Cinyla's POV There is no communication happened between me and my mother during our breakfast. Even BenChua was just quietly eating as well. His gaze was steady even though I honestly felt that he wanted to break the silence with us. "I'm done eating, thank you! I'm coming in." I seriously promise I'll drink some water first and get up. "Be careful, darling and I am sorry again for last night," she said sincerely. I just responded with a forced smile and left. I don't agree that BenChua will accompany me because it was embarrassing, I'll just wait for the car because I'm wearing fitted pants with my black t-shirt tucked in. Random clothes because now in the office so it's okay to do anything, just don't reveal. While I was waiting, I noticed BenChua's car coming out. I think he has a walk, where does he work? Instead of thinking about them, I just focused on the road so I could park and ride as well. Until a familiar car hit me. "You're on board, I'll take you," BenChua said while
Cinyla's POV I get a hurry when I heard the sharp fall of what was until I saw my mother picking up a plate that had fallen to the floor. "Oh sorry, Cris! The plate is broken." "Just be careful. I'll be home later. Thank you for the food that you prepared. Oh, by the way, did my brother's daughter is big now?" he asked. I heard their conversation and the voice is familiar it is from my Uncle Cris. I was on the side of the stairs, I was surprised by the one next to me. "So it's you!" shocked I said to BenChua next to me. I slapped him for making the storage that seemed to give me nervousness at those times. "Why are you here?! You look like a ghost!" I whispered as I looked at him badly. "I'm sorry, I was just surprised that it broke. I thought your mom and uncle were hurt." his monotonous explanation gave me calm. I was about to go up when he held my right hand. "Just wait," "W-Why? We already know what happened to them I'm going to get dressed," I said and removed his hand fr
Cinyla's POV A few days passed and that person didn't bother me anymore – the person behind giving me nervousness and fear since he bothered me with the texts and calls that he do for all day. "Hey, are you okay? You've been stupid before, is there a problem?" Ben asked in surprise because I suddenly thought that's why he just disappeared like a bubble. It's Saturday and BenChua invited me to go out first because Mama is resting in our house so I agreed with him to absorb some good ambiance. "Y-yes! I just thought of something," I said while looking at him. We are here in Lyuirs Park where many people like to stay here to take a walk and hang out with their loved ones. I don't know why he thought of it, but it's good. He came closer and pinched my nose. "O-ouch! S-STOP!" He touched my nose which turned to tomato now and was annoyed to face him. "BenChua! It hurts so much!" I said giggling."Oh, Sorry just stop thinking about anything, I'm worried. If he disturbs you again, I will k
Cinyla's POV I and BenChua are always been together, I'll admit he's okay with me, reliable, and sociable like him. My accusations against him that he was a bad person were completely false. I was based too much on misconceptions. "Do you want to buy anything else before we go to the park?" he asked while continuing driving."Maybe it's just snacks and drinks because it's bad if we always eat street foods, right? I mean, we also have to be careful with what we eat. When our health is damaged, we will regret it in the end." "Yes, even most of the time prohibited foods are delicious we should take care of our health.""Nice! Are you okay? It's really from you, isn't it?" I wondered because I can't believe it."Well, I need to maintain my body fit and healthy. I'm going to work out again, do you want to come?" He turned our path to buy at a store for our snacks and drinks. "Just answer my question when I get back." It was coming down and left me in the car first. Honestly, whoever wil
Cinyla's POVThose memories are almost flawless, they form over and over again in my mind as if they were a drama going on, and continuing over and over until they are perfect. It's just annoying because I don't know how to forget him, how to get rid of the last words he let out."I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you."Ugh! It's exhausting!I was already hiding in the pillow because I felt when I was dilated, he was chasing me. Why is he so quick to admit it? I don't even know if he's real or because he's drawn to our relationship. I just took a deep breath and tried to erase from my mind what he said yesterday. I sat down first and adjusted myself.I also thought that I should distance myself from him first, I don't want to deepen his feelings and I don't want to fall for him forever. It’s not right, and I don’t want us to have a deep relationship.I'm just going downstairs to eat and since it's Sunday and I don't have scho
Cinyla's POV I was stunned by the absence as if something was waiting, but the truth was the depth of what I was thinking. It's late at night because mama came home from her walk, and what's even more surprising is that I haven't reached her this morning. We still plan to go to church but I just look like maybe now. "Hi, love! Are you okay? The depth of your thoughts huh?" BenChua asked as he brewed coffee. I looked at it badly and laughed at him. "Why do you call me love? The speed with which you think about what we call we don't even have a label!" I said angrily and took the coffee I was drinking and sat in the living room because later I will take a shower to get ready and leave."Hey, I'm sorry, don't get angry right away. I'm sorry, I'm just advanced in my thinking. Don't you want me to call you love or dear?" He came over and stood beside me as he mixed his coffee in front of me. "No, I just don't want you to be so fast and decisive! It should be knowing each other first, be
Cinyla's POV I can't sleep, until now I've been thinking about what he said this morning. It’s hard to accept, and I can’t absorb everything. Ugh! But there is a part of me that I want to answer."Will you be my girlfriend?"Honestly, many sentences he can say, this is the one I can't answer right away. I want to know him more and I want to understand his personality first before saying YES, and I want to break with my long-distance relationship. But, how? If until now, we don't communicate with each other. As far as I know, he is busy, but this time it takes a lot of time.Instead of wasting time on that, I decided not to think about it because I might lose focus on what I'm going to do right now.I’m currently in front of my laptop and checking my emails to see if I have anything important to take care of or have a new schedule. Although every week is constantly, it can be changed for a purpose; especially when our Head updates on Mondays about tasks, events, and schedules.Since th
Cinyla's POVI was surprised by what I learned about BenChua. I can't imagine after being our dormmate and becoming my suitor, I am now a full-fledged CEO at the place where I work here at Spyanata Incorporation. My future will be different! But kidding aside, I am not like that- I am not a gold digger."Are you okay?" he asked while looking at me."Yes boss!" I replied quickly.He touched my cheek, "Very formal love, but I hope when we're at home love just call me," he whispered with a soft voice.I hit him and laugh at him because after what happened yesterday, I am here in his office with him. It's too big and it's innovative to act, but even then I have less work to do; because when he doesn't have a meeting or work, I'll just brew coffee."All right boss, I'll be at my table first," I said goodbye and went back to my table, I didn't leave or go away because the CEO's secretary was also in his office. He just smiled and went back to what he was doing, and since he had just returned