CHAPTER TWENTY - YOU NEVER ASKED

AALIYAH

TWENTY MONTHS BACK

"This?" I asked, holding the lavender chiffon gown by the hanger as I looked to him. 

"You do realize its a date, right?" He asked, throwing his phone aside to ransack my closet before his eyes set on something. "You know you're going to do it" He squinted his eyes in suspicion as he still held unto the hanger. 

"You mean, sex" I said, eventually lowering my voice to stare at him. "It's my first date and apparently my first time" I said as I retired to the bed. 

"I'm not even supposed to do this. What if Allah decides to punish me?" I said. 

"If you keep living your life by what Allah says, what he does, you might as well be without sin" He said. 

"Isn't that we it's supposed to be?" I asked as I pulled up my head to look at him. 

"Even though I find it