LOGINMarcus paced like a caged animal, his boots scuffing against the floor. His normally composed face was twisted with frustration. Across the room, Ethan leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, looking like he was one wrong word away from detonating. The air was thick and suffocating, and my pulse thudded like a war drum.
A lead. On Quinn.
I’d been chasing ghosts for five goddamn years. If this was another dead end, I wasn’t sure I’d be able to hold it together.
“Spit it out,” I barked, my voice raw with impatience.
Marcus stopped pacing, his expression grim. “There’ve been reports of a rogue pack near the Canadian border. They’ve been... collecting people. Women, specifically.”
My stomach twisted into a knot. Women. The word echoed in my skull, heavy and suffocating. I swallowed hard, forcing myself to stay composed.
“And?”
Ethan straightened, his golden eyes flickering in the low light. “And one of the descriptions matches Quinn.”
The ground tilted beneath me. I gripped the edge of the desk to steady myself. Matches Quinn? My Quinn? After all this time?
“Where exactly?” I demanded, my voice a low growl.
Marcus pulled a crumpled map from his pocket and slapped it onto the desk. His finger jabbed at a small, unmarked area. “Here. Near an abandoned mill. Some rogues from our network said they’ve seen her—or someone who looks like her.”
Ethan shifted uncomfortably. “It’s thin, Luca. Could be nothing.”
I didn’t care. My mind was already made up.
“When do we leave?” I grabbed my jacket off the back of the chair.
Marcus hesitated, and that hesitation made my blood boil.
“Luca,” he said carefully, like he was talking to a bomb about to go off, “we don’t know if it’s her. We don’t even know if it’s real. It could be a trap.”
I shrugged the jacket on and faced him head-on. “And? If there’s even a one percent chance it’s her, I’m not sitting here twiddling my thumbs.”
Ethan’s voice was calm but firm. “We’re with you, but don’t let this lead you off a cliff. You’ve got a pack to think about.”
I glared at him. “Don’t talk to me about the pack. This is about her.”
They exchanged a look but didn’t argue.
The drive to the border was tense, the silence thick with unspoken worries. Marcus and Ethan sat stiffly in their seats while I gripped the steering wheel so hard my knuckles went white. Each mile felt like an eternity, every second a reminder of the years I’d wasted chasing shadows.
We parked near the mill—an ominous silhouette against the night sky. The place was old, dilapidated, and reeked of rust and damp wood.
“This is it,” Marcus said quietly.
I didn’t wait for them. My boots hit the gravel as I marched toward the building, determination coursing through my veins.
“Luca, wait!” Ethan called, but I ignored him.
The mill’s walls were covered in graffiti, its windows shattered. I kicked the door open, the wood splintering under my force. The air inside was stale, thick with mildew and something faintly sour.
Except for an old mattress crammed into a corner and a few overturned crates, the place was deserted.
“Check the perimeter,” I ordered sharply.
Ethan and Marcus moved without question, leaving me alone in the oppressive silence. My eyes scanned every corner, every shadow, desperate for any sign of her. A scent, a piece of clothing, anything.
Nothing.
Frustration boiled over. I slammed my fist into the nearest wall. The wood cracked, but it did nothing to ease the fury clawing at my chest.
“Luca,” Marcus’s voice echoed from outside.
I spun around, heart racing. “What?”
He stepped into the doorway, holding a torn piece of cloth. My breath caught in my throat.
Quinn used to wear a brown jacket.
“Found it near the tree line,” he said, handing it to me.
I brought it to my face, inhaling deeply. The scent was faint but unmistakable.
Her.
“She was here,” I whispered, my voice hoarse.
Ethan appeared behind Marcus, his face tight with concern. “Luca, that could’ve been from years ago. There’s no proof she’s still around.”
“Shut up,” I snapped, my voice raw.
With the fabric clenched in my fist, I bolted out of the mill. The forest loomed ahead, dark and unwelcoming, but I didn’t care. My wolf was already clawing its way to the surface.
Before anyone could stop me, I shifted, my body tearing apart and reforming in a blur of fur and muscle. I hit the ground running, paws pounding against the earth as I followed the faint trail.
Behind me, Ethan and Marcus shifted, their howls slicing through the night.
The scent twisted and turned, leading us deeper into the forest. Trees blurred past, and the ground became a treacherous maze of roots and undergrowth.
Then—nothing.
The trail vanished.
I skidded to a halt, chest heaving, the fabric still clenched in my jaws. Rage and desperation warred within me.
I let out a howl, the sound raw and filled with anguish.
Ethan and Marcus flanked me, their wolves tense and watchful. Ethan nudged me with his muzzle, his golden eyes filled with sympathy.
I stood there, defeated, the cold air biting against my skin as I shifted back.
“It’s not over,” I told them through the pack bond. “She’s out there. I know it.”
Back at the mansion, the ripped fabric lay on my desk like a cruel reminder. Crissy hovered near the doorway, her usual eagerness replaced with caution.
She knew better than to speak when I was like this.
“Luca,” Marcus said as he stepped into the room.
“What now?” I snapped.
He hesitated, then shook his head. “We’ll keep looking.”
I didn’t respond, my eyes fixed on the fabric. It wasn’t enough. It would never be enough.
The night wore on, fatigue gnawing at my edges, but my mind wouldn’t stop. What-ifs and worst-case scenarios played on an endless loop.
Then, the phone rang.
I snatched it up without thinking, my heart pounding.
“Luca,” a gruff voice said on the other end.
“Who is this? ”I demanded.
There was a pause, then: “I have information about your mate.”
My blood turned to ice.
The line went dead.
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The sun was setting low behind the towering Blackthorn estate, casting streaks of amber and crimson across the sky. The place looked more like a fortress than a home, with its wrought-iron gates and endless rows of perfectly trimmed hedges. My heart was already in my throat, but when I saw her walking toward us, I felt my chest tighten like a vice.Casey.Her smile was polite but sharp, the kind that felt like it was carved from marble—cold, unyielding, and fake as hell. She strolled up with the grace of someone who knew she was untouchable, her sleek navy-blue dress hugging her figure just enough to be classy but not so much as to be vulgar. Her eyes flicked to me, lingering for a moment longer than necessary, and I knew she was assessing me. Calculating.“They’re waiting for you inside,” Casey said, her eyes darting to Cale like she wasn’t sure if she should curtsy or bow. Her gaze barely touched me. To her, I wasn’t a threat. Not yet, anyway.Cale’s grip on my arm tightened as if h
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The smell of rosewater and jasmine clung to my skin, the oils still fresh from the omega women’s hands. My skin felt slick and soft, like I’d been molded from wax and dipped in honey. They’d scrubbed every inch of me, their faces blank as they worked. No words. No kindness. Just hands rough from duty. My hair was pulled back, loose curls spilling over my shoulders, and the dress they’d given me—if it could be called a dress—was nothing more than a slip of silk clinging to my body like a second skin. Every part of me was on display. Every flaw. Every scar. Every reminder of what had been done to me.But they didn’t see that. No one did. Not anymore.I caught my reflection in the mirror across the room and barely recognized myself. Pale blue eyes, sharp and unyielding. Not the dull, lifeless stare I’d seen for years. My gaze flickered with something I hadn’t seen in a long time. Control. Purpose.He thinks he’s testing me.“Trinity,” I whispered in my mind, my lips unmoving."I’m here,
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)Pain used to be a constant. Not the kind that fades after a few hours or even days. No, this was the kind that buried itself so deep in your bones that it felt like it would be part of you forever. But now… I don’t feel it anymore.The first time I noticed it, I thought I’d gone numb. It wasn’t a slow process either—one day, I was screaming and thrashing under their blows; the next, I just... stopped. The barbed wire bat hit my ribs with a sickening thwack, but I didn’t flinch. The guard cursed under his breath and swung it again, harder this time. Still nothing. My skin tore, and my bones ached, but there was no reaction. No sound. No satisfaction for them.I’d won that day. Not because I fought back. No, because I didn’t. They couldn’t break me anymore. Their weapons, their fists, their fire—none of it mattered.
(Luca’s perspective)I used to believe in things like love. Loyalty. Humanity. I thought those things made us strong—made me strong.They didn’t. They made me weak. A fool. A dreamer who thought he could keep his world intact with hope and sheer determination.But hope is a liar.It whispered in my ear for months, telling me she’d come back. That I’d find her. That Quinn would be okay.She wasn’t.I knew it the moment I burned the last picture of her. The edges curled under the flame, the image of her face shrinking into black ash. That photograph was the final piece of her—the last link to the boy I used to be.The boy who searched for her.The boy who loved her.Gone.I stood there, staring into the fire as the smoke curled into the night sky. My hand tightened around the lighter until my knuckles turned white. This was it. The final step.I let the lighter fall into the flames, and with it, I let Quinn go.I used to think I was different from my father. That I could lead this pack
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)I lay on the cold stone floor, the chill biting into my skin, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my bones. Every part of me throbbed, a dull reminder of what I had become—a prisoner, a plaything for the pack to break.My breathing was shallow, each inhale laced with pain. Ribs—probably cracked. Lips—split and crusted with dried blood. Eye—swollen shut. The room stank of iron, sweat, and fear. My fear. Their victory.They’d beaten me again today, just like yesterday. And the day before that. And the day before that.At first, I thought I’d die from it. I hoped I would. Death would’ve been a mercy, an escape. But no. My cursed blood healed me. Every single time. Bones snapped back into place, bruises faded, and cuts stitched themselves together. I was the perfect punching bag—never staying broken long enough







