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Lose You To Love Me.
I'm not perfect. But one other thing I'm not is selfish.
I can talk about how I need to focus on my own wellbeing and happiness, which I do - very much so. Especially after everything that I've been through.
But I know for a fact that I will not feel good about myself knowing that at his lowest moment in his life, Tristan needed me and I turned my back on him. I will not sleep better at night knowing he's suffering and I'm not there to help him. Call me a dumb idiot but that's just what it is.
Luke told me I needed to figure out what I wanted, which is true. He also said that he's not going to wait around for that to happen, which is fair.
My heart is broken, because I really do love him. I genuinely do feel that I'
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