I was always prepared for anything, but this one is not what I expected.
I wish I was dead a long time ago. I wouldn't dare to be a traitor of my own pack and to be killed in front of our ancestors that gave us the freedom we are experiencing right now.
But here I am inside the cell, waiting for the time of my own execution. I did not imagine that after years of executing criminals, I will be the one to be executed now.
I don't have tears to cry anymore. All the pain made me numb. In nearly 2 hours I will not breathe the same air I was breathing today.
I did not eat for those days I was here, fear of being poisoned by those who hated me. However, now, they will see how I will be killed.
I wish it would be so fast that I would not even notice it. I guess this is the time for me to say goodbye. I already lived a life with joy and experienced sorrow all by myself, it's time to rest.
I would be grateful if it was him, I will not regret anything if he would be the one to kill me. I am willing to give my life for my Alpha.
However, I cannot face them and see their eyes full of hatred towards me. I don't want to bother them anymore. I sighed and took the small knife in the diary I was carrying inside my coat. The memories of me and him were in here, even those things I had experienced throughout the years.
Everyday, it was only him I am asking to see. Wishing that one day, we will be together again and will fulfill what future he promised me. But it's all gone now. I hope he reads this diary, after all, it's all about him.
I took the knife and was ready to take my life when I heard a small footsteps. I covered the diary and immediately put it back inside my coat, then waited for that person.
Are they dying to see me die? It's not the perfect time yet.
"Analisse!"
It was Rose, she was in her hoodie as if doesn't want to be caught.
"Rose, what are you doing here? Get out, they will see you!" I told her. I don't want her to be punished.
Looks like she was in a hurry. "No! We need to get you out of here!" She exclaimed.
"W-What? There are so many guards, I can't risk you. You… you are the only person I can trust. I don't want you to get hurt. Rose… please?" I tried calling her but she just continued what she's doing, she is trying to unlock the cell.
"I will never let you die, Analisse. Levi is outside, he is dealing with the guards. We can get out of here, I just want you to trust me. Okay?" I can't say anything more especially when she finally unlocked the cell. She immediately grabbed my hand. "Oh, gosh! You are so thin!" She almost cried but I told her I was okay.
I can't barely move but I'm still trying to run my feet. If this isn't my last day, I will be forever grateful for her sacrifice.
I promise not to let you down, Rose.
She is right, there are no guards outside and it was so smooth we got out of the pack's territory. After we were outside, she gave me some clothes and a box of food. "Take all of these, promise me to take care of yourself. Okay? And… please, don't ever come back."
I thought I don't have tears to cry anymore, but Rose is just an angel for me. She's making me so soft.
"Promise me you will never say anything about this, never sacrifice yourself for me." I told her. She smiled and nodded her head.
"I will not, we have a plan." I was staring at her face for the last time, she's not the young lady I have known before. She is now brave and strong.
"Thank you, I will never fail you."
She looked at me in the eyes and gave me a peck in the cheeks. "Don't die." That was the last thing she said before I saw Levi running towards us.
"We need to go now!" He shouted at Rose, she doesn't want to let me go but then I nodded my head at her, ensuring that I will be okay. That's when she finally ran back.
Please, take care Rose.
I don't know where to go, I just keep on running somewhere until I am certain no one from my pack will find me.
I guess I am now a Rogue.
It's been some hours and I still have nowhere to stay. But I am not scared, I lived my life like this for 2 years, and it's not hard to go on with my life like this. However, I need to be extremely careful from my own family.
I bit my lips and clenched my fist. I just remembered I have no family anymore.
The rain started pouring down my face while walking in the dark woods. The coldness, I can feel it again. And this cold was the reminder I will never feel that warm of the home I loved.
They threw me away and did not regret anything about that. I guess I should go my life without them anymore.
From now on, I am just alone.
I continued walking the same path until I found a hut in the middle of the woods. I have never been here in this area. There's light inside that hut and I don't know what kind of person is living in this kind of place.
I took that chance to go nearer and saw there was no one inside so I opened the door.
But that's when I felt a metal knife in my neck.
"Who are you?" Someone behind me asked. I was about to say something when everything went black.
I woke up because of some smell. I think someone is cooking.My eyes widened when I realized where I was. Is that all real? I really am alive, still? If yes, I don't know where I am right now. All the memories from yesterday began to go back, I can still feel the pain. I sat on the wooden bed where I was lying down earlier and searched the place using my eyes. I am really here. I feel so hot right now and my head is aching, maybe because I was soaking wet last night. I think that person helped me. "You are awake." I was out of words when I saw a topless man standing in front of me, and he was just wearing a towel on his bottom. I immediately averted my gaze into that innocent table, and what bothers me the most is when I saw what I was wearing last night there. That's when I realized I have different clothes right now."W-Why? Who are you?" I asked him. I didn't mean to sound suspicious but I can't control myself. I was too stunned when he slowly walked towards me, he did not even
The man whose arms were crossed was standing in front of me now. I can smell him from here. No one spoke a word since we went inside the hut. I was just staring at those burning eyes. This is the first time I saw something like this. I had seen red eyes before but his was just fascinating. I couldn't take my eyes off of him."Stop staring at him." Diane told me, glaring. She's still trying to look over at me, scared that I might do something horrible, which I have never thought of doing.I still don't know what kind of person they are. "Why are you here?" Sebastian, as Diane called him earlier, asked the woman in front of me.She felt uneasy after hearing him, squeezing her fingers in her palm. She looked so tense. "I just want to make sure you are safe," she said with her most calm tone, far from how she speaks to me. This Sebastian had my curiosity craved. Who is he? And why does this woman seem to be afraid of him?"I don't need your protection." He replied to her. Well, as I can
"Let's go." Diane walked outside the hut but I didn't follow. I was skeptical about moving. I can't find my diary. I don't know where it was. I am certain Sebastian won't bother taking such a thing like that but it's still important for me. I can't leave without it."Hey! Time is running out!" Diane shouted from outside. I closed my eyes. Sweat was all over my body, my hands were shaking. Should I just leave those memories here?I did not respond to her and continued looking for my thing."What is it?" Sebastian asked. He's frowning, wondering what I need in his small hut. "I lost my diary. I can't find it." I told him. "Forget it. You need to leave now." I was stunned when I heard what he said. That's the only thing I have, that's why I can't bear to lose that too. I looked at him and shook my head, then continued searching. The coat and the box containing the food that seemed to have been wiped are still here, but the diary is gone. I sat on the floor and sighed, it seemed that
"Who are you?" I asked. I can feel something strange about him, I am certain he is not just an ordinary man.His gaze shifted at me and grinned as he saw my face."I am not expecting to see the cat who got lost in this area." I frowned. Is he pertaining to me? What's the meaning of his words then?"I am asking you, who are you and what do you need?" My patience got shorter, especially when he smirked."You don't know me but I know a lot about you, and this little fox." He looked at Diane meaningfully. "I did not know Blood Moon pack would give way to a rogue like you. It's a shame, the Silver wolf pack just gave up on someone brave and respects equality, it's their loss. Don't you want revenge?" My eyes widened. How did he know about what happened to me? He is not part of us, the news isn't that fast to grow either since we are far away from others. "How did you know that?" I asked, pointing my dagger at him.He laughed, as if trying to piss me. However, I need to remain calm. I stil
"Blood Moon pack." I mumbled after seeing their base."Except for the members, you are the only one who knows this place." She's pertaining to where we are standing. "We can see the whole area right here," I guess she's saying that I need to shut my mouth and never leak what she trusted in me.I smiled. "My eyes are open but my mouth will stay closed." She then looked at me again with those eyes, like the first time we met. "This is the fastest route. I just could no longer wait to see my home. Don't ever think I trust you now." I nodded my head. I know what she meant after all since I, too, need to be careful of what I am trying to do. "Follow me." After saying those words, she didn't hesitate to jump off the cliff. I was shocked for a moment but when I heard her calling me, I looked down and saw her standing in a hanging stone.So this is what it takes to reach their base. They were really trying to keep the pack safe. Just by moving to their pack, it could take your own life. You
I left the room after washing my clothes, trying to look for Manang Theresa. She told me to rest but I can't do it in this place. I will feel like a prisoner if I do.The small table in the center with different kinds of foods was the first thing I saw. I am not that hungry but the way they made these can make me salivate. However, I still have someone to look for.I shifted my way and went to the door I don't know where I am leading to and opened it just to find a garden full of flowers, but I won't dare to touch any of them, they could poison me."Who are you?" A soft voice asked me. I flinched when I heard it behind me so I turned around, looking at the girl who's wearing very simple but long clothes with a lot of dirt on it. She looks so innocent, her face is small but she has big eyes. Her hair is still silky even though it was messy. I smiled at her. "Hi. I am Analisse, I will be the new servant here. I am looking for Manang Theresa." I think she didn't want to trust me at firs
Solana gazed at me right away after she apprehend what was being said to her. She bit her lips, nervous of the outcome she might face because of Diane.I wonder what she needs from her this time and the one who called Solana was in horror. I smiled at Solana a little. Maybe this is the chance to see the outside. "I will go with you." I told her, and once she heard that her eyes sparkled. It made her less nervous since she will have company.She agreed immediately and we both made our way to the house where Diane was staying.It's not that far from the servants' house since they really need to be here quickly once they are called. I raised my head as I stared at this big house, the entrance has engraved letters on it so I stare at it. Moon Subdue Palace, so that is how this place is called. The outside really has a strong foundation, no wonder royalties live here. Solana's eyes and I met as she nodded at me, telling me that we can go inside now. I followed her until we reached the bi
Not only Diane was found standing behind me, there's also Solana who doesn't know how she will react at this very moment."How dare you!" Diane's voice echoed inside the house, her speed was unrecognizable as she went in front of that lady who's shaking right now. The last thing I knew, she's already holding and gripping her neck tightly. Was she trying to kill her?"Please, Lady Diane. Let her go!" The old lady pleaded, crying out loud but Diane's pity was out of reach.She can't speak anymore, her face became pale while her hands slowly drifted down the gemstone."Die!" She was ready to break her neck when I held her shoulders, trying to stop her from doing so."Diane." I called her. She stopped for a moment and looked at me, her eyes were raging with anger."Did I tell you to mind the business here? Don't act like you're needed here." I nodded my head, slowly and sighed."I am not. But please let her go and explain." After hearing that from me, all she did was smirk. "There's noth