ownership. The house sleeps around me, breathing slow and deep, unaware of the line I’m about to cross. Wood creaks softly beneath my feet as I move through the hallway, careful to step where I know the floor won’t complain. I’ve memorized these things—the sounds, the rhythms, the spaces between people. You learn quickly when you’re never sure how long you’re allowed to stay. I pause at the door. The air on the other side feels different even through the crack, warm and alive, carrying the weight of summer and something wilder beneath it. I slide m
After training, I pad silently through the corridors of the pack house, careful not to let my footsteps echo against the polished floors. The day has been long, the sun high, and the warmth outside only reminds me of the cage I feel within these walls. I don’t belong in this life yet, I tell myself. Not fully. Not until I know the truth. And today, the truth feels close. A faint murmur drifts from one of the larger rooms down the hall. Voices I recognize—Asher’s low, commanding tone, Lucien’s steady baritone, and another I can’t place immediately. The door is slightly ajar. My pulse skips. I know I shouldn’t listen. I know I shouldn’t sneak. But every fiber of me urges me to stay, to hear. I press myself against the wall,
I wake before sunrise, muscles already aching from yesterday’s training, but I don’t care. I can’t. The anger, the frustration, the confusion—they swirl inside me, and there’s only one way to release it. I slip into my gear silently, careful not to wake anyone, and head to the training grounds. The grass is still damp with morning dew, and the air smells of earth and sun. Summer has arrived fully, and the world feels sharp and alive. I run. Fast. My legs stretch and coil beneath me, lungs burning, heart pounding in rhythm with the voice that hums softly in my mind. It doesn’t speak, not yet, but I can feel it moving through me, urging, guiding. The rhythm of my body matches the rhythm of the earth beneath my feet. With each step, each pivot, I feel my wolf stirring beneath the
I wake to the heat of summer spilling into my room, sweat clinging to my skin. My chest is tight, pulse heavy from dreams I can’t fully grasp. The voice in my head hums faintly, just beneath my thoughts, patient and watchful. It doesn’t speak yet, but I feel it there, alert and aware. I swing my legs over the bed and stand. The floor is warm beneath my bare feet. Even in the stillness, I sense the subtle rhythms of the pack around me: quiet footsteps, soft murmurs, eyes flicking toward my door. They notice me. It isn’t fear. It isn’t curiosity. Not exactly. It’s something in between—watchfulness, like I’ve shifted the invisible balance without realizing it. Asher isn’t here. Not in my line of sight. Not present where I can reach him. I feel the weight of his absence, deliberate and controlled. I tighten my jaw. That won’t stop me. ⸻
I don’t remember the exact words. That’s the worst part. I remember tone. Pauses. The way voices dropped when they thought no one was close enough to hear. I remember my name—spoken carefully, like it was sharp enough to cut someone who handled it wrong. That’s what stays with me as I lie awake long after the house settles into quiet. Not fear. Not panic. Certainty. Asher is hiding something from me. The thought doesn’t come with anger anymore. It doesn’t even ache the way it did right after the kiss, when confusion clawed at my chest and his avoidance felt personal, sharp, humiliating. Now it sits heavy and solid, like a stone placed deliberately in my path. I turn onto my side and stare at the faint glow of moonlight slipping through the
The silence after the kiss is worse than the kiss itself. It clings to me long after Asher steps away, long after his hand drops from my waist like it burned him. Long after his eyes—dark, conflicted, almost feral—look anywhere but at me. I stand there for a second too long, heart pounding, lips still tingling, trying to understand how something that felt so inevitable could be cut off so cleanly. “Selene,” he says, low and strained. My name sounds like a warning. Or a plea. Then he turns and walks away. No explanation. No apology. No acknowledgment of what just happened. The door closes behind him with a quiet finality that echoes through my chest.







