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CHAPTER THIRTY - THE ART OF COMING OUT
WU
Gazing over my shoulders cautiously, i still stirred my brewing cup of tea in the awkward silence
-only the metal tea spoon stirring against the sides of my mug as our eyes caught.
With some sort of disgust, she still looked away, having no words for me still. My grandmother and I seldomly got along but her judgemental silence was nothing you'd wish to deal with.
"I'm gay"
I had told her before her eyes gestured a million words her lips couldn't speak. "You know I'm just gay, i didn't murder" I finally muttered, not looking away from the swirling of freshly brewed tea.
"Just gay?" She echoed with a sigh that seemed to unburden her shoulders.
"I'm not less of your granddaughter neither am I less of a woman because I'm gay" I immediately snapped, almost angered.
"So have you known this all your life and you just decided to drop this on m-"
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