"'He always comes to me, first he goes to admit if he likes me. I don't know that what they say is just a lie. But I don't want to believe it because he has broken my trust so much. So what I did was I didn't miss the opportunity. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but because I'm too tired to explain, I didn't tell you. I thought I could do it alone, I thought everything would be fine. when I do this alone but it's not because I'm alone, I'm already hurting. "He wiped away my tears and hugged me tightly. I thought he would disappear because of what I did but now he tries to take care of me. I love him, I will not hesitate to choose him over and over again because he also chose me during the times when I was hurting over and over again. He chooses me even though I'm so toxic. It shouldn't be like this but no, you indeed have to be good at love."When I keep telling you you have nothing else to do but keep quiet, when I found out what you did I was really angry but I can't stan
"Good afternoon, Zekailah." Zac's father shook hands and Zac's mother kissed me on the cheek.This is literally what makes me nervous because I am now facing Zac’s family. They have family gatherings so everyone is invited. It's embarrassing but I have to interact with them.When Zac and I sat down I pulled on the dress I was wearing and pulled it closer to me. He didn't even give me a clue that we were going to this place."You're annoying you didn't just tell me we were going here, I don't know what to do I don't even know them. I thought we were just taking a walk but suddenly you brought it here. I want to cry!" closed I told him.He immediately laughed so I slapped his arm. I shuddered with extreme annoyance. I don't think it's like this, I suffered for what I did but why did he put me in a situation like this."It's ok with them, you'll get used to it especially when you meet them. Especially my cousins because they might not let you go. I had a girlfriend before. I laugh beca
The jungle here, I wouldn’t have known it. I'm a little scared but since I'm with Zac, I try to trust that there are no ghosts here. I have been afraid of ghosts since I was a child.Zac was cooking our dish, it was late at night and there were no people there. I was just waiting for him to finish the dish he was cooking for us. I don’t know where we are. I just roll my eyes around, there is no burden here because the houses are a bit dilapidated. I wanted to ask Zac how he found out about this place but I didn’t have time to ask thatHe was focused on the conversation he had earlier.We were able to get dressed, I only wore a T-shirt and his boxer shorts. He also wore shorts and a T-shirt. I don't ask him any more questions because I know that you will all work your way up. I just want to know and he’s not telling me.I want to go home so we can rest but we're still here, I don't know when we'll go home so I'm worried. I can't sleep in a place like this, I'm scared because it's so da
Zachary's Pov.In Kailah's desire to get revenge she made a decision that would either mistreat me or hurt me. But because I love her so much I try to understand what she wants to happen.I can't stop her anymore and it's a good decision she wants. The only problem is that I might not be able to cope without her by my side and I can see her with another man.I am selfish?I don't know if I'm feeling it right. I tried to organize myself so that I could help him with our plan, but in this situation, I could not help but be jealous or angry.But I will sacrifice this shit. I know I'm getting annoyed about this but for her vengeance, I will sacrifice. I sighed and stood up, I needed to get dressed because I was leaving. I didn't know I would take him with me but I have to focus on work now because I haven't been able to work properly for a few days."I have to go to James, you know it's not a joke so he won't be teased, I also can't leave without saying goodbye to you because why are you
Zekailah's POV.I was nervous, my mind was confused and I didn’t know what to do. I have never come to this point in my life and I regret what I did.I know he knows all this but why do every time I look at him I get so hurt. His eyes were not the same as before. Everything should be fine but I can't understand myself. There seems to be something wrong and I don’t know if it’s right.I don’t know if I’m going to continue this but I’m scared, I’m scared to come to the point of losing him in my life too. How am I when I get to that point?When he let go of my hand I was no longer surprised he would get angry. I didn’t know what I needed to do. I immediately sat down, he was still the one I cared about. He had already left but he had to go back to their building. I'm sure he'll go straight to our house."Hey," I heard James say and immediately took my hand.I sighed and shook. I don't know if it's right yet. I didn’t look at him and my finances the way I looked at our food. I can’t figur
Zac and I had just finished lunch when his secretary arrived. He just told Zac about their work and left immediately. I've been here in his office all day to make up, since I talked to James I've rarely been here with him.I'm not needed here but if he wants to be with me, I'll just give it to him. I want to be with him again because I miss his care so much.Right now I’m sitting in his swivel chair because he’s squeezing my foot. It hurts because I always wear heels. I told him that it was okay even if he didn't massage it because I was also used to my foot hurting because of the heels but he wanted me to do nothing but hold my foot to him."You should be wearing flat shoes so it doesn't hurt too much. Your foot is red because of these heels," he said and removed the heels on the other side of my foot."I don't have flat shoes, I only have heels," I said and frowned.He just sighed and shook his head. I know he sees that I only have heels because it's all in the cabinet."Let's buy l
"Kailah?" I heard Zac call me. It's a good thing he's here because I don't have him yet, maybe Kilah and I will get hurt here again.My blood is still too hot for her, I might not be able to measure her and I will suddenly strangle her. I just washed my hands before I went out.Kilah ignored me either, she was just stunned when I said that. I don't know but she doesn't seem to have done anything. She just really wants to start a mess perp she can't end it.When I came out of the rest room I immediately saw Zac waiting for me. He was calm but I could see the concern on his face. I approached him and clung to his arm.I just smiled to let him know I was okay. I was not affected by what Kilah said, first she must be angry because of her husband's approach or looking at me."Are you okay baby?" he asked me."Of course, no worries, Kilah and I didn't fight, her blood was just too hot for me so that's how it got better," I said.He nodded and then we left the restaurant. We will buy more fl
"Eat first, then fix your things later," Zac told me.We have been here at Villa Flor for two hours. Zac also ordered us to bring the things we needed here, so when the items arrived, I arranged them immediately. More on are my things here.He only sent a few because we were only here for two days. As a woman, I am very artistic so I need a lot. There are also falls nearby. It was a staycation and fun because I didn’t know how Zac found out about it.Later we will have a bonfire. It's okay to have a bonfire. There are also beers so we can drink anytime. What I don't want is that we won't see the sunrise tomorrow but Zac says we'll just go to the falls so we don't get bored.It's even better than just staring at our house and having nothing else to do. Next month I plan to apply for a job so that I won't be bored at home.My plan with James continues as well, I really can't afford to miss what they both did. I also prefer it to end quickly because Zac and I might be on vacation in New