Kabanata 15.1

Hindi pa ako nagkakagusto kahit na noon. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang crush hanggang sa mag-grade five dahil tinanong ako ng classmate ko kung sino ang tipo kong lalaki sa klase namin. Pero kahit na ganoon ay hindi naman ako hirap na malaman kung ano ang nararamdaman ko. Alam ko kapag gusto ko ang isang bagay o tao. Ang kaibahan lang ay kapag bagay ang gusto ko alam kong pwede kong makuha pero ang tao? Walang kasiguraduhan.

I am always passionate about what I like and want but it won't be the same with this situation. No matter if he likes me... I don't think it would be okay. I am just too glad earlier to have thought that this would end well and it's fine... but thinking about it deeply, Osmond still has issues about her and himself. He is not fully fixed. 

I like him. I like Osmond. I still can't confirm if this is beyond like, but I am sure that I cannot fathom how much I adore him. I just suddenly felt that I like him so much. 

Tul