FAZER LOGINThree days after Raymond returned, the world still didn’t feel real to Tricia.
People had come and gone from the house since morning, family, officers, old friends, neighbors bringing food and loud relief. Everyone wanted to see the man who had supposedly died and somehow walked back into life.
By evening, the noise finally thinned.
The house grew quiet.
Tricia stood in the kitchen staring at the sink, though there was nothing there to see. Her mind still moved in circles around the same impossible truth.
Raymond was alive.
Alive meant everything had changed again.
Footsteps sounded behind her.
She didn’t turn.
“You’ve been avoiding me all day,” Raymond said.
His voice was calm, but she heard the faint edge in it.
She turned slowly.
“I’ve been helping your aunt with the guests.”
He leaned against the doorway, arms folded loosely. In the softer light of the kitchen, the marks of what he’d been through showed more clearly. The thin scar at his temple. The slight stiffness in his shoulder.
But his eyes were exactly the same.
Steady. Watching her.
“You’ve helped enough,” he said. “Everyone’s gone.”
“Yes.”
Silence settled between them.
Tricia suddenly became aware of how close they were standing. Only a few steps separated them, yet it felt like an entire year lived in between.
Raymond studied her for a long moment.
“I thought about you the whole time,” he said quietly.
Her chest tightened.
“In the hospital,” he continued, “they said I was unconscious for two days after the crash. But I remember things. Not clearly. Just pieces.”
“What kind of pieces?” she asked softly.
“You, crying.”
Her breath caught.
“I heard you,” he said. “Or maybe I imagined it. But it kept me fighting.”
She didn’t trust her voice.
So she said nothing.
Raymond straightened and stepped toward her.
One step.
Then another.
Now the space between them was gone.
For months she had believed she would never see him again. She had mourned him. Spoken to photographs. Tried to learn how to breathe without him in the world.
Now he stood inches away.
Alive.
“You look like you’re seeing a ghost,” he murmured.
“I am,” she whispered.
Something softened in his expression.
He lifted a hand slowly, giving her time to move away if she wanted.
She didn’t.
His fingers brushed her cheek.
The contact was gentle at first, almost hesitant, like he needed proof she was real.
Her eyes closed automatically.
“I missed you,” he said.
The words were quiet.
But they carried the weight of months.
Her hand lifted to his wrist.
“Raymond…”
Before she could finish the thought, he pulled her into an embrace.
It wasn’t careful. It wasn’t restrained. It was desperate.
She felt the strength in his arms tighten around her, felt his breath against her hair as though he was anchoring himself to something solid.
“I thought I lost you,” he said against her shoulder.
“You did,” she murmured.
He pulled back slightly, frowning.
“What?”
She shook her head quickly.
“I mean… I thought I lost you too.”
He searched her face again.
There were questions behind his eyes, but something else was stronger.
Relief.
He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.
“You waited,” he said quietly, almost like a statement rather than a question.
Her stomach twisted.
But before she could respond, his gaze dropped to her lips.
The shift was sudden.
The room seemed smaller. Warmer. The air heavier.
“Tell me to stop,” he said.
She should have.
She knew she should have.
But the truth was simpler and more dangerous.
She had loved this man once with everything she had.
And standing here now, feeling the warmth of him, the familiar pull of his presence, the memories flooding back…
Part of her still did.
So instead of stepping back, she moved closer.
That was all the answer he needed.
Raymond kissed her.
At first it was slow, almost careful, as if he feared she might disappear if he moved too quickly.
But the moment she kissed him back, something inside him shifted.
The kiss deepened.
Months of grief and longing collapsed into the space between them.
His hands moved to her waist, pulling her closer. She felt the solid strength of him again, something she had thought was gone forever.
Her fingers curled into his shirt.
When they finally broke apart, both of them were breathing harder.
Raymond rested his forehead lightly against hers.
“I promised myself,” he said quietly, “that if I made it home… I wouldn’t waste another second.”
Her heart hammered.
“Waste it how?”
“Waiting.”
His eyes held hers now, serious.
“Before the mission,” he continued, “I was going to ask you something.”
She remembered.
The memory came back so clearly it almost hurt.
The night before he left.
The words he had almost said.
“You didn’t get the chance,” she said softly.
“No,” he agreed.
“But I do now.”
Her breath caught again.
“Raymond”
“I know everything’s been chaotic,” he interrupted gently. “And I just got back. But nearly dying changes things, Tricia.”
He took her hand.
“I don’t want to lose time anymore.”
She felt the weight of his fingers closing around hers.
Somewhere in the house, a door shut quietly.
Someone, leaving.
She didn’t have to look to know who it was.
Mark.
The thought flickered through her mind like a warning.
Raymond noticed the shift in her expression.
“What is it?” he asked.
“Nothing,” she said quickly.
But he was watching too closely.
“You hesitated.”
She forced a small smile.
“I’m just still trying to accept that you’re actually standing here.”
He studied her face for a long moment.
Then he nodded slowly.
“Fair.”
But the question hadn’t left his eyes.
Not entirely.
He squeezed her hand again.
“We’ll talk properly soon,” he said. “About everything.”
She nodded.
“Okay.”
He kissed her again before stepping back.
“Get some rest,” he said. “You look exhausted.”
“I am.”
He smiled faintly.
“I’ll see you tomorrow.”
As he left the kitchen, Tricia stayed where she was.
Her hand still rested on the counter.
Her heart still racing.
Because Raymond had returned.
And the love she once shared with him had reignited in a single moment.
But somewhere outside the house…
Mark was walking into the dark night alone.
And the triangle that none of them had spoken about yet had just become very real.
General Watson had indeed already started planning one.The discovery became obvious approximately four seconds after Tricia mentioned the naming celebration.The older man attempted to appear casual. He failed immediately.The moment she finished speaking, he straightened slightly in his chair. Then reached for his coffee. Then tried very hard not to smile. The effort lasted less than three seconds.Raymond noticed first. His eyes narrowed suspiciously."You've already thought about this."General Watson took an innocent sip of coffee."I don't know what you're talking about.""Dad.""I may have considered the possibility."Tricia laughed."You absolutely have a plan."The older man finally surrendered. A smile spread across his face."Maybe a small one."Raymond leaned back against the couch. The look he exchanged with Tricia carried identical disbelief. Neither of them believed the word small. Not for a second.Three days later they were proven completely correct. The naming celeb
The following Sunday arrived wrapped in bright sunshine and unusually cooperative babies. An event so rare that nobody trusted it.By nine in the morning, Daniel had eaten without protest. Lily had somehow remained cheerful for nearly an hour. Nobody was crying. Nothing smelled suspicious.And for the first time in weeks, Tricia managed to finish an entire cup of coffee while it was still hot.General Watson regarded the situation with deep suspicion."This feels like a trap."Tricia laughed. Raymond looked toward the twins resting side by side on a large blanket spread across the living room floor."They seem fine.""That's exactly why I'm concerned."The older man folded his newspaper."Children only become this quiet when they're planning something."Lily immediately sneezed. Daniel startled dramatically.Tricia burst into laughter. Raymond checked Lily's forehead. General Watson groaned. Some things would never change.The morning continued peacefully despite everyone's expectatio
The following week arrived quietly. No emergencies. No unexpected phone calls. No court hearings. No military investigations.For perhaps the first time in what felt like an entire lifetime, peace remained uninterrupted.The cottage settled into a comfortable rhythm shaped almost entirely by the twins.Morning feedings. Afternoon naps. Late-night crying. Coffee. Endless coffee.Tricia had slowly begun reclaiming parts of herself again. Her recovery continued steadily now.The pain that once followed every movement had faded considerably, allowing her to move through the house with increasing confidence. She still pushed herself too much occasionally.Raymond still noticed every single time. Some habits would never change.On a bright Thursday morning, sunlight streamed through the kitchen windows while Daniel slept peacefully inside a portable bassinet positioned near the dining table.Lily remained awake. Unfortunately. The baby girl had apparently discovered that staring intensely a
Raymond stood quietly on the deck long after General Watson's comment faded into the evening air.The lake stretched endlessly before him beneath the dying sunlight, its surface glowing gold and copper beneath the setting sun. Gentle ripples drifted across the water while distant birds crossed the horizon, disappearing slowly into the approaching twilight.Behind him, the cottage windows glowed warmly. Home. The word still felt strange sometimes. Not because he disliked it. Because for so many years he had stopped believing he would ever have one.General Watson leaned against the railing beside him. Neither man spoke immediately. The silence felt comfortable. Earned.The kind of silence shared by people who no longer needed conversation to understand each other.Eventually the older man folded his arms across his chest."You handled today well."Raymond stared out toward the lake."I didn't do anything."A faint smile touched General Watson's face."Exactly."The answer drew Raymond'
Three days after Lily's fever scare, the cottage finally settled back into something resembling normal life.Or at least the version of normal that existed when two newborns controlled every waking hour of the household.The morning began peacefully enough.Sunlight spilled across the lake beyond the windows while gentle wind moved through the trees surrounding the cottage. Inside, the smell of fresh coffee drifted through the kitchen, blending with the familiar scents of baby lotion, warm blankets, and exhaustion.Daniel slept inside the bassinet near the fireplace. Lily slept against Raymond's chest. As usual.At this point nobody questioned it anymore.The baby girl had developed a very clear preference for sleeping directly on her father whenever possible.Raymond secretly encouraged it. Everyone knew. Nobody bothered arguing.General Watson sat at the dining table sorting through accumulated paperwork while occasionally sipping coffee. The stack had grown surprisingly large over
It happened three nights later. Not a disaster. Not an emergency. But enough to terrify Raymond completely.The cottage had fallen quiet sometime after midnight. Rain drifted softly outside again while darkness wrapped around the lake and trees beyond the windows. Inside the nursery, only the dim glow of the night lamp remained, casting pale golden light across the cribs.Daniel slept peacefully for once. Lily did not.At first it sounded like ordinary fussing through the baby monitor downstairs. Tiny restless noises. Small cries. Nothing unusual.Tricia had barely started waking properly when Raymond was already moving. By the time she pushed herself upright in bed, he had disappeared from the room entirely.“Raymond…”Footsteps crossed the hallway quickly upstairs. Then silence. A strange silence.Tricia frowned immediately. Because normally Lily stopped crying the second Raymond picked her up. This time she did not.Another cry echoed faintly through the nursery. Sharpened now. Dis
Morning came slowly.Sunlight crept through the thin curtains of Raymond’s bedroom, stretching across the floor and climbing up the side of the bed.Tricia was already awake.She lay quietly beside Raymond, staring at the ceiling while his breathing remained slow and steady beside her.He looked pe
The message came late in the evening.We need to talk.Tricia stared at the words on her phone for a long time before responding.She had known this conversation was coming. Ever since Raymond returned, it had been hanging between her and Mark like a storm waiting to break.She typed slowly.Where?
The evening sky was turning orange when Raymond knocked on Tricia’s door.She had been sitting on the edge of the bed, trying to read the same page of a book for nearly twenty minutes without actually absorbing a word.“Come in,” she said.The door opened.Raymond stepped inside, carrying two cups
The house was quieter that afternoon.Most of the relatives who had crowded the place since Raymond’s return had finally gone home, leaving behind only the faint smell of food and the scattered evidence of celebration, empty cups, folded chairs, forgotten conversations lingering in the air.Tricia







