ログインPOV: LEONARD:
I couldn’t get into my suit for the wedding. I thought I would scale through with it. As the invitation cards went out and everything began to fall into place, I convinced myself I could handle this last private transaction. But standing in front of the mirror, staring at the suit, I realise I was about to cross an endless bridge… into a union I would never come out from, and one I would always regret. So I typed on my phone. After several unsent drafts, I finally messaged Erica the last one, stating I wouldn’t be available for the wedding. It wasn’t because Erica was the kind of woman I couldn’t fancy. Truth is, I’ve never fancied any woman. I don’t think I ever will. No, you are wrong. I’m not into men. I’m simply not into anyone. My heart has never fluttered. I don’t believe in love or flowers. To me, everything in life is business—transactions, benefits, profit margins. There’s no such thing as hearts for hearts, love for love. It’s always love for money. Hearts for gain. I knew postponing a wedding I never objected to at the last minute was madness, but I hoped a few more days would give me reason to agree. Not to please my mother, who begged me to marry her friend’s stepdaughter. Not even for Mr. Gerux, whose only wish is to have me as a son-in-law. For all I know, his wish wasn’t rooted in love and goodwill… it was strategy, ambition, greed. I only needed more time to prepare for a long journey like marriage. Preparation wasn’t from the financial aspect. I am rich. My father made sure of that, and I have tripled what he left behind, marking me the richest bachelor in the country. I could sponsor a thousand weddings, postpone them a thousand times, and still wouldn’t feel the debit alert. Preparations were to calculate my losses if the marriage happened. Marrying Erica would bring me no benefit. It would do her family a great favour. And I don’t do favours. I’m a man of counts and profits. So, when I heard Erica took off after reading my text, choosing flight over collapse, my losses flashed before my eyes. I nearly became a man abandoned at the altar by his bride. A man who couldn’t own a woman. That kind of headline? I hated the tag. I detested the near ridicule. So, I had to act. I had to bring her back and go on with the dâmn marriage. As my employee, Erica’s work phone was connected to our company tracking system—only activated when necessary. Finding Erica was a necessity. Within hours, I located her in an unfamiliar apartment belonging to an unfamiliar man. And Erica, she appeared… looking strangely lively. The last time I saw her with such light in her eyes was twelve years ago. She had been ten. I was almost sixteen. My parents, Nathan, and his chauffeur father had all travelled to attend Mrs. Gerux’s burial. After a while, I grew bored of the mourners and wandered through the estate. I found Erica and Nathan in the backyard, chasing butterflies, laughing like the tragedy didn’t touch them. She looked happy even though it was her mother’s burial ceremony. And Nathan… he looked like he’d just broken out of the Hays prison walls. Their joy meant nothing to me, except that I didn’t like it. When I returned to the country years later and found them still together, still happy… again, it meant nothing to me, but I still didn’t like it. Hence, I agreed to the marriage proposal. Not because I loved anyone. Not because I wanted Erica. But because the idea of wiping that flawless joy off their faces appealed to me… like a real business. And I did. Breaking them up drained Erica’s glow. But now, seeing her, she wasn’t smiling, yet she had that same liveliness about her. Like someone who had remembered how to smile again. Even more surprisingly, she yelled at me. Fiercely defended a man I’d never seen or heard of. Boldly called me a loser. A fool. The words shook me. But for a second, they impressed me. Erica has always been confident. But never around me. Maybe because I intimidate people, and she wasn’t immune… until now. However, I shoved her into my car despite her fight to stay behind. “Must I go home with you?” she snapped, struggling against the seatbelt I had just buckled. “Trust me, Erica, I don’t want you in my home either. But I won’t let you disgrace me.” I climbed into the driver’s seat and pulled off. Outside my home, reporters and paparazzi swarmed the gates. The moment they saw my car, they rushed forward like starving dogs on meat. Erica ducked instantly. I wouldn’t say she was afraid. More like unprepared. She didn’t expect this ambush. But I couldn’t blame her. We have kept our relationship a secret, off public digest. Whenever we appear in public together, we are either a boss and his employee or family associates. But she should’ve known—it was her doing—anything that hints at a scandal involving me will always attract media flies. With cameras flashing and microphones ready, I stepped out. Then went to her side. Erica was still trembling when I opened the door and helped her out. The cameras landed on her like claws. “Ms. Erica,” one reporter called out, “do you dislike being married to Mr. Hays?” “Ms. Erica,” another asked, closer this time, “did you really try to run away from Mr. Hays?” Their questions didn’t surprise me. What would thrill the tabloids more than hearing her confirm that I was the monster she wanted to escape? But what stunned me, truly stunned me, was when she hid against me. Her face was buried in my chest, her whole body fidgeting. I wasn’t supposed to react. But somehow, I felt a pull, an odd determination, to take her out of the chaos. “Mr. Hays!” another voice called as I turned to walk her inside. “Will there still be a wedding?” I paused. Looked at the reporter. Then looked down at Erica. She had lifted her head. She was staring at me. Into my eyes. Something she had never done before—not as my employee, not as my fiancée, not as my bride, and not as the woman I almost married. She would have rather done anything than look at me this way. But now…her gaze was steady. Tender. I didn’t understand what the attraction was, but something pulled me in, something magnetic. My eyes dropped to her lips. And before I could stop myself, I kissed her. Gasps rose from the crowd like waves crashing. Erica hesitated for a second…then melted into it as I deepened the kiss. And with every camera flash burning into our silhouettes, we kissed as though no one else existed.LEONARD: Dropping my jacket on another couch, I sat on the glass table in front of Eric, taking in his radiant face. It was still unbelievable how a man could be so beautiful. With naturally carved-sleek eyebrows, long lashes, full lips, and flawless cheeks…Eric could easily pass a woman. He did, clearly. Even as I had witnessed the thing between his legs, I still swore to myself that he was a woman. When I thought of it, Bernard was the one who had fallen for the wrong gender. He was the gay one, not me. Because all I did was fall for the woman in front of me, while he fell for a woman… claiming she was a man. Okay. I’m also becoming senseless. I lifted my hand to his hair, brushing the fallen strands from his face. Though he kept it short, it was still long enough to give him a feminine edge. He shifted at my touch, stretching and parting his lips slightly. The attraction came at once. The force—that pull to those lips…magnetised my reasoning. Before I could stop myself, I lea
LEONARD: ‘Explain things to Bernard?’ Eric thinks talking to Bernard would be cheap? And what exactly does he intend to say? Ask him to forget all they had because he is in love with his friend? Has Eric always been a dummy, or is he refusing to see the mess he’s made? He’s pulled Bernard and me into a suffocating triangle, forcing us to meet each other with racing hearts for the first time. I arrived at Vinelight first, as I wanted. Ordered food I knew neither Bernard nor I would touch. He wouldn’t have the appetite, and me…I wouldn’t dare fill up the space that was meant for the food waiting for me in the office. Exactly. I would be claiming that lunchbox as soon as I get back. Bernard slid into the chair opposite me, clearly avoiding my eyes. “You don’t look good, man,” I said. He looked worse than Eric. I had never seen him like this—It was disturbing. “And you’re healthy,” he shot back. “I suppose the whole backstab was meant for me.” “Don’t be sassy.” “I look like a w
LEONARD: The instruction was to grant his requests, but not let him leave the hotel. I didn’t want him out, not only to protect him from hungry reporters but to prevent this exact kind of collapse: him pulling me into a whirlpool of anxiety and shock. My hotel management would pay for putting me in this state of helplessness and breathlessness. “Should I let him in?” Tracey asked. He was already inside, slipping his cap from his head. Eric stood behind Tracey, and even as I looked past her, she hadn’t noticed. I couldn’t blame her. Eric looked like a walking ghost. With his dull eyes, pale lips and a too-thin frame, he was hardly visible. He wore a full male outfit—simple, casual—but disarmingly beautiful: a soft linen shirt with sleeves slightly rolled. The fabric clung just enough to hint at his slender body without flaunting it. Nothing about him screamed for attention, yet I found him seductive. Even the slim leather bracelet at his wrist seemed to whisper something persona
LEONARD: Bernard slipped away to his bedroom without us noticing. By the time Jimmy and I finished outlining how the investigation would begin, Bernard was already gone. It was better that way. I still hadn’t decided how to process everything about him and Eric, and I knew he was struggling too. It was best that we take our time in approaching that chapter. Jimmy, on the other hand, provided a perfect lead. He said Erica had met a woman during their trip. Something about the woman seemed off—he couldn’t place it, but with the chaos unravelling now, he believed she was the right place to start. “You should go back to Panila,” I said. The company trip had covered several cities in the country, Panila included. That was where Erica met the woman—and also where I’d taken Eric from. Panila was the hole worth digging. Jimmy drove me home, then went off to prepare for what would be a long investigation. The reporters had finally cleared from my gates. But online clips showed that they
LEONARD: I pulled up to the building, rode the elevator, and knocked as if I’d rented the whole apartment for Eric and his crew. I knew Erica would be inside…she’d have left the office with Jimmy the moment news about our wedding escalated, except she had come straight to this crib. The nerd opened the door and immediately slumped to the floor in shock. This is worse than I thought—he urgently needs rejuvenation. It’s becoming abnormal for a man to be so fragile. I wasn’t wrong. Erica stood behind the couch, taking in the scene with a shaky body. “Eric!” I called into the room, ignoring both of them. “Eric!” A door creaked, and Eric stepped out. He was still in the gown, eyes puffy, skinnier than he had been minutes ago. He looked pale, like he could collapse at any moment. My heart constricted at the sight. Yet, I coldly crossed the room to him. His eyes found mine. He opened his mouth to speak, closed it again. I hesitated, wondering whether to ask if he needed time to grab a
LEONARD: I couldn’t believe I was willing to hear him out. Maybe I needed a conviction. Except I wasn’t sure why. Because no matter what he said, it wouldn’t make him a real woman. I still wouldn’t own him. “Talk then,” I repeated when he said nothing but sob. “I didn’t mean to lie to you. To deceive you. It was a callous thing to do. I’m sorry.” “That’s it?” I asked after a few seconds of silence. “I…” He clasped his fingers together. “I was supposed to disappear before you found out about us. You weren’t meant to know. But the mission kept taking wild turns, forcing me to stay.” “What mission?” “About Erica and me. About our birth history.” “What about it?” “We…are biologically related.” Shit. They’re twins. Identically created. Not that I hadn’t suspected Lucia might be Erica’s sibling…but hearing it confirmed still disappointed me. I truly disliked the Gerux family. And now that I… Wait. What? What the hell was that impossible thought? “Leonard…” “What’s your name?”







