Cinyla's POV A few days passed and that person didn't bother me anymore – the person behind giving me nervousness and fear since he bothered me with the texts and calls that he do for all day. "Hey, are you okay? You've been stupid before, is there a problem?" Ben asked in surprise because I suddenly thought that's why he just disappeared like a bubble. It's Saturday and BenChua invited me to go out first because Mama is resting in our house so I agreed with him to absorb some good ambiance. "Y-yes! I just thought of something," I said while looking at him. We are here in Lyuirs Park where many people like to stay here to take a walk and hang out with their loved ones. I don't know why he thought of it, but it's good. He came closer and pinched my nose. "O-ouch! S-STOP!" He touched my nose which turned to tomato now and was annoyed to face him. "BenChua! It hurts so much!" I said giggling."Oh, Sorry just stop thinking about anything, I'm worried. If he disturbs you again, I will k
Cinyla's POV I and BenChua are always been together, I'll admit he's okay with me, reliable, and sociable like him. My accusations against him that he was a bad person were completely false. I was based too much on misconceptions. "Do you want to buy anything else before we go to the park?" he asked while continuing driving."Maybe it's just snacks and drinks because it's bad if we always eat street foods, right? I mean, we also have to be careful with what we eat. When our health is damaged, we will regret it in the end." "Yes, even most of the time prohibited foods are delicious we should take care of our health.""Nice! Are you okay? It's really from you, isn't it?" I wondered because I can't believe it."Well, I need to maintain my body fit and healthy. I'm going to work out again, do you want to come?" He turned our path to buy at a store for our snacks and drinks. "Just answer my question when I get back." It was coming down and left me in the car first. Honestly, whoever wil
Cinyla's POVThose memories are almost flawless, they form over and over again in my mind as if they were a drama going on, and continuing over and over until they are perfect. It's just annoying because I don't know how to forget him, how to get rid of the last words he let out."I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you.""I love you, Cinyla. I love you."Ugh! It's exhausting!I was already hiding in the pillow because I felt when I was dilated, he was chasing me. Why is he so quick to admit it? I don't even know if he's real or because he's drawn to our relationship. I just took a deep breath and tried to erase from my mind what he said yesterday. I sat down first and adjusted myself.I also thought that I should distance myself from him first, I don't want to deepen his feelings and I don't want to fall for him forever. It’s not right, and I don’t want us to have a deep relationship.I'm just going downstairs to eat and since it's Sunday and I don't have scho
Cinyla's POV I was stunned by the absence as if something was waiting, but the truth was the depth of what I was thinking. It's late at night because mama came home from her walk, and what's even more surprising is that I haven't reached her this morning. We still plan to go to church but I just look like maybe now. "Hi, love! Are you okay? The depth of your thoughts huh?" BenChua asked as he brewed coffee. I looked at it badly and laughed at him. "Why do you call me love? The speed with which you think about what we call we don't even have a label!" I said angrily and took the coffee I was drinking and sat in the living room because later I will take a shower to get ready and leave."Hey, I'm sorry, don't get angry right away. I'm sorry, I'm just advanced in my thinking. Don't you want me to call you love or dear?" He came over and stood beside me as he mixed his coffee in front of me. "No, I just don't want you to be so fast and decisive! It should be knowing each other first, be
Cinyla's POV I can't sleep, until now I've been thinking about what he said this morning. It’s hard to accept, and I can’t absorb everything. Ugh! But there is a part of me that I want to answer."Will you be my girlfriend?"Honestly, many sentences he can say, this is the one I can't answer right away. I want to know him more and I want to understand his personality first before saying YES, and I want to break with my long-distance relationship. But, how? If until now, we don't communicate with each other. As far as I know, he is busy, but this time it takes a lot of time.Instead of wasting time on that, I decided not to think about it because I might lose focus on what I'm going to do right now.I’m currently in front of my laptop and checking my emails to see if I have anything important to take care of or have a new schedule. Although every week is constantly, it can be changed for a purpose; especially when our Head updates on Mondays about tasks, events, and schedules.Since th
Cinyla's POVI was surprised by what I learned about BenChua. I can't imagine after being our dormmate and becoming my suitor, I am now a full-fledged CEO at the place where I work here at Spyanata Incorporation. My future will be different! But kidding aside, I am not like that- I am not a gold digger."Are you okay?" he asked while looking at me."Yes boss!" I replied quickly.He touched my cheek, "Very formal love, but I hope when we're at home love just call me," he whispered with a soft voice.I hit him and laugh at him because after what happened yesterday, I am here in his office with him. It's too big and it's innovative to act, but even then I have less work to do; because when he doesn't have a meeting or work, I'll just brew coffee."All right boss, I'll be at my table first," I said goodbye and went back to my table, I didn't leave or go away because the CEO's secretary was also in his office. He just smiled and went back to what he was doing, and since he had just returned
BenChua's POVI woke up because of the fragrant smell, the smell of Palmolive shampoo and that is from Cinyla's hair. She was sleeping soundly next to me so I couldn’t help but stare at her gentle face. I turned to her to see her perfect face since I saw how beautiful she is. I don't want to look anymore. It's just you, I hope it's you...I got up and just hugged her, it looks like she will wake up later. Honestly, I'm not sure what I'm going to do with Cinyla but her identity attracts me a lot. Because she is the most honest, mature, and awesome woman that I met. I never thought I would fall in love with her after he stabbed me every day. As the saying goes, "The more you hate, the more you love." She mentions that she has a boyfriend, but where he is? She is lying. I looked at her beautiful face and I remember something. We are really like dogs and cats because we are full of quarrels, and arguments and often end up being ignored. But I can only say one thing we are met to know each
Cinyla's POVMany days passed, and I could no longer understand BenChua's actions. He is always acting like a woman who has a period. He was hot-tempered with the employees but when I was talking to or in front of him, he was too much of a boss so sometimes he was afraid to approach. But we are in the same company and one room because I am his secretary. So here, I need to take care of myself lest he becomes a dragon in no time.I also always notice that his phone rings but he doesn't answer. What could be his problem? While I was busy arranging his schedule, his phone rang again but he didn't care, he seemed too busy with what he was reading.I can't help but look at his habit because it sounds repetitive but he just lets it go. Since I can’t control myself anymore, I ask him. "Sir? Won't you still answer that? It almost rings 10 times."He look at me and said, "This matter is not your business. Focus on your work!" I almost dry my saliva in my throat because of his extreme seriousnes