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It's been a week since I came back, after that, we didn’t exchange much words. We are still staying at my parents home. She kept her distance and so did I. I also think it’s for the best, before we both make an irredeemable mistake, we better pull ourselves back because we both know we are not meant to be together, which somehow pricked my heart.“Ryan.. Breakfast is served.” She said, dragging me out from my thoughts. I went to have breakfast.“Are you devoted to Ryan?” Mom asked.“No.” She lied. I didn’t react and stood up.“I’ll take my leave.” I said.“You broke his heart.” Mom said. Rebecca looked up at me and passed me a faint smile.“I am not hurt.” She said, turning back to her food. I have lived with you enough Rebecca to know what this sentence means. ‘You have my heart. And I have yours.’A smile crept upon my lips as I shook my head and walked away and left for my work. My day went normal and I returned home, unaware of the upcoming storm.I entered and saw Rebecca look
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“ I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HER! I FUCKING LOVE HER!" I shouted, confessing the truth I have been trying to hide all this time. Mom was taken aback by my words. At the same time, another voice came, "Sarah." We turned and saw Dad returning from Grandma's place. "You go to our room, I need to talk to Ryan alone." He said, looking at me intently. I looked away and remained silent. "Have you heard what he said, Xavier?! Oh my God." She exaggerated. "Go now, Sarah. We will talk about this later. ""No we can't! It's about our son's life, we cannot talk later." She argued. "I promise I will tell you about it, you go." Dad smiled at her which immediately calmed her, which reminds me of the moment when Rebecca snuggled to me and received tranquility from it. "Promise?" She asked, innocently. "Promise. You go." Dad said. Mom nodded and left but not before sending a glare in my direction. "Come, son." Father patted my back. I nodded hesitantly. He took me to the bar and poured us a drink
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Rebecca POV:-I felt extremely depraved, my heart felt ashamed that I wasn't able to tell Ryan why I did it. My heart is filled with fear and anxiety. I wanted to hold him and called out to him but I couldn't. For the sake of the secrets which would be burned; the better. For the hidden truth which can't be revealed at all cost. For Marianne...“Please… I didn’t cheat…” I whispered, falling on my knees when he left.My soul is giving up on me, my heart is cursing me for remaining silent. I felt immersed in extreme agony, feeling utterly broken desiring purification. “You have disappointed me, Rebecca.” What I was dreading happened. Ryan will leave me too like Jane. When I thought we could be one, something came and shattered everything. My last ray of hope blew out right in front of me. “Please… don’t go. Don’t.. Leave me in the dark…” I cried, curling my hands in a fist. The redemption I finally thought I had found was taken away from me and the most heartbreaking thing was th
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"I-I want you." "And for what?" I said, leaning in. "T-To have a photoshoot with me." I raised an eyebrow at him. Not understanding his words. "Why do you need it?" "I am getting paid for it." Upon hearing it, the only person that came to my mind was Papa. He can do anything to get what he wants. I don't think anyone else would do this. I felt disgusted, ashamed to call that person my father. I know Carlos must be scared now but he can spread the news of it. I grit my teeth and pushed him away. I put my one hand on one side of him
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I don't want to lose Ryan. My heart is filled with extreme distress and apprehension just by thinking about it. I have done it for Marianne but still... “Fuck, fuck fuck!” Pulling my hair in distress. The regret ate me up from inside. I felt like crushing under the weight of my deed. The feeling of repulsion for myself is so strong that I want to rip off my skin. I let out my loud convulsions of misery. Losing myself in the anguish, I cried my heart out. Utterly deprived of energy, I was turned devoid, nothing came to my mind, I was lost in the abyss. My despair got the best of me. My heart seeks only one person who is not here; Ryan. So that he can hold me and tell me he is here for me. That he can giv
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Ryan POV:- I am sure that even if my dreams are shattered, their fragments will always remain yours. There I saw Rebecca, submerged in the tub. My heart lost its beat. The star which was shining in my sky fell. My emotions got lost somewhere in the darkness. “No, No, Rebecca… what have you done?” I couldn't make out what happened. What was between us shattered this very instant and I realized I was late. Everything slipped out of my grasp. I was left in that turn of my life where I cannot return from, where nothing but agony resides. Silently tears mixed up with sweat and rolled down. A sudden courage was given to me as I quickly rushed to her and t
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“There.. On the roof, stood Jane in the corner and Rebecca trying to reach out to her.. Calling to stop, promising that she will never do this again, she will leave everything but Jane was blind.. She.. Jumped out of the roof.” When Marianne began to cry, a tear rolled my cheek, the compassion emitted from my heart was intense for Rebecca. She bore all this alone. She was so afraid to be saved, she kept this pain inside and when I tried to help her, delusions and insecurities led to this. “We were late. Rebecca witnessed it. Jane died and blamed Rebecca for it, which made her who she is today.. After that, she began to fear loneliness, darkness.” “She began to hate herself, she became void. To punish herself, she didn't go back to Cairo
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Rebecca POV:- My eyes slowly opened, adjusting my vision according to the brightness in the room. There was a throbbing pain in my head. I couldn't make out what's in my surroundings. “Argh…” I blinked and shook my head, trying to remember what happened. My chest tightened, I felt heartbroken, betrayed. There's a pain in my heart. I want to cry but tears refuse to come out. A deep breath escaped my lips. The sound of a sob reached my ears. I sensed someone was holding my hand while crying, the back of my palm was soaked with tears. I tried to see who that person was. When my vision finally clarified. It was none other than Ryan.
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