“I have to …..ffffff………get…..fffff…..away…..out of …….the town……before……fffffff…..dawn”
I have been running since more than last half an hour! It is dark all around except for the street lights. I don’t know where I am going even. I just kept running and running.
After running for some more time, I feel my knees hurting, my feet paining. I breathe and pant heavily bending on my knees holding them with my hands. I am sweating like a pig even in this cold night. I stay like that for a few minutes to even my breath and then look around slowly. Yes, now I am quite far from my house. But I still have to keep moving. I don’t wish to get caught.
I wait for a cab and hail one in a few minutes. I get in and ask the driver to drive to the beach. It is quite far from my place and people will probably not look for me there. They would check airports or stations.
As I sit in the cab, I feel exhausted. I lean back on the seat and close my eyes. I had a tough time running….
(Two hours ago)
It was almost past mid night and everyone in the house was asleep, except for me! Tomorrow is the wedding and it was now or never!
I quietly lit the torch. I thought it will be better than switching on the lights, as I didn’t want to wake up anybody now. I had to be as quiet as possible. I had already shifted my things to the big backpack since it would be easier to carry.
I came out of my bed and slipped into a black slim fit jean trouser and a fittings grey top. I wore a very thick fur coat and cap as it is cold outside. I packed my gloves which I would wear later.
I had tied up my raven black hair into a tight bun under the cap and tip toed out of my room.
I cautiously climbed down the stairs and opened the main door. I was very careful, moving like a shadow in silence. Once I was out of the main door, I ran swiftly towards the outer gate crossing the huge lawn and waited behind the bush.
There were four guards at the gate and it was impossible to pass them. Hence I waited for my trick to work. Within a few minutes there was smoke at one corner of the garden near my window. I have thrown a bundle of cloth soaked in gasoline and lit a little corner before coming out of my room, so that by the time I reach here the fire starts. I have closed my window from inside before leaving my room. I didn’t want to wake up my family, just needed to distract the guards. And it worked just the way I wanted.
Seeing the smoke and a small fire, two guards ran towards the spot and it was the moment for my next step. I quickly removed my backpack and hid it behind the bush. I then threw few stones at another direction.
The noise made one to run towards that direction and at that moment I ran frantically towards the gate and with fear in my eyes and panting, I told the other guard, “There is someone hiding behind our Mansion there,” I pointed the spot from where the sound came (because of the stones ), “Please go and check, I will get inside. I think there is more than one person. They may be here to rob!”
Without waiting for him to respond I ran back towards the Mansion but only after taking some steps when I looked back and saw the only guard, running towards the sound, I changed my direction and hurried towards the bush.
I picked up my back pack and started climbing up the metal gate which was locked. I was always physically fit and participated in different sports. Also I am quite slim and hence within a few minutes I crossed the gate and disappeared in the darkness. I didn’t even try to look back, I just ran and ran….
(Back to the moment)
I look at my watch. It is almost 3.00 am. Soon the taxi stops at the beach and I get down after paying him. I walk towards a small area where there are rocks and boulders and hide myself in between two big rocks.
I am exhausted, tired, thirsty and sleepy. I take out a small bottle of water and drink half of it, not bothering about some that spills wetting my top. I rest my head on the rock and laugh! I am free from the marriage and from the hell of a life for ever!!
I feel sad for Nanny Agatha although, yet the happiness for the new freedom is more than my sadness. I have to now wait till morning and then I will move out of the town. Till the marriage time is over; actually till next evening, I will not come out of hiding. I am sure that my parents will spare no effort in finding me. They would have people looking for me everywhere! Airports, stations, hotels, resorts, friend’s place, churches…but I don’t think they will think of the beach. It is a place where I came whenever I was sad and no one knows about this place except for Bony. And Bony will never open her mouth.
Also this is the place where I will also lose my virginity after 348 days!
I have chosen a remote part among the rocks with a nearby small cave. I have to rest for long here and knowing this I have brought some dry snacks to take care of my hunger. I know I need a lot of strength and I can’t fall sick. I have everything planned. Tomorrow evening first I will go to a small Motel, may be one which my family won’t know or think of. Then I will start looking for a job. Any job! May be in a cafeteria, or a small restaurant, or a doctor’s clinic, anyplace which is not popular and will pay me enough to take care of my basic needs will do. Once I complete my college, I will move to another country. Till then I will have to keep low and hide well.
It is very cold outside and I had to sip the scotch from the small flask I carried along because even the thick coat, cap and the leather gloves which I am wearing now, are not enough to keep me warm, but I just need to survive! And I can do it!
Thinking all these I don’t realise when I fall asleep right under the sky, freezing in the cold.
Dear Santa,I have escaped somehow today! You know that I can love none other than you! You are my first love! You gave me the first feeling of true love! You gave me my first Kiss! And it will be you who will be my first again! I will not allow anyone to touch me! I won’t give my virginity to anyone!I am virgin for you! And I will lose my virginity only to you! I know you will keep your promise, you have always kept! I will look forward to next Christmas.Your and only yoursOliviaThird Party POV--12th January, 01.00 pm.“How many times will I have to tell you? I am not hungry! Leave me alone!” Olivia yells at Rose, who retrieves in fear closing the door.Olivia cries like a helpless child sitting at one corner of the room on the cold floor. She is starving since more than twenty four
Olivia’s POVBubbles start coming out of my mouth and I shake my head trying hard to hold my breath for little longer but I push my head out of the water and gasp for air, “HHAhhhhhhh!”I open my eyes and look at the white ceiling. I stare for a few seconds and again close my eyes and take a long breath! I dip myself fully under water again. Memories…there are so many!!
Olivia’s POV--The lights in the room is dim and I can’t see his facial expressions clearly though, but I feel as if there is a cold and fearful look in his eyes!I clench the towel tightly on my breast and take a step back! All my determinations and boldness is disappeared into the thin air, as I stand there shivering in fear looking at the beast! His eyes are red, as if he has not slept well and he is looking at me like a predator would look at his prey!The beast stan
Third Party POV—Olivia slowly opens her eyes again to a faint light. Although her head still aches and she feels weak, yet she is better than last time. She can open her eyes and with a little effort she pushes herself up on her elbows and sits on the bed with her back to the head board of the bed. She rubs her temples with her fingers; squinting her eyes closed. Her head still feels heavy and she is still in a daze!She looks around and slowly realisation dawns on her. She remembers her forceful marriage and his monster husband Ryan who has been her childhood nightmare! She looks around at the room; the room is huge with modern decorations and colours. There is a large closet at the right side of the bed, beside which is the door to the washroom with a broken lock; the floor is covered with an expensive carpet. To the left hand side is medium sized sofa with a centre table. On either side of the sofa are two doors which are slightly open. On
That day Olivia became weak due to fever and almost fell down on the floor near the study door. Once the door opened and every one hurried out, Olivia curled up on the floor. Nanny Agatha and Victor ran after the Bradleys but Caroline noticed Olivia sitting on the floor with her eyes closed and gave her a disgusted look! Olivia felt nothing since she was in a catch twenty two situation! If she marries Ryan and lives with him, her life will be hell! If she didn’t marry him and stays back, still her life will be hell! Her own mother won’t understand her. Nor would her father! She felt dizzy and weak and sat sobbing quietly with her eyes closed and head rested on the wall. Suddenly, she felt a sharp burning pain on her scalp! She screamed in pain and when she opened her eyes, she realised that Caroline, her own mother pulled her up by her hair and dragged her across the living her, pushing her roughly to Ryan who was just leaving behind his mother!
13th JanuaryOlivia gets up in the morning feeling a little better. Her fever was gone and apart from tremendous weakness, she had no other health issues. When she looked around, she found that she was alone in the room and there was no one around. She lazily went to the bathroom and brushed her teeth and completed her morning business. After taking a warm shower, she came out of the bathroom in a white bathrobe. She has dried her hair but water was still dripping down her body.She dried her hair with another small towel and sat on the sofa quietly. It has been two days since her life took a U turn! From &lsqu
“Madam, are you feeling better today?” Rose asks Olivia smiling warmly at her while placing a tray with breakfast and medicines on the centre table.Olivia doesn’t answer. She simply sat quietly looking out of the window.“You will be happy to know Madam that tomorrow Mrs Amanda Bradley and Miss April is coming to see you. They got worried about your health after they heard that you fell sick.” Rose said while making Olivia’s bed.Olivia was shocked and also felt sad knowing that now Amanda, who has always been kind to her and April who is her childhood friend is coming to see her. She doesn’t want more people to tackle! She is already fed up handling the maid who keeps appearing like a Genie without a lamp and Ryan who also appears like a torturous master with various new ways to humiliate and pain the captive! Olivia feels upset and tensed immediately. How will she misbehave with Amanda and April? But if she behaves we
“What is it Rose? You don’t feel scared today after coming from her room!” Rose looks at the Old cook, a woman of age around sixty, named Maria, and smiled shrugging and jerking her shoulders like a happy kid.Then holding Maria’s hands in hers, she said thoughtfully, “My Madam Olivia is not so bad you know. She had her juice today and didn’t shout at me!” Then again looking around to check that no one heard them Rose whispered to Maria pouting slightly, “I see so much of pain and sadness in her eyes! And I don’t know what to think but I feel as if she is not as cruel as she behaves. She does this purposely.” Pausing for a while Rose jumps to sit on top of the kitchen counter and then asks sighing, “I wonder why is she so sad?”Maria closes the distance between them and then lifting Rose’s chin with her finger, she says in a kind voice, “Child, don’t bother about the matters