LOGINEmma’s POV
The sharp buzz of my phone dragged me out of sleep. I groaned, pulling the blanket over my head. Who in the world thought it was a good idea to ruin such a perfect morning? Without even checking the screen, I grabbed it and pressed it to my ear.
“Hello?” My voice was still thick with sleep.
“Since when do you sleep past nine?” Maddie’s laugh carried through the line.
I blinked. “What time is it?”
“Almost ten. Did some hot guy keep you up all night?” she teased, clearly enjoying herself.
Her words hit me like ice water, and I shot upright in bed. My heart skipped. Maddie… if only you knew. A hot guy did keep me up all night, your brother. Unless… God, what if that had only been another one of my dirty fantasies about him?
But I did not have to question it for long. A solid, warm arm, tattoo and all, was resting heavy across my waist. My stomach twisted into knots. Oh no. This was not a dream. It was real. I had actually slept with my best friend’s brother. That officially made me the worst best friend on the planet.
“No, just a late night,” I lied, forcing out a laugh. My chest tightened with guilt.
“Well, that is boring,” she scoffed. “Anyway, I am meeting Zane for lunch. He told me to invite you. Want to come?”
Panic shot through me. Lunch with Maddie and Zane? Absolutely not. That was a nightmare waiting to happen.
“I will pass. You two go ahead. He has not been back long, so you should have time together,” I said quickly.
And of course, that was the exact moment a low laugh rumbled right next to me. Zane. Awake. Listening. Perfect.
“You sure?” Maddie pressed.
“Yes. Just you and him. I will see you tonight,” I answered, rushing the words.
She seemed satisfied with that, and the second I relaxed, Zane decided to test my patience. His mouth brushed my neck, his hands sliding over my bare skin like he had all the right in the world.
Seriously? I was on the phone with his sister. His sister. What kind of man does that?
I shot him a glare, but he ignored it completely, moving lower until his lips trailed across my stomach. My breathing quickened no matter how hard I tried to stop it. I bit down on my lip so hard it hurt, anything to keep from making a sound Maddie would hear.
“Maddie, I… um… need the bathroom,” I blurted with a laugh. The dumbest excuse ever, but it worked. “I will call you later, okay?”
She bought it. I ended the call fast, tossed the phone aside, and turned on him.
“What is wrong with you? That was Maddie!”
“I know.” His grin was pure trouble. “I am horny. Mornings make it worse.”
“You could not wait until I was off the phone?” I hissed.
“Nope,” he said easily, without a trace of shame. “And do not act like you are not just as turned on.”
“That is not the point,” I shot back, trying to hold my ground.
But his smirk only deepened. He kissed his way back up my body, his hard length pressing against me until a sound slipped past my lips. Damn it. I was supposed to be angry, not aching for more.
“That is exactly the point,” he murmured. “Stop pretending. Let me have you again. You know you want it.”
I glared at him, fighting the way my body betrayed me. “What makes you think I would let you touch me again?”
Of course I wanted him. Who was I kidding? But that did not mean I would let him think I was easy. Last night… last night was everything. The way he touched me, the way he moved, the way he knew exactly what to do, it was the best I had ever had. And maybe it felt even more intense because I had been wanting him for so long. For me, it was perfect. And from the way he had groaned and called my name, I knew he had felt the same.
“Everything about you tells me you do,” he said against my skin. “Your cheeks are warm, your eyes are darker, and if I do this…” His hand slipped between my thighs, brushing over my folds. “…I will find you already wet for me.”
A sharp cry tore from my lips as my back arched against his hand. He was right, I was already wet for him. I had been from the second his mouth found my neck. He knew exactly how to unravel me, his fingers sliding over me with slow, deliberate strokes that left me trembling. My eyes slipped shut, soft breaths spilling out faster than I could control. It probably was not even healthy how quickly he could get me to this point.
Then his mouth crashed onto mine, rough and hungry, his tongue claiming me with urgency. I moaned into him, wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him back with the same heat that was consuming me.
Before I could even steady myself, two of his fingers sank deep inside me, making me cry out as my hips jerked upward. He drove into me with no restraint, fast and relentless. My head tipped back, my lips parting as pleasure pulsed through every inch of me.
“Oh God!” I gasped, pressing desperately into his hand.
It only took moments before everything snapped, my body shaking hard as release tore through me. He kept moving until every shiver finally faded, leaving me limp beneath him.
“Now I am going to have you,” he growled.
“Yes!” The word burst out of me before I even had time to think. My body was still quivering from the high, but I did not care, I needed him inside me.
His mouth claimed mine again as my legs locked around his hips. Then he thrust into me in one hard stroke, pulling cries from both of us. He set a brutal pace, driving into me with the same force as his hands, and I could not get enough.
When it ended, he pressed one last kiss to my lips before pulling out and slipping off the bed. He cleaned up quickly, disappeared into the living room, and came back tugging on his clothes. I propped myself up, watching him quietly. I already knew where this was going. He had gotten what he wanted, and now he was leaving. I should not have been surprised. Honestly, I had not expected more.
“You should come to lunch with us,” he said as he sat on the edge of the bed, pulling on his socks.
“I cannot face Maddie right now,” I admitted, clutching the blanket tighter around me. “I feel guilty about all of this.”
“You are going to have to face her sooner or later. And you should not feel guilty for something you enjoyed. Should we be doing this? No. But she does not have to know. Like I said before, it can be our little secret.”
I dragged a hand through my hair, letting out a long breath. I hated lying, especially to her. If she ever found out, she would never forgive me. And honestly? I would not blame her.
“I know, but that does not make me feel any less guilty,” I said quietly.
“You will stop feeling bad soon enough. Just come with us. I promise I will behave.” His lips curved into that familiar smug grin. “Call her back and tell her you changed your mind.”
Maybe he was right. At least it would get me out of the house. I gave a small nod. Maddie would be thrilled anyway. What I could not figure out was why he had asked her to invite me in the first place. He had never done that before. Then again, we had never slept together until last night… maybe his reasons were different now.
“I will see you at lunch. And thank you… for last night, and this morning.” His eyes darkened as he smirked. “I cannot wait to see what else you and I can get up to, sexy.” He even winked, like the arrogant man he was.
He gave me a quick kiss before heading out of my apartment. I dropped back onto the bed, shaking my head in disbelief. He actually wanted me. After all these years? Just the thought sent a thrill racing through me.
It had taken ten years for anything physical to happen between us. And honestly? I was fine with that. Most of what I had felt for him since I was seventeen had been raw, physical attraction. My lips curved into a grin before I could stop myself, and I even wiggled like a ridiculous teenager right there on the bed. Really, Emma? Over the top much? Maybe. But I had wanted this for so long, and now I finally had it.
I forced myself to calm down, pulling out my phone to text Maddie that I would come after all. She replied almost instantly, thrilled at the change.
Finally, I dragged myself out of bed. The sheets reeked of sex, sweat, and guilt, so I stripped them off before heading into the shower. The hot water soothed my skin, rinsing me clean, and for a few minutes, I let myself just breathe. When I stepped out, I started getting ready for lunch. He promised he would behave. He had better keep that promise. I just needed to act normal. I could manage it for one lunch… hopefully.
Bella’s POVThey checked me three times because Raymond would not stop asking. Other than the marks on my neck, I was fine. Rex’s hand had left a clear sign there, like he wrapped his fingers around my throat and decided to leave proof. My wrist had a dark blue mark too, from how hard Raymond had held me. I did not mind that one. My shoulder had been pushed out and forced back in, and it hurt like fuck. My ribs and back were covered in marks from the rope I had tied around myself. There was glass in my hands and legs. Still, I was alive. The baby was fine.The boys were not the same. Thomas had no marks on his body, but his mind was broken in ways no scan could show. Jemson had a head injury and his forehead was torn open. What hurt them inside was far worse than what showed on the outside.I was cleared to go home. They were not. They were admitted, and Raymond and I agreed to stay the night with them.Hospitals used to feel safe to me. They used to feel like shelter. Whenever life b
BellaThey checked me three times because Raymond insisted. The result was a lot of fuss over not much. Some bruises on my neck, a parting gift from Rex, I guess, a real hands-on kind of souvenir. A dark blue circle wrapped my wrist where Raymond had held on, and I did not mind that one bit. My shoulder got popped out and then back in, and that hurt like a motherfucker. I had marks on my ribs and back from the rope, and some glass bits they picked out of my skin. But I was okay. The baby was okay.I could not say the same for the boys. Thomas looked fine on the outside, but his mind was in a bad place. Jemson had a broken head, a real concussion, and his heart was just as broken. They had to stay. The doctors said they would be dealing with this for a long time, maybe forever, with all the fear stuck inside them now. Raymond was talking in a low, serious voice about getting them the best of everything.I was free to go home. But we would not be going. We would stay the night. Raymond
RaymondPounding on his door was useless. I could have kicked the damn thing in and charged in like some fucking action hero, but I stopped myself. What if Rex hurt Bella or the boys? I had to be smart. You see it in movies all the time, startle a crazy person and they do something insane. So I made him think I’d gone. When he asked, I’d already knocked on the neighbors’ doors, but nobody answered.I ran downstairs to the apartment right under Rex’s. An older woman in a nightgown answered, her eyes wide. I didn’t wait, I stepped inside, telling her why I was there as I moved straight for her balcony. I was looking for a way up, a pipe, anything to climb… but what I saw were two small shoes, swinging in the air.“Is that… what I think it is?” she asked, her voice thin with fear.“Call the police. Tell them what you see and tell them to move.” My words were fast. She nodded, backing into her living room with her hand pressed to her mouth.I stretched up, trying to reach Thomas’s feet. I
BellaI had thought we were safe. I was wrong. Everything happened too fast. Before Jemson could even stand up, Rex’s arms were around me, trapping me. I did not give up. I fought like a wild thing. I bit down on his hand until my mouth filled with the taste of metal and salt, but he only cursed and twisted me around. My body bent over the cold railing, the air knocked from my lungs. All I could see was the night sky.I looked into his eyes, searching for the man I once knew. He was not there. Something empty and cold had taken his place.“Stop! Let her go!” Jemson cried out, pulling at his father’s clothes. He was just a boy. Rex did not even turn his head. He just kicked out, a hard and brutal movement. I heard the awful sound of Jemson hitting the floor, then a weak cry. I looked up, desperate, and saw the stars. They were so bright and peaceful. It was a fucking beautiful night.I tried to look down, to see how far the ground was, but he had me pinned. I could only see that endles
RaymondIs Bella home with you, Mom?I had to know if Rex was lying. So I called my mother.“Hmm, I have not seen her. She went upstairs to your room a while ago. She said she was going to wait for you there.”Could you please go check?“All right… Have you heard anything from Rex yet?”No. Nothing. Can you please hurry?“I am at your door now. Just hold on.”I heard her knock, then the sound of the door opening. Her heels made a hard sound on the tile floor as she walked in. But I already knew. I felt it in my gut, cold and certain, before she even spoke.She was not there.“Raymond? Um… Bella is not here.”Okay. Thank you, Mom. I will call if I have any news.*******Bella“Who wants to play a game?”Rex asked the boys.“Me! I do!”Thomas said, completely unaware that I was trembling inside my shoes. Nothing good would come from this. I knew it. I felt it in the heavy, painful beat of my own heart.“Rex, please,” I said, my voice low.“All right,” Rex said. “I will tie Jemson’s hand
BellaThe Woods house was pure chaos. I could not catch my breath, I was not sleeping, and forgot about having a single private moment.“Emma, you are going to get your fingers stuck!”I called out from behind the bathroom door. Our youngest was sliding her little fingers under the gap, trying to reach me. Did I mention I could not even use the toilet in peace anymore? It was not that we lacked bathrooms. They just seemed to believe I was not permitted a moment alone.Giggling came from the other side, her fingers still dancing on the tile. I shook my head. She would not give up until I either opened the door or came out. Emma was two, and she was every bit the handful people say two-year-olds can be. She had lovely olive skin, huge brown eyes with long lashes, a little button nose, and a wild cloud of curly, frizzy brown hair.“Stalking Mommy again, are we?”I heard Raymond’s voice ask her. She giggled once more, and soon a second, larger set of fingers joined hers under the door.“A







