Upon Your Return
Chapter Two
Episode 5 - Sudden Rescue
Fara fought the blackness to the coming light. It was so easy to stay in the dark. It was comforting like a warm blanket. But the light held such possibilities. She knew she must rouse, as if something significant lay in wakefulness. She stirred and felt a pair of arms holding her. Then she heard a heartbeat beneath a rough fabric, felt a coarse texture of chest hair. It was so secure within that embrace.
When she finally realized it was a man who held her, she gasped and tried to retreat from the cord of muscles. She glanced up to be temporarily blinded by the lamplight to her left.
“Don't move,” said a soft but deep voice.
He spoke with the assurance of authority, likely used to ordering people around. Well, he wouldn't command her. She lifted her heavy head and whimpered as a stab of agony sliced through her skull. Fara squeezed her eyes shut tight. It was so much easier to be left in the dark for it was as if her head was being cut with so many knives.
“I will have you more comfortable in a moment. Please don’t move.”
How could she possibly move with all this pain and that large man rendering her limbs useless?
Suddenly, she felt a light cushion beneath her. The glare from the lantern came across her vision again when she opened her eyes and was then replaced by the outline of a man towering above her. On a panicked breath, she crawled away from him, but his hold on her waist hauled her back. Her head hurt so as he studied her face.
“Madame, the pain will lessen if you stay still. I promise I didn’t bring you here to harm you in any way.”
She gradually settled back on the pillows and looked at her keeper. He was an attractive man if one liked the rough, indignant kind. Dark layers of soft waves covered his head and ended at the nape of his neck. He was large, but slim in the right places...it spoke of years of hard physical labor.
His eyes captivated her as she studied him in such proximity. The shade of his eyes...a charcoal color; they were the most intense and unreadable eyes she'd ever seen. It was an odd, yet strikingly beautiful color for a man.
Oh, you silly girl, she thought. Really...how ridiculous for her to be wooed by only a pair of eyes. “May I ask you a question?”
“I insist you do, if you are not too unwell.” He gestured to her jaw.
Fara nodded, acknowledging the wound provided by the man named Bernard. She imagined what he referred to must indeed be a hideous sight. She looked around the room. It appeared to be a cabin of sorts. “Monsieur...how did I get here? Are we on a yacht?”
“A clipper ship. My ship, La Voyageur,” he announced firmly with a lifted brow.
She faltered at the damning tone in his voice. It gave the impression that he was accustomed to some ridicule, but she couldn’t fathom the reason for it. “You are a captain?”
“Oui, Madame.”
“Mademoiselle.” She blushed.
“Ah. I knew you were too young to be saddled to one man but thought it safer to say you were.”
“Monsieur...how long will I be here?”
He pointed to her throbbing jaw. “As soon as that is healed nicely, I will escort you to your home.”
Why, that could be days! Did he really mean to let her go, or was his intention to ask for a ransom? He had rescued her, but what if his motives were for reasons other than valor? She had learned the hard way not to be so trusting.
“My uncle...he will be concerned for me. I insist you take me home now.” She realized her voice was too soft to sound commanding.
He shook his head. “I will have a message sent to him. What is his name?”
She sighed. “Michel de Bellamont.” She began to protest, “Monsieur, surely you don’t intend to keep me here? That wouldn’t be right.”
“I do though. You fainted twice. I must be certain it won't happen again. That bastard hit you. I would be surprised if you didn't feel unwell. I will send the message to your uncle, informing him that his niece is in good hands. You will probably be better tomorrow. You may leave then if you wish.”
“All right, Monsieur. Merci.” He seemed to be concerned about her enough to care for her here. She still felt unsure about spending time alone with a complete stranger, especially a man, but she did not know how to convince him otherwise. He didn’t seem like the kind of man one questioned. And despite the fact she'd thought he could be trusted, she still must be on her guard. She had no idea what he really intended.
He went to the door and spoke quietly to a young boy, who nodded exuberantly, and then the captain shut the door.
She stared at him for several moments. “What might I call you?”
He turned to her, stood straight and bowed. “La Capitaine Hill. My name is Grant though.”
Grant Hill...it was a strong name. It spoke of a good lineage, yet it had a trace of foreign roots as did her first name. There were many people in France who would discriminate on petty things such as names or appearances. “Grant,” she murmured absently, suddenly captivated by his eyes again.
“And you, Mademoiselle Bellamont?”
“My name is Fara.” Her mother had named her, had claimed it was English for 'lovely, beautiful, or fair'. In Arabic, it supposedly meant ‘joy’ and ‘happiness’. No one knew this except her mother and father. She supposed most people could guess it wasn't a French name, like Capitaine Hill's. But she refrained from telling anyone because she knew how odd the French acted about origins. If one wasn't entirely French in every way, there was something low about it. It was a narrow-minded and proud society.
“Tis' a beautiful name, Mademoiselle.”
“Thank you.” She frowned. “If you are the man who came to my rescue, then why did those sailors run away?”
Conclusion and Back MatterUpon Your Return - Episode 54***When she came to, Fara was annoyed by the bright light above her. Her vision gradually came into focus and she noted that she was in the cabin, tucked away in Grant's bed. She lifted the sheet from her naked body to peer at the bandage covering her upper thigh. It felt binding, but she had no doubt of the doctor's expertise. Besides, it was a mere surface wound from a dagger.She sighed and nestled deeper within the bedclothes. Fara glanced around the cabin to find Grant's long form upon the settee and she smiled. He was magnificent, even in sleep. When he stretched while dreaming, a shirt button came undone to reveal a cord of muscle with a light covering of hair. She longed to reach out and touch him. She was too familiar with his body. It was a wonder she hadn't forgotten anything about him in four years’ time. A knock came at the door. Fara cleared her throat. “Entré!”Eric appeared in the doorway. “Petite!” he exclaime
The World Is WrongUpon Your Return - Episode 53***Grant grimaced. That took care of part of the problem, but he’d have to worry about what Nicholas was capable of, and as far as he knew, there were no limits. As the men cut his bonds, he swung around and deftly took one man's rapier while leaving him with a bloody nose. Knowing he was no match for a pistol, he ran behind a vendor cart, ducking to avoid the shot.“You will pay for that.”The man whose nose was bloodied stood in front of him. He was either mad or stupid for he carried no other weapon. Another shot rang out and a bloodstain on the man's shirt appeared and rapidly grew. He fell to the ground.Grant shook his head in disbelief and ducked down. For a man to kill his own comrade was serious business. If he didn't find some way to gain an advantage he'd end up the same, with a hole through the center of his chest. No doubt, at this very moment the ruffian hurried to ready his pistol.Grant heard cautious footsteps approac
The Monster Behind the ManUpon Your Return - Episode 52“I broke his heart, did I? He doesn't have one or he wouldn't have taken my son. More or less when I refused him, I merely bruised his precious ego! Damn him!” she shouted back.The man approached her and with a grip on her waist, he directed her to the door and pushed her through with a hand at the small of her back. “Oui,” he muttered. “Perhaps you will have enough courage to say that to my employer's face!”“Gladly!” she countered and gasped as his arm snaked around her neck.She wondered why this man was so quick to defend Nicholas when there was only money at stake. She frowned as he directed her down the stairs to meet his accomplice.***Grant veered to miss a street vendor who was closing for the night. He hugged his thighs close to the destrier to pick up speed. His breath came in gasps, labored from a panicked state he'd never experienced before. From his belly, he felt a series of knots from what he assumed to be anx
The Enemy Has ArrivedUpon Your Return - Episode 51There was no reason to think their intruders were out to do them harm, but anything was possible. And he seemed to be taking it as something graver than the simple prospect of being discovered by her aunt.“Grant,” she whispered, suddenly fearful for their shared predicament. “It's…” she began, but then realized he was merely going with instinct.“Don't fight me this time, chère.” He placed a quick kiss on her lips. “Just do what I say. Clothe yourself as fast as possible and we'll soon find out the identity of our intruders.”He rolled from her and yanked his slacks from the vanity nearby.Fara reached for her chemise and corset, without bothering to tighten the laces, and quickly pulled on her dress over them. All of these tasks would normally be done by her nursemaid, but there was no time for that. She abandoned her stockings and jammed her feet into her slippers. When she straightened, she saw that Grant was fully dressed and un
Another Passionate OperaUpon Your Return - Episode 50(CONTENT WARNING: Look out for a sex scene in this episode. It is not a closed door scene, so if steamy scenes offend you, perhaps you should skip ahead slightly.)***A week later Fara glanced over the newspaper in the library and read of an opera playing in town, Gounod's La reine de Saba, which was about a tragedy based loosely on the Christian story of King Solomon. Beseeching to Grant, they made plans to attend that evening. Fara prepared herself by consulting with Lina and Rosalie on what to wear while Grant went to purchase the tickets and prepared Pierre to drive them.For the event, Fara dressed in a gown of light blue muslin and ivory trim with blue pins entwined into her done-up tresses. She took Grant's arm as she came down the stairs from her room. Grant, as well, was splendidly dressed in a black suit with a white silk cravat about his neck. Her aunt and Gabe looked on with interest and pride as they left the house.
A Question of LoyaltyUpon Your Return - Episode 49He grimaced and stopped himself before he swore. Daughters of joy were a step higher than prostitutes, but not far removed from the social repugnance that was attached to them. Even mistresses weren't respectable, though it was no secret many gentlemen had them.“I hate to think that you’ve been in such a place.”“Oui, for a mere five minutes.”“And you were exposed to the intimacy between men and women long before we were together in that way.”She nodded. “Exposed, but not involved. I was disgusted by the display Monsieur Bordeaux put on in that room. Mon Dieu,” Fara said on a breath, and she tapped his sleeve. “There were other women watching them, too.” She wrinkled her nose. “It was as if they were waiting for their turns.”It sounded as though the bastard thought it necessary to leave no doubt of his ability to perform. “I can well imagine you were appalled by such a thing.”“Well, I should hope so!” She clucked her tongue and