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Vows Written In Silence
Vows Written In Silence
Author: LeeN

Chapter 1: He Wasn’t Prepared for Her Silence

Author: LeeN
last update publish date: 2026-02-02 10:20:01

The marriage had been arranged to prevent a war.

It wasn’t supposed to start one.

Bang.

The sound didn’t just hit the plaster. It split the air between them.

Raiyan’s fist was still in the wall. Knuckles white. Blood sliding down his fingers, warm at first, then sticky.

He didn’t feel it.

Behind him, Zoya didn’t move.

No scream. No slap. No what are you doing?

Just stillness so heavy it made his skin crawl.

“Zoya.” His voice came out ruined.

Nothing.

He turned halfway.

She stood near the bed, the dim light catching the tear in her gown—one shoulder slipping, skin exposed where his hands had been. Her hair was down, messy from him. Her arms hung at her sides like they weren’t hers.

Her eyes were open.

Tears kept falling.

Silent.

His heart ached so bad, he wanted to wipe her tears,

He took a step toward her. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to—”

She didn’t blink.

Didn’t wipe her face.

That scared him more than the wall, more than the blood, more than the heat still trapped in the room.

“I didn’t mean to lose it,” he said, quieter. “I thought we were past—”

“Past what?” Her voice cut through. Flat. Clear.

Raiyan swallowed. “I thought we were… safe.”

Zoya’s gaze lifted. Wet. Sharp. Not fragile.

He took a step forward, “I wasn’t trying to—”

“Humiliate me?” she finished for him. “For something you aren’t even sure about.”

His throat tightened. “That’s not what I wanted.”

“But it’s what you did.”

He stared at his hand like it belonged to someone else.

“You looked at me like I committed a crime,” she said quietly. “Do you know what that does?”

Raiyan’s chest hurt. “I was angry.”

“I know.”

“I was scared.”

“You didn’t ask.”

The tears didn’t stop. She let them fall like she was too tired to fight them.

“I stood there while someone else acted like I was in her way. I waited for you. And when you came back—this is what you chose.”

Raiyan’s breath turned rough.

“You left with him,” he said.

The accusation hung there.

Zoya’s mouth trembled once. Then she shut it down.

She wasn’t looking at him anymore.

She was looking through him.

Raiyan paced once, hand in his hair like it could hold him together. “He knew you,” he said. “He looked at you like he already had something.”

“That’s your fear,” Zoya said. “Not my truth.”

“But you didn’t tell me,” he shot back. “You knew him. You let him—”

“I left the room,” she snapped. “Don’t make it ugly because you can’t handle what you feel.”

Raiyan went still.

Because she was right.

“I thought…” His voice cracked. He swallowed hard. “I thought what we had meant I didn’t have to question it.”

“We had something steady,” Zoya said. “I thought you believed me. You don’t get to punish me for that. For trusting you enough not to explain every part of my past.”

Her eyes flicked to his bloody knuckles. Something softened—one beat.

Then it closed.

“You didn’t even ask,” she said. “You just accused and decided.”

Raiyan stepped toward her.

His hand caught her wrist.

Not hard.

Just instinct. Panic.

Zoya went still.

She looked down at his hand. Then up at his face.

“Let me go.”

Two words. No drama.

Raiyan let go immediately.

She stepped back, slow, creating space like it mattered.

Something in her shut off.

And that—more than her tears—hit him straight through.

He didn’t know what to do to fix it.

So he grabbed his jacket. His keys.

And left.

The front door slammed.

The echo stayed in the house after he was gone.

Zoya didn’t cry louder.

She didn’t move.

Raiyan sat in the car with his hands on the wheel.

Blood dried tight on his skin.

It still wasn’t as bad as the pain in his chest.

The villa loomed behind him. Dark. Silent.

Zoya was inside it.

He started the engine.

The driveway lights slid across the windshield as he rolled forward. He kept his eyes on the road because if he pictured her face again—those tears, that empty look—he’d do something stupid.

His phone lit up.

Evan: Where are you?

Then another name.

Elena.

He felt nothing. Just exhaustion. A heavy disgust that sat in his throat.

The name he wanted to see wasn’t on the screen.

It was behind the door he’d just slammed his life against.

He tossed the phone onto the passenger seat and gripped the wheel harder.

One thought wouldn’t stop circling:

He hadn’t just scared her.

He’d shown her the kind of man she’d never prepared for.

And if she decided she was done—if she kept looking through him like that—

His throat tightened. He swallowed and kept driving.

Because staying meant watching her disappear while standing right in front of him.

And he couldn’t survive that tonight.

Far down the road, beyond the villa gates, a car sat parked in the dark.

Lights off.

Engine quiet.

Watching.

A phone screen glowed.

A call connected.

“He just left.”

A pause.

“Is she alone?”

“Yes. Inside.”

“Good. Don’t touch her.” Another beat. “Just watch. Stay hidden.”

The call ended.

The shadowed car didn’t move.

It just kept watching the house.

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