ログインUnspoken Desires - Chapter 27
Sareena Matteo, Matthew, and Damian were going through their gear, laying everything out and deciding what they needed for the rescue. I stood on thesidelines, watching. Feeling like an outsider. Damian still hadn’t spoken to me. But I caught him looking, just for a second, when he thought I wouldn’t notice. I know I screwed up. I pushed him away when I should’ve let him in. I know I’m impulsive, that I act without thinking, and that I don’t know how to ask for help. That’s what happens when you grow up the way I did. No one was ever around to help me. I’ve always only had one person to depend on. Myself. One thing I’m sure of: I’ll be in therapy for years trying to unpack my childhood trauma. Needing space, I stepped outside and started walking the perimeter of the property. That’s when I noticed a narrow trail cutting behind the neighbors’ yards. I followed it for a few steps. It curved toward the abandoned complex where they were holding my family. I froze. Then I turned and sprinted back to the house. The guys were still deep in strategy, too focused to notice me grab a trauma kit and a pair of bolt cutters from the side table. The sun was setting fast, shadows stretching long over the desert landscape. It helped me blend in with the rocks and low shrubs. As I got closer to the building, I spotted three massive Russian men walking out the front door. They were laughing, speaking to each other in Russian, too fast and too foreign for me to understand. Once they got into their truck and pulled away, I knew this was my chance. I moved low and fast across the back of the property and reached the window Matt had broken earlier, and peeked inside. Sophia and Nona were helping Nono into a makeshift bath behind a thin sheet pinned to the wall. A pathetic attempt at privacy. My chest tightened with longing for Nono’s warm embrace. I scanned the back of the complex, searching for the door that led to their unit. I crept along the wall, staying low and listening carefully. That’s when it hit me. I made a rookie mistake. I hadn’t checked if any Bratva were still on-site. Once I realized I was alone, I moved to the door I was sure led to their location. I pulled out the bolt cutters and cut the chain. Inside, I heard a slight commotion, but I couldn’t stop. I had to get to them. When I finally got the door open, I screamed. Sophia was standing on a chair beside the door, a small rock raised in her hand, ready to strike. Her eyes widened. The rock dropped from her fingers, clattering to the floor. Then she jumped into my arms. I still don’t know how to navigate this new relationship with my twin. I’m happy we’re working on it, but a part of me almost relapsed when I saw her about to attack me. It’s human nature to protect yourself when in danger, but seeing her about to attack me, it triggered something raw in me. When she finally let go, I grabbed my trauma bag and went to check on the others. Nono was dehydrated. His blood pressure was dangerously high, and the pain in his legs made me worry about a possible blood clot. I administered IV fluids to both Nono and Nona. Then I asked Nona to hold them steady while I checked on Constance. Constance was in worse shape. Over a week of dehydration, and no medication. Her blood pressure was dangerously low. She looked dazed and disoriented. I was almost certain she’d had a few fainting spells. With how weak Sophia looked, I didn’t think the two of us could carry Constance out by ourselves. I stood and motioned for Sophia to speak with me in the corner. I didn’t want the others to hear what I had to say. I explained the situation and convinced her to take both Nono and Nona to the safe house through the trail I’d found. Once she got there, she needed to send the guys back as fast as possible. I gave her quick instructions on how to care for them until I could get there. But if things got worse, she needed to take them to a hospital. I told her not to wait for me. She didn’t want to leave me at first, but I made her go. She needed to get them out. And I needed the men to help me get Constance stable and safely out of there. ———— Damian We were all still huddled around the table, going over the blueprints for the rescue again. Every angle. Every weak spot. Every single backup plan. I got up to grab some beers from the cooler we’d dragged in earlier. As I passed by the front window, something caught my eye. A blacked-out SUV and a limo rolled slowly past the rental. Demetrius was right. Maria and her goon squad were heading to the abandoned complex. I scanned the house. Sareena wasn’t around. She was probably upstairs, keeping her distance from Matteo. And me. I was just about to go check on her when the front door burst open and Gabriella, Maximus, Demetrius, and Davide storm in. So much for timing. I paused at the base of the stairs. Whatever needed to be said between me and Sareena would have to wait. We had bigger things to handle first. “They just pulled up,” Davide said to Matteo, a little out of breath. “We stayed behind them but out of sight, boss.” Matteo gave him a nod, and we all circled back to the table. It was time to compare notes and finalize the plan. I headed back to the kitchen to finally grab those beers, when something outside caught my attention. Movement. Coming from the bushes behind the neighbor’s yard. I narrowed my eyes, heart already shifting into fight mode. I called back to the guys. “We’ve got movement; north side, behind the house.” In seconds, everyone was armed and in position. Max was at the window at the top of the stairs, eyes on the yard, gun drawn. Davide slid to the side window, making sure we had no other surprises. While Matthew covered the rear. How the hell had they found us so fast? Then Max’s voice rang out. “Drop your guns! It’s Sophia and the Morellis!” Matteo was gone before I could blink, running full-speed out the back door. We all followed, sprinting through the gravel to meet them. ———— Vincent The entire drive to the Cosmopolitan was quiet. Not a word from me or the Uber driver. Just the low hum of the engine and the storm raging in my chest. When I got there, I requested a table near the one Lessia and Cesare had reserved, tucked in a shadowed corner with a full view. I didn’t say a word. Just sat there. Watching. Waiting. How could she do this to me? She was in my bed hours ago. Moaning my name like I was the only man who ever mattered. And now she was on her way here; reuniting with the ex boyfriend who left her. The one who vanished without a trace. She was fucking me… right before walking back into Cesare’s arms. I should’ve seen it coming. I should’ve protected myself. I fooled myself into thinking she wanted more. That she was choosing me. I let my guard down for her. Stupid. Flashes from our night together hit me like gut punches. Her lips on mine, the way she clung to me, the look in her eyes when she came undone. And now she was going to walk into this place like none of it mattered. I scanned the room. It wasn’t packed, but there were plenty of men sitting in pairs, quietly observing. Cesare’s men? Maybe. Matteo always said Cesare didn’t usually travel with security, but I wouldn’t put it past him. Or maybe I was just being paranoid. Seeing threats in every shadow because I didn’t want to see the truth that was already sitting in front of me. I flagged down a server. “Double scotch,” I said. “Your best.” He nodded and returned with a bottle I recognized: Fortnum & Mason Glenfiddich 40 Year Old Single Malt. Pricey as hell. I didn’t care. I tossed it back like it was nothing, hoping it would quiet the fury in my chest. It didn’t. About thirty minutes later, they walked in. Cesare and Lessia. She looked beautiful. Tight black dress. Heels that made her legs look like sin. Her hair pulled back just enough to show off the curve of her neck. The same neck I was kissing just hours ago. His hand rested possessively on her lower back as he guided her to the table. Like she belonged to him. And then… he kissed her. Right there, in front of everyone. Like he was staking his claim. Passionate. Too fucking real. I almost lost it. “Another,” I snapped to the passing waiter, slamming my glass on the table. I needed another double - fast. Or I was going to start a war in the middle of this goddamn place.EpilogueSareena - One Year LaterThe air in the maternity room smelled like flowers and baby powder, and I couldn’t help but soak it all in.I had just helped with Gabriella’s delivery. She just gave birth to my god-son; the most beautiful baby boy I’d ever seen. He has thick dark hair, pouty lips, and a strong little cry that already sounded like he’d be giving orders by kindergarten.Maximus had cried, when he first held his son. Like, actual tears. And for once, no one gave him hell for being emotional.Gabby was glowing when we finally got her settled in her room—and the second I opened the door, everyone piled in. I gave hugs to Mia, Luca, Julia, Mario, Max, and Mrs. Nazzaro. Saving the longest hug for Vincent.He’s doing so much better. He’s back to his normal carefree fun loving self, but it took months of secret counseling. He actually told his family he was hanging out with us, when he was getting the help he needed. I’m just thankful to have my friend back.I promised Gabby
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 33Gabriella“Mia cara,” Zia said gently through the phone, her voice laced with worry. “Your Zio and your father are both going crazy. Please, come home soon. We can all sit down together and discuss this calmly. Darius is a very nice man. He’s handsome and respectful. You could just meet him.”I swallowed hard, staring out the sitting room window, my pulse thudding in my ears.“Zia,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady, “I’m sorry I took off the way I did… but I won’t let them hurt Max. And I am not meeting or marrying Darius. So stop calling me.”I ended the call before she could respond and let the phone drop onto the couch beside me. My hands were trembling. Whether from anger or fear, I didn’t know anymore.I couldn’t let Dad or Zio hurt Max. Or worse, kill him—just because I fell in love with him.I was about to go find him when Vincent walked in.He looked like hell. His eyes were hollow and distant, his skin pale. He looked like he hadn’t slept i
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 32DamianLessia was dead.Matt and I both knew sending Vincent to protect her was a mistake, but we both had our own personal reasons not to go.Matt was still holed up in the abandoned complex, trying to get Svetlana to talk, but she won’t budge. Not until she sees her uncle, Mikhail. So Davide and Demetrius went to get him.My reason for not going is currently taking care of all our patients: Gino, Alexandra, Constance, Alessandro, and even fussing over Matteo. Watching her work has given me new insight into her thought process in a way it never had before.Miguel Cattaneo is on his way back from Montreal and wants to personally question Maria. Matteo wasn’t thrilled, but that’s between him and Miguel.Vincent’s back too. Sareena gave him a sedative to help him sleep. We’ll get the answers we need tomorrow.⸻I knew it was time to finally call Luca and fill him in. I wasn’t sure how our Capo would react. All of us have been ignoring the calls from New Yor
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 31VincentLessia lay heavy in my arms. Two bullets lodged in her chest; bullets that were meant for me. How fucking stupid had I been? I let jealousy cloud my head, and I got drunk.I barely registered Cesare’s gun still trained on me until he barked, “Benedetti, let Karen go and face me!”I heard the police sirens wailing in the distance and noticed the restaurant had emptied fast, the patrons scattering.“I said let her go!” Cesare thundered again.My vision blurred, so I closed my eyes, as Lessia’s blood started to soak my shirt.“Fuck, Benedetti’s in shock,” someone hissed behind Cesare.I watched as Cesare turned to see who it was. One of his Camorra brothers stepped forward, gun leveled at his temple.“For betraying our capo and his wife,” the man snarled, pulling the trigger.Cesare jerked once, then slumped.“We’ve got to move,” someone shouted, but I barely heard them. I refused to let Lessia go.Two hulking men grabbed my arms, but I twisted free,
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 30MatteoHaving Sophia back safely meant everything, but the joy was short because right now, my entire focus was on one thing: my mom.Before we started moving, I called Dad to bring him up to speed. “Bring her back alive and safe. Kill anybody who touched her,” he ordered.I plan on doing worse than killing them. That would be showing mercy. I want them to suffer; slow, brutal and unforgettable. Every single one of them, anyone who laid a hand on my mother… or my fiancée.“Maria is back inside. Wait until the door closes. Then you can proceed to take out the front guards. And… go!” Davide’s voice crackled in my earpiece.My heart slammed against my ribs. Never in a million years did I think I’d be on a mission to rescue my own mother. But here I was, every hour of training, every violent memory, every scar—it all led to this.“Hey Maverick, we got four bogeys down, and we are good to go. Securing the front now,” Demetrius reported through comms.We advanc
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 29SareenaThe door slammed open.Svetlana and Maria walked in, side by side, not a single guard in sight, but we knew better. They were just outside. Close enough to hear everything.“Lana, you told me you cleaned Connie up,” Maria cooed, her voice sickeningly sweet. “This just won’t do.”“I do nothing until you bring me Matthew and Damian.” Svetlana shot back.Constance and I exchanged a look; the disbelief clear in both our eyes. These two had orchestrated 2 flawless kidnappings, and yet here they were, bickering like toddlers. Totally unprepared and disorganized.“Clean her up,” Maria snapped. “Alessandro’s going to wake up soon, and the Viagra will be in full effect.”I felt bile rise in my throat.“Show me proof you do your part,”Lana snapped back. “So far, all you Italian bitches give me is lies. Where is Matthew? Where is Damian?”“There’s a hose outside. Just spray her down. Make her look at least presentable, Miguel won’t buy it if she looks like t







