I rolled over in my bed just to fall asleep. I couldn't help but be annoyed because of what he did. Ugh! He is rude and I hate him so much! I didn't even retaliate against him.
Tsk! Do you think you're handsome? An ideal guy? NO! I have a boyfriend. I got my phone on the top of my table, I contact Mark, my man. I dial it but it is always out of coverage area.
Damn baby! Where are you?! I try to contact my boyfriend many times, but I only got no answer. I was annoyed and keep my phone on the table again. I just give a deep sigh and think something. Well, yes! He is handsome and has 8-pack abs, but wait, what am I saying? Incorrect! Annoying! I still have work later, but he's messing with me — He's messing with my brain.
Until I thought of taking a deep breath and just closing my eyes in case during those times, I can fall asleep as well.
The next day, I woke up early because of the loud sound of my alarm clock. I could do nothing but get up even though I was still lazy. Until I realized that it was Monday, I stretched first before moving and making my bed.
I also looked at my watch on the left side of my closet upstairs. I still have two hours to prepare, it's a good thing and I'm at the office at 9:00 in the morning.
I was just a simple employee in the office of Spyanata Incorporation, a company busy conducting various kinds of business. We are in charge of providing advice for those who want to do business. I am very grateful to this company because it has taught me to socialize and be stable. I'm also happy because I've been here for three years.
I went straight to the comfort room to take a shower but when I passed the mirror, I stopped and was touched by my lips. Next time, I will not allow him to kiss me again. Get ready, BenChua!
I took a shower and got dressed, I only wore a simple white uniform and a black skirt. This is how I always wear it in the office and I'm used to it, I don't just ride a jeep or even a tricycle because there are a lot of lost people. I take double care when I wear this, so I often look for a car I rent to drive.
A little tidy and I went out of my room as well. Okay self, forget your scene with that man. It doesn't matter, your day will only be ruined if you let it go.
"Good morning, Ma! What's for breakfast?" I asked in surprise while still kissing because I chose to be good vibes. I almost screamed because I was surprised by the person sitting, I was even holding my chest because it was probably his morning.
"Good morning, Cinyla!" It greeted me warmly with a wink.
"Looks like you're awake, huh? It's good that you're not a dog and a cat, if I don't, I don't know. Eat it, we're ready for breakfast." Mom cheered. I just ignored BenChua's greeting and sat on the right side, and got some food. I prayed first before leaving the food in front of me.
Then, Mama and BenChua ate as well. It looked like an angel had passed by. No one wants to fall into silence, even though I don't want to break it because I don't want to talk to the man in front of me."Do you have classes or work?" BenChua asked. But I just chose to keep quiet and pretend no one heard. But my Mother seemed to notice my throbbing, so she stepped on my foot.
"O-ouch!" I shout. "Aren't you working at Spyanata Incorporation now? Maybe you just want to go with BenChua because I found out he has a car."
I was almost dizzy, so I quickly drank a glass of water next to me. "Slow down, daughter!" reminded my Mother.
"Ohh, my job is close there. I can take her there if Cinyla will allow me?" Hearing it once smiled foolishly.
I almost grabbed the spoon and fork I was holding. It's too early to break my mood. So, I forced a nod and a forced smile was my only response.
You're too much, man!
"Is that all? That's good, take her, BenChua accompany with her. Please be careful, you might fall!" My mother laughed as if something was going on. I just choose to consume my food so that when I couldn't choose, I will stick this fork in front of me.
"Just a joke my dear Cinyla, oh she goes ahead hurry up and eat and you might even get caught up in your jobs."
And after Mama reminded me, I also finished eating. "I'm done!" I'll just take my stuff above.
"All right Cinyla, I'll wait for you outside," Ben replied as a reason for me to raise an eyebrow at him. It's his fault!"All right!" I answered sparingly and went upstairs to get my things.
I could do nothing but deliver the madman, even though it was against my will I just obeyed. It's also a waste of money. He would just take me and I would have preferred not to think about anything else.
"You're so quiet. Are you okay?" He started talking while driving because we were currently on the road.
"Nothing," I said.
"I'm not going to work, I'll just want to accompany and drive you safely. I'm just going to visit the cemetery today, I'm still on leave." He explained that I was very surprised. I didn't know someone died, maybe this is just his expression as if forced to smile.
"S-Sorry," I replied."For what? For being quiet and don't want to talk with me? Ohh, It's okay, I'm sorry about last night. By the way, you're beautiful today, it's not a joke but be careful. You're my cell phone," he said as if my brain was confused.
I'll put my number or just type it in, I'll pick you up later. You'll still be on the road." He added that he made my heart fat.
"Thanks, let's wait... I'll be home at 5 PM." I picked up my cell phone and started kicking.
I typed his number there and a few moments later I arrived at our company."We're already here, just put it away. I'll just wait for you to come here later. Thank you and I'm sorry again."
"Nothing, be careful later." It reminded me and even helped me get out of his car. I nodded and smiled. It seems that the annoyance I feel for him is gone, but sadness and more understanding. I still wanted to ask him who he was going to visit but I chose to keep quiet and do it next time.
"All right, come on in, just pick you up, Cinyla." It waved and finally hit his car. I went inside and took a deep breath.
I hope I get to know you, and I hope I get to know you for the flawless lies and pretense, BenChua.
I went straight inside and walked to my office.
Cinyla's POV It was early in the morning when I realized that I have a lot of work to do, but I never complained I just thought that all my hard work would pay off. I'm just a simple employee here who encodes important details. I still have the papers on my desk but that's it! "Hey, Cinyla, Sir Ronie is calling you to his office, can you go now or later? I'll have to go through the paperwork on the other side." Amora nodded and left my room. I just nodded as a signal that I need to go to the office of Sir Ronie. He is the head here while the owner, I don't see him or her already because they say an owner is a busy person. Honestly, I haven't seen it personally, I hope to see it next time. I just organized myself and put away my belongings. I headed to the far end of his office. I don't know why in the multitude of places Sir Ronie would like to be in the far end. I have no choice but to go there even if it's boring. "Why this elevator Sir Ronie is still under maintenance or can't
Cinyla's POV I walked around until I see a large flower on my table, it was a bouquet of roses one of my favorite flowers. The smell is different but I sense some fabric in the conditioner. But when check it, I found something mysterious, and the hair on my skin almost arise because I couldn't understand it and my eyes couldn't find anything that it is from my mother. "M-mom!" I shouted and look into the other room. But I saw him there fast asleep, he suddenly woke up and hugged me. "Oh, daughter! What's the matter?! Did you like what you saw in your room?" "H-ha? You're the one who did it?" "Yes, sweetie! I'm sorry I fell asleep. I gave that to you as my advanced gift for your incoming birthday." She touches my face and greets me. I was almost fed up with what my Mother did. The surprise she had prepared was shocking. "Oh, it's coming from you, mom! Thank you so much! You make me so nervous. But mom, the petals have fallen which makes me think that that bouquet of roses isn't com
Cinyla's POV There is no communication happened between me and my mother during our breakfast. Even BenChua was just quietly eating as well. His gaze was steady even though I honestly felt that he wanted to break the silence with us. "I'm done eating, thank you! I'm coming in." I seriously promise I'll drink some water first and get up. "Be careful, darling and I am sorry again for last night," she said sincerely. I just responded with a forced smile and left. I don't agree that BenChua will accompany me because it was embarrassing, I'll just wait for the car because I'm wearing fitted pants with my black t-shirt tucked in. Random clothes because now in the office so it's okay to do anything, just don't reveal. While I was waiting, I noticed BenChua's car coming out. I think he has a walk, where does he work? Instead of thinking about them, I just focused on the road so I could park and ride as well. Until a familiar car hit me. "You're on board, I'll take you," BenChua said while
Cinyla's POV I get a hurry when I heard the sharp fall of what was until I saw my mother picking up a plate that had fallen to the floor. "Oh sorry, Cris! The plate is broken." "Just be careful. I'll be home later. Thank you for the food that you prepared. Oh, by the way, did my brother's daughter is big now?" he asked. I heard their conversation and the voice is familiar it is from my Uncle Cris. I was on the side of the stairs, I was surprised by the one next to me. "So it's you!" shocked I said to BenChua next to me. I slapped him for making the storage that seemed to give me nervousness at those times. "Why are you here?! You look like a ghost!" I whispered as I looked at him badly. "I'm sorry, I was just surprised that it broke. I thought your mom and uncle were hurt." his monotonous explanation gave me calm. I was about to go up when he held my right hand. "Just wait," "W-Why? We already know what happened to them I'm going to get dressed," I said and removed his hand fr
Cinyla's POV A few days passed and that person didn't bother me anymore – the person behind giving me nervousness and fear since he bothered me with the texts and calls that he do for all day. "Hey, are you okay? You've been stupid before, is there a problem?" Ben asked in surprise because I suddenly thought that's why he just disappeared like a bubble. It's Saturday and BenChua invited me to go out first because Mama is resting in our house so I agreed with him to absorb some good ambiance. "Y-yes! I just thought of something," I said while looking at him. We are here in Lyuirs Park where many people like to stay here to take a walk and hang out with their loved ones. I don't know why he thought of it, but it's good. He came closer and pinched my nose. "O-ouch! S-STOP!" He touched my nose which turned to tomato now and was annoyed to face him. "BenChua! It hurts so much!" I said giggling."Oh, Sorry just stop thinking about anything, I'm worried. If he disturbs you again, I will k
Cinyla's POV I and BenChua are always been together, I'll admit he's okay with me, reliable, and sociable like him. My accusations against him that he was a bad person were completely false. I was based too much on misconceptions. "Do you want to buy anything else before we go to the park?" he asked while continuing driving."Maybe it's just snacks and drinks because it's bad if we always eat street foods, right? I mean, we also have to be careful with what we eat. When our health is damaged, we will regret it in the end." "Yes, even most of the time prohibited foods are delicious we should take care of our health.""Nice! Are you okay? It's really from you, isn't it?" I wondered because I can't believe it."Well, I need to maintain my body fit and healthy. I'm going to work out again, do you want to come?" He turned our path to buy at a store for our snacks and drinks. "Just answer my question when I get back." It was coming down and left me in the car first. Honestly, whoever wil
Cinyla's POVThose memories are almost flawless, they form over and over again in my mind as if they were a drama going on, and continuing over and over until they are perfect. It's just annoying because I don't know how to forget him, how to get rid of the last words he let out."I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you."Ugh! It's exhausting!I was already hiding in the pillow because I felt when I was dilated, he was chasing me. Why is he so quick to admit it? I don't even know if he's real or because he's drawn to our relationship. I just took a deep breath and tried to erase from my mind what he said yesterday. I sat down first and adjusted myself.I also thought that I should distance myself from him first, I don't want to deepen his feelings and I don't want to fall for him forever. It’s not right, and I don’t want us to have a deep relationship.I'm just going downstairs to eat and since it's Sunday and I don't have scho
Cinyla's POV I was stunned by the absence as if something was waiting, but the truth was the depth of what I was thinking. It's late at night because mama came home from her walk, and what's even more surprising is that I haven't reached her this morning. We still plan to go to church but I just look like maybe now. "Hi, love! Are you okay? The depth of your thoughts huh?" BenChua asked as he brewed coffee. I looked at it badly and laughed at him. "Why do you call me love? The speed with which you think about what we call we don't even have a label!" I said angrily and took the coffee I was drinking and sat in the living room because later I will take a shower to get ready and leave."Hey, I'm sorry, don't get angry right away. I'm sorry, I'm just advanced in my thinking. Don't you want me to call you love or dear?" He came over and stood beside me as he mixed his coffee in front of me. "No, I just don't want you to be so fast and decisive! It should be knowing each other first, be