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ELLIOT
The first time I saw Asher Brooks, I knew he was going to be trouble. I knew it from the way he stepped into my house with his mother, like they owned the place. Well, in fairness, that was because they now did. Unfortunately, my father had decided that Asher’s mother was the new love of his life and decided to get married to her. Like anyone was going to replace my mother. I wish I could say I instantly hated Asher because of that. That I hated him because of what he and his mother’s presence entailed— my family slowly being replaced. That was part of the reason, yes, but it wasn’t the major one. I could not pinpoint exactly why he rubbed me off the wrong way. Maybe it was the way his dark, wavy hair touched his forehead so artfully. It was longish, curling above his collarbones slightly and it should’ve looked messy. Shouldn’t have looked charming. But it did. A feat my messy blonde hair could only dream of. Maybe it was his intense green eyes that stared at me like he could see the deepest, innermost parts of me that I wasn’t even aware of. Or maybe it was his tall, athletic build that triggered every one of my insecurities. And don’t even get me started on his lips. Or his sharp jawline that could cut glass. Or his cheekbones. Or his… Damn. I absolutely hated Asher. Because he stirred things in me that I didn’t want. Things I didn’t want to feel towards him, in particular. “... and I hope you get along with him,” Dad was saying to me. No. That was never going to happen. “Asher Brooks. Nice to finally meet you,” he said, his deep voice irritating me. Of course, he had a perfect voice too. Asher extended his hand toward me in a handshake, the smile on his face making me feel things. Things I had no business feeling. Correction, it wasn’t a smile. It was a smirk. A knowing one, too, like he could read all of my thoughts. Like he knew all of my secrets. I absolutely hated him. “Elliot,” Dad called out, his voice going deeper in warning when I continued to stare at Asher without taking his hand. I could hear his voice now in my head, you better take his hand or else… Asher raised an eyebrow, his stare challenging, as if daring me to… to do something. Whatever it was, it was more than just shaking his hand. Fuck him. Fuck him a thousand times. Who did he think he was? Coming into my house, acting all damn cocky like he had a right to be here. Like he belonged here. His mother wasn’t any better. She was clinging on to my dad, their hands intertwined, a stupid, cheesy grin on her face. That smile felt mocking. Almost like she was saying, “I’m the new woman of the house, Elliot, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” No. Over my dead body will I let that happen. It was time to put an end to this. Enough was enough. “No,” I shook my head, feeding into the anger that was starting to erupt in me. It was better than the other emotions Asher threatened to make me feel. “No,” I said again. “I’m not going to be a part of… whatever this is.” I turned to my dad. “You’re trying to replace my mother and my brother with these supermarket versions of them and it’s never going to work. You hear me? Never.” Asher’s mother gasped in shock. Or hurt. Whatever it was, I didn’t care. My father trembled in anger, his brown eyes dark. If we were alone, he surely would’ve punched me. Or worse. If looks could kill… And Asher… he still had that stupid knowing smile on his face, as if my emotions were a joke to him. Somehow, that infuriated me more than this entire fiasco. “You will not say that to me or your stepmother,” Dad was saying, his shoulders shaking. “You’ll apologize–” I rolled my eyes. I didn’t wait for him to finish speaking. I turned and stormed out of the living room. Behind me, I could hear Asher’s mother’s sobs and my father comforting her. I didn’t know what he was trying to do. My mother and brother might be dead but no one could replace them. No one. Especially not Asher Brooks. No matter how perfect he was.ELLIOTIt was my turn to tense.It was a loaded question. One I didn’t expect him to ask. One I hadn’t really given much thought to.I swallowed nervously.I tried to choose my words carefully.“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “My father and I have always had a complicated relationship, but after my mother and brother died…”I used to think my mum was the glue that held us together and it turned out I was right. We were nothing without her.“... it got worse,” I finished. “A lot has happened between us. He has hurt me a lot. I’m sure he’d say I’ve done the same.”Asher’s arm tightened around me in reassurance and I moved in closer to him.“You know, after my mum died…” It was like I couldn’t stop talking now. Like a dam had been broken. “It felt like I lost two parents, not one. He just… retreated into himself. He wasn’t there when I needed him the most.”It was worse than that. Barely months after they died, he started going on dates. Secretly at first, then more openly. Like he didn
ELLIOTIt was remarkable how much things had changed. How much I have changed.If you’d told me three to four months ago that I’d be in this position, I wouldn’t have believed it.And yet, here I was.I didn’t regret anything. If anything, the only thing I regretted was not giving in earlier. Because if I knew it would feel this good, I’d have surrendered much earlier.I didn’t realize how much I needed this. How much I needed him.Ever since my mum and brother died, there had been this void that existed within me. This gap that I didn’t think anything could fill.Sometimes, I even wondered what the point of existing was, when all I felt was emptiness.Which was why I was so angry. With my father, with the world, with myself.At least, being angry was better than feeling nothing.But now, being with Asher, I realized that maybe, just maybe, life was worth living again.Happiness was close, I just needed to have the courage to reach out and grab it.We were in Asher’s room.After dinne
ELLIOTElsa rolled her eyes. “Seriously, who came up with that stupid rule in the first place? And why the hell did we agree to it?”Lucas shoved her lightly. “Hey, watch it. That was me. And in my defense, I was drunk. I just wanted to have fun. It’s you guys’ fault for listening to me and taking me seriously.”Houston nodded. “That’s true. It’s our fault. You’re not someone that should be taken seriously.”Elsa laughed at Lucas’s facial expression and I couldn’t help but chuckle.Lucas gave him a look that screamed betrayal. “Seriously, man? I thought you were on my side.”When the laughter died down, I spoke up again. “I never really asked but… Are you guys okay with me dating Asher? Even though he’s technically my stepbrother?”Lucas waved a hand. “Trust me, we don’t give a fuck.”Elsa shot him a look. “Yeah, exactly that. But in a less crude way.”“We just want you to be happy, Elliot,” Houston added.A warm feeling filled my chest.“Thanks guys.” I wrapped an arm around Lucas wh
ELLIOTNews kind of travelled faster than I imagined.But then again, it was campus and people tended to be bored. They thrived on gossip.And what was juicier than stepbrothers dating?Asher and I had become the topic of attention. They didn’t know the true facts of our relationship, they only knew that we were closer than usual. Closer than stepbrothers should be.But that was the thing. People didn’t care about facts, they only cared about the next big story— and Asher and I were that at the moment.I could feel it in the way conversations dipped just slightly when I walked past. In the way people looked at me a second too long before pretending they weren’t staring.For some reason, I wasn’t as affected as I thought I’d be.Sure, I felt aware, exposed. The way one would feel if the whole world was in their business.But I didn’t feel panicked like I thought I would. I definitely didn’t regret walking hand in hand with Asher throughout yesterday.I chose to do that. I chose Asher.
ASHERSimon froze. Like he couldn’t believe I was defending Elliot.Slowly, his eyes shifted to me.“What?”I met his gaze and didn’t look away.“I don’t think your assessment of Elliot is fair,” I repeated, firmer this time.Simon’s brows furrowed. “Excuse me?”“You’re talking about him like he just woke up one day and decided to be a problem,” I said. “Like everything just… happened for no reason.”My grip tightened around the ball.“You said he changed after his mum died,” I continued. “So obviously something happened.”His jaw tightened. “I know something happened. I was there.”“Were you?”The question slipped out before I could stop it.Still, I couldn’t bring myself to stop.“Were you really?” I asked again, firmer this time. “Did you comfort him after his mum and brother died? Spend time with him? Talk to him at all? Did you even try? Or did you just choose the easy option and abandoned him thinking he’d be fine? Well, guess what? He wasn’t fine.”The sharpness and directness
ASHERThe ball hit my palm with a sharp thwack.I caught it easily, barely needing to move, then tossed it back across the yard.Simon caught it with a grunt, stepping back slightly as he adjusted his grip.We’d been doing this for a few weeks now but it still felt strange standing here like this playing baseball like it was normal.Like we were father and son.Still, this… routine had grown to be something I truly enjoyed. It was safe. Peaceful.No yelling. No tension.For once, I felt what it was like to have a father. A father that cared.It was something I’d never admit to my mum, but when I was younger, I was jealous of my classmates when they spoke of their fathers.Because I didn’t know what it was like to have someone that truly felt like one.I could tell Simon really liked me too. He has asked me to call him Dad several times but I’ve always refused.Maybe it was because, the moment I called him that, I’d have to accept Elliot as my brother.And that was just… weird.“You’ve







