Eleanor tried to stop her hand from trembling as she raised another piece of cheese to Fann's mouth. It was just bite sized. He said she should time the morsels with his strokes. It had been working surprisingly well, but the act seemed so intimate somehow. It heated her blood and dried her mouth. He leaned forward, the oars swinging back above the water. His eyes held hers and his lips parted for the next bite. Tingles raced up her arm when his lips closed and slid along the pad of her finder. Fann winked at her as he leaned away, pulling the oars through the water. Her breathing grew shallow and she felt the wicked dampness between her legs.Why did it feel so good when he looked at her? She had never before enjoyed being looked at.She tore off a piece of bread for the next pass. Waiting until he made eye contact to get back up on her knees. He came forward again with his mouth open and she popped the bread in quickly, pulling back before he closed his lips this time. His mouth twitched up on one side while he chewed and his eyes seemed to sparkle as he leaned away from her.Eleanor licked her lips and tried to slow her heart.Why was feeding him making her feel like this?Surely the nuns hadn't had this reaction every time they fed someone in the abbey. But those people were ill or dying, not topless and well-formed. The shape of him mesmerized her and she itched to touch his chest to see if he was as firm as he looked. She swallowed hard, her eyes on his shifting muscles and her mind wandering so much she missed that he was ready for the next bite when he pulled forward again. She'd never seen a man as strong as Fann. Even the paintings in the nuns' books did not show all the solid muscle that was so clearly defined on the man in front of her. Was everything about him so hard?She had made him laugh once, the sound had been loud and startled her, but it had warmed her all the same. She had missed fun and laughter during her time at the abbey. It was a busy, calm life there with no time for anything other than work and prayers. The sisters had even pulled her away from cuddling with the baby animals when they caught her at it. Anything that brought her pleasure seemed to have been forbidden. Would it be possible to put some fun into every day now that she wasn't surrounded by the rules of the abbey? When she was wed, would her husband laugh and make merry with her, or only expect her to do her duty? Liam certainly hadn’t seemed to want her to talk much, and they had never laughed together. Could she do something to make this man laugh again? Would she like it if he did?Fann smiled. His wife's face was such an obvious mixture of desire, confusion, and longing. She would definitely not be a woman prone to many games of intrigue and deception, or if she were, she would not be good at it. Nothing irritated him more than lies. An honest wife was what he wanted most. He realized then that if she were honest if he trusted her, he would gladly give her the freedoms she sought. When he'd gone a dozen strokes without her remembering to give him a morsel he pulled forward and put down an oar."Some ale," his voice was more commanding than he’d intended. She dropped the bread and fumbled with the satchel for a moment before handing him the flask. He cursed himself silently for forgetting once again to gentle his tone. He caught her eye and smiled at her when she passed him the flask, hoping to take any sting she might have felt from his demand.A cool breeze whipped the hair back from Eleanor’s face and blew her shawl off one shoulder. She saw a flicker of something in Fann's eyes as he brought the flask to his mouth, but he just took his drink before giving it back, picking up the oar and returning to his steady rowing pace. Eleanor readied another piece of cheese and got up on her knees. Fann smiled, his lips parted as he slid towards her. Eleanor leaned forward and reached out towards him as if she were about to pop it in his mouth, then she sat back quickly and put it in her own mouth instead! She grinned at his astonished face. Fann's eyes widened, then he tossed his head back and barked laughter up into the cloudy sky. The sound made Eleanor jump, but then she smiled to herself and readied a piece of cheese, this time for him. She had no idea what had possessed her to tease him so, but she was glad she had made him laugh. Fann leaned towards
her with his smiling mouth open, then lunged forward to close his mouth over the cheese and suckle her fingers as he pulled away. Heat exploded from her core at the warm, wet pull of his tongue and lips on her flesh, making Eleanor gasp as shefelt her nipples harden. "I got that one," He said around the mouthful. Eleanor licked her lips, her eyes fastened on his mouth.After a few more bites Fann scowled and shook his head. "I think that's enough for now." She followed his eyes to the sky behind her and saw a line of dark clouds on the horizon. She looked behind him, glad to see the land was clearly visible now. Soon they would be on solid ground. Eleanor pulled her shawl around her shoulders to keep out the cooling wind and sat cross-legged at Fann's feet watching him row."What is going to happen once you get me to my father’s keep?" Fann took a moment to consider how to respond to her question. He didn't want to lie to her, but he'd rather not spill out that they were wed and he had been given the Lairdship of her clan and all the land that had been her father’s. She had justtold him how much she wished to make some choices for herself, it would be better if she came to like him before knowing her fate had been decided for her. They had a long way to travel together and could get to know each other along the way. Perhaps if she decided she wanted to marry him before she found out she was already his, she wouldn’t feel he was being forced upon her."What do you want to happen?" He asked cautiously, his eyes fastened on the rising clouds that were moving towards them faster than he'd hoped.She sighed and looked out to sea. "I discovered when I had twoand ten years that what I want will never matter. First, my life will be as my father chooses, which was why I was stuck in the abbey. There I had to do as the nuns dictated. Then once my father decides who I will wed, my life will be as my husband decides. What I want won’t ever matter.”“Then why do you ask?”“I have not been around men in many years and know not how they think. I hoped you might have some idea what I can expect of both my father and whomever he sells me to.""Sells you to!""Women like me are bought and sold for the good of the clan or at least that of their father's tally of gold. Even the nuns didn’t try to deny the truth of it. Since money and land is being exchanged for my body and my life, I am being sold. I have no say in it and nobody considers what my life will become or what my opinion is on the matter. No different than a slave or chattel."Fann rowed silently for a moment. He'd never thought of a bride price as the selling of a woman, but she had the right of it. Eleanor and her clan had been given to him by the king as a prize. No more thought was given to her wishes than to how the sheep felt about a new Laird who would decide which of them would live to lamb next spring. It wasn’t as though she’d had any say in the accumulation of her father’s debt, she hadn’t even been living in the keep for years, but she was certainly being used as a way to pay forhis mistakes."If it were up to you lass; if someone made it possible for you to choose, what would you want to happen?" The swells were growing larger. Fann checked over his shoulder, glad he could see the beaches below the cliffs now. At least the waves were still helping propel them to shore."What I would like most would be to have complete control over who I wed. My father had promised I could choose between men he sent, but that is really still him choosing.”“Anything else?”“I would like to be able to spend some time with my sister. We were so close when we were little. Then one night I woke up in a buggy on my way to the abbey without even the chance to say goodbye to my sister or my mother. At first, I thought I was there because I'd come into my womanhood. That made me think Eliana would be brought in a year or so, when she...""Had her first courses?" Eleanor nodded."But she never came. Not even to visit. She is not quite two years younger than I am, surely she is a woman by now.""Why do you think she wasn’t sent?""My mother told me in a letter that all the gold they could spare had been given to the abbey to take me in and keep me to my majority. There wasn’t enough to send both of us, so he sent me, to protect his heir.""Lairds oft provide for the heir first. Even with males the heir is educated and raised to lead, the spare only receives the same if there is a surplus of coin.”"That is what I told myself as well. That and perhaps no man had offered for her at as young, if that was indeed the reason I was taken away with such haste. I wanted to believe it was just a matter of coin. It was better than the alternative.""And what was that?""I was simply more bother than Eliana." Fann's heart clenched at the thought of a young lass feeling she had been sent away as punishment."What makes you say that?""They never visited and rarely wrote. Even my mother wrote less and less and eventually stopped writing all together. When I told the nuns my suspicions they agreed that the abbey was where fathers tended to send their wayward daughters." Finn was silent for a moment. There was nothing he could say to that. His family had been proud when a warrior hadrequested to take him to be trained. He had worked hard to better his life and make his father proud. Eleanor had been abandoned to strangers."Was your sister quiet and obedient?""Quiet anyways," Eleanor shrugged and looked over the sea. "I usually got blamed for our misadventures even if they were her idea. I don't know if she had any after I left. I would like to get to know her again," she sighed, shaking her head sadly. "But it will never be. I will be married before the summer solstice, my birthday,to whatever man my father wants to take his place as Laird. Eliana will be wed to some wealthy man in London. Or perhaps she has already wed him since mother had only insisted we be eight and ten before we wed.A new laird for me, and a British noble for Eliana. That was father’s plan.""Plans change.""I doubt he will alter them much unless mother birthed him a boy since I left and they forgot to tell me. Even then his plans won’t be changed with any thought to me.”Fann was liking the old MacDonald less by the minute. “I’m sure he would want to be sure you are safe and happy.”“If fathercared about my happiness he would not have left me in the abbey all this time without a single visit from my family. The only safety in the island abbey areits isolation and its walls. The men who took me faced no resistance. Obviously, safety was not a huge priority when her father chose that location. I would be hard to find, but once found taking me was a simple matter."The boat rocked enough that Eleanor grabbed the side and looked slightly scared."There is a storm coming," Fann said gently, wanting her to be aware, but not terrified. “It may get rough. Hopefully, we will not have to hurry from the boat.""It is good we are nearly there." He peered over his shoulder, the dark clouds stretched behind them now, even over the land. He could see the waves crashing on the shore. It was probably near enough, but he still hoped to reduce the distance. He doubted the boat would make it all the way. Eleanor however hadn't yet realized ‘hurry from the boat’ meant they might have to swim for it. He was quite sure she would panic once she did."Yes," he agreed, hoping to keep her calm as long as possible. "Do you see that little dip in the ridge of the cliff?""The one with a little gap and tree on one side?""Yes. that's the cove I was aiming for. The cliffs drop off quickly once we get into the inlet. There is a rocky beach, then some trees. The croft is hidden around a bend at the end of the beach. Behind it there is a field that looks as though it was once well tended, but has lain empty at least a year.""I wonder why?""These things happen." Lightening streaked across the sky and Fann cursed silently. If he were a religious man he would be begging the heavens to keep the lightning away from the water. He'd seen men struck dead when lightning hit the ocean while they swam."It is amazing how you managed to get us there straight away, even with your back to the land." He nodded, knowing it was more good luck than skill. He had aimed them for the coast, the tide had guided them to the inlet purely by chance. Especially over the last couple of hours, since he had decided they simply needed the first piece of land they could reach and had not checked his direction at all. He'd picked up his pace and put every ounce of strength into each pull on the oars, but it was obvious to him that it wasn't going to be enough. The waves were tossing the boat and it would soon overturn. He cursed, knowing that it was time for her to be ready, even if she panicked."Undo your laces.""What!""If the boat fills with water your dress will need to come off quickly so we can swim.""No!" The squeak in her voice as she grabbed the bodice at her neck told him she now understood."Eleanor, please, as a precaution. I promise you we will stay in the boat as long as we can, but we may have no choice. It is best to be ready. Take off your dress." Instead, she pulled her shawl more tightly around her shoulders."Leave it" he commanded, "the wool will get heavy." She picked up the satchel. He could see the panic in her every move and ached to make her feel better, but the last wave had crested over the edge of the boat. It had left water around his feet and was soaking her skirts. He didn't have the time to coddle her."Why are you not undoing your laces?" His voice was angry. Eleanor scrunched up her forehead. "Obey me in this! I will not leave you and your modesty is not worth our lives.""I can't swim!""I will swim for both of us. Please, Leannan." Another wave broke over the side of the boat, rocking it nearly to the point of tipping. Thunder clapped again and the rain began to pour from the sky.Eleanor watched Fann pull on the oars, trying to keep his promise to stay in the boat as long as possible, but she realized it was hopeless. Being stubborn would gain her nothing.She turned away from him, tears in her eyes as her fingers fumbled uselessly with the soaking wet knots. They were too wet and her fingers too unsteady. Suddenly the cold edge of a blade ran down her back, then all her clothing slid away. She gasped, grabbing at her bodice."Leave it" he commanded, "the fabric will pull us under."He spun her around, ripping the garment from her hands and tossing it over the side of the boat. His lips came down on hers in a ferocious kiss and he crushed her naked chest against his. "You must trust me, Leannan. Allow me to hold onto you, but do not grab at me, you could pull us both under. We are not far from shore. I will not let you go. I can get you there if you will just trust me." He did not wait for an answer but spun her around and put one arm under her breasts as he launched them both into the frigid waters of the Atlantic ocean.Hello readers! I'm a new writer in Goodnovel, so if you're enjoying my novel, please leave some gems or a thumbs up and purchase locked chapters. This will help move my book up in the rankings so more people can see my work. Thank you!
Eleanor gasped, then held her breath as they dipped under the surface. Fear gripped her and her hands grabbed onto Fann’s arm around her chest. She thrashed about trying to get out from under his arm. Up and out of the water. Then the thought that Fann had promised not to let her go hit her and she remembered him telling her not to struggle or she would pull them under, so she stilled. The feel of him behind her filled her with the strength to stop her struggles. Their heads broke above the waves and she gasped for air, forcing herself to relax against him as he had asked her to. She heard him curse and felt his arm tighten around her. She could feel his legs moving beside hers. She turned her head and saw a dark line that she assumed to be his other arm, moving up over the water, then down and coming up by his hips. Was swimming similar rowing? Her arm was not as strong as his, but perhaps she could be of some help rather than simply lying on top of him.She took one hand and tried
“It seems we are both in need of the soup,” Fann said from the bed, “however, you have the advantage of full body coverage.”Eleanor grasped the sheet to her breasts as she turned. “I am sorry. I saw no other way to cover you.” His eyes flicked over the blanket. “Fill me a bowl of soup then, and I’ll eat here. We’ll worry about how to cloth ourselves once our bellies are full. At least you are awake and the rain has stopped. Today should be more enjoyable than yeterday.”“I would think anything would be more enjoyable than being forced to swim in the sea during a storm.”He was silent as she handed him the wooden bowl of soup. Catching one of her hands in his and holding on until she looked at him. “That was more than a day ago Eleanor. You have been two days without waking, this would have been the third night if you had not woken. She pulled her hand from his and eased herself back onto the chair.“Whole days?”“I was beginning to fear you had been frozen during our escape and woul
A bath and a gentle brew from the healer had Eleanor feeling much more herself. She trailed contentedly behind the maid who was leading her to the main hall for dinner. Loud male laughter drifted down the hall towards them. She could hear Fann's laughter among them.“The king gifted you a lass who has been sequestered since the cusp of womanhood?” More laughter. The maid’s steps faltered and she glanced back at Eleanor before hurrying forward as if attempting to get them to the hall before the men could say too much more. They were laughing and talking over each other but Eleanor could still make out much of what was said.“Did she faint dead away when she learned what a poking by her new husband entailed?”“She looked just a wisp of a thing, how did she survive your wedding night!”“Surly he could have found someone better prepared to your penchant for afflictive rutting!” Eleanor swallowed, her hands clasped to her stomach. “How did he think an innocent thing like that could ever s
Eleanor woke slowly the next morning to the sound of birds and the laughter of children. She smiled to herself and stretched comfortably on the soft bed, then sat up with a start and looked around the room.After Fann had left her last night, she’d struggled to move the settee back near the fire and covered it with furs. She’d changed herself into a wonderfully soft night dress and curled up on the settee, leaving Fann the bed. Obviously, he had moved her because she, and the furs, were tucked up on one side of the bed. The other side had definitely been slept on, but it was now empty. Bread and honey were on the table by the settee for her to break her fast. Eleanor got up and padded over to the window, pulling back the fur to let in the sunshine. Everything about this was different from waking up in the abbey. She felt rested for one thing, even the settee had been more comfortable than her pallet at the abbey with it’s prickly straw mattress and scratchy, patched blankets. The tol
“I am sorry Fann, I thought you were out so I came to see if Lady Eleanor was ready to rise.”“She is up Duchess and feeling more energetic today. Did you find a devantiere that will suit my lady wife?”“I happen to have just had two new ones made and I thought this blue would compliment her eyes. I loved the colour, but it does not suit me well. We will just have some maids fit it to her before her ride. It won’t take long.”“What is a devantiere?”“Well,” the Duchess said, blushing slightly, “it is a French invention. A most useful but slightly scandalous dress. I’m sure if the Duke knew what they were about I would not be permitted to own one, but they are most practical. You see?” She held the top of the dress to her chest and lifted one side of the skirt out showing a long slit right up the back of it.“Oh my!”“Well... yes. Exactly. You see the hidden gap makes it so that when you ride astride your skirts do not pull up and show your legs. It is far more comfortable as well. The
Fann rode in silence behind the row of women on horseback, grateful to Claire for finding the company to keep Eleanor insulated from those who might reveal the truth to her but also cursing her for having the women always around. The morning after Beatrice had made her presence known, all four of Claire’s sisters had descended on them. Along with their throngs of children! Eleanor had been caught up in the happy chaos of it all ever since. He loved to see her smile and hear her laughter. He had a feeling there had been very little of that in the last eight years of her life. Here she woke every morning with a smile and it rarely left her lips. On top of going riding at least three times a day, there had been copious quantities of daisy chains and picnics. Eleanor had even played at swords with the wee lads! The children all adored her. In the evenings there were games of checkers or readings in the Duchess’s private solar where her husband’s guests were not permitted to go. By the t
It turned out the solar really had been on the way to the hidden room. Claire and Eleanor had collected the mead and glasses from a shelf while Honora and Annora lifted a tapestry away from the wall and bid Fann push the wall aside for them. It had opened into a room about half the size of the solar. There were a few older looking furs on the floor, a bench along one wall, and a good supply of candles as well as a privacy screen in one corner which concealed a chamber pot. He’d been careful not to pinch the tapestry as he pushed the stone door back into place. They would be well hidden in the unlikely event that whomever had shot the arrow was part of a group and penetrated the castle.“What is that man doing in here!” The oldest lad had demanded as soon as the door was closed. “He should be out protecting the castle!”“His name is Fann, that is Lord Kilkern to you and he is a guest of your father’s, besides that, he is here as our last defence,” the countess explained. “Why is he no
Eleanor stood back against the bookshelves and watched the chaos in the room. Men came and went, reporting to the Count, who sat in a large chair with Annora on his lap. He was older than Eleanor had expected, his grey hair showing only a touch of the blond tones that his youngest daughter had. Nannies carried the sleeping children off to the nursery, the older children pounced on the trays of tarts and pastries that had been brought up. A healer was in attendance with a calming brew for Honora, who apparently had a habit of fainting when she was confined in a small room for too long. The other women sat on the sofa’s fanning themselves until maids came to see them to their rooms. Fann exchanged words with some of the guards and teased the older lads. He seemed to be far more relaxed than the other men in the room and even laughed a little now and then. Every time he looked in her direction Eleanor blushed and looked at the floor, the memory of the liberties she had taken was too shar