LOGINZane’s POV
Emma lay beneath me, half undressed and breathing fast, and I had never seen anything so tempting. For six long months I had imagined this exact moment, what her skin would feel like, how she would sound, what it would be like to finally taste her. Now that she was here, I could hardly stop myself from touching every inch of her.
A thought struck me. If I had been thinking about her all this time, maybe she had been thinking about me too. I wanted to know what crossed her mind whenever she pictured me.
I pulled back just enough to look into her eyes.
“Emma, I have wanted you for months. You can probably guess the things I have dreamed about doing to you… but I want to know what has been in your head when you thought of me,” I said with a teasing smile.Her lips curved into a slow, daring grin, and the heat in her gaze made it impossible to look away.
“Oh, you really do not know,” she replied with a playful wink.“Then show me,” I murmured, leaning closer.
“Maybe I will. Maybe I will not,” she teased, her voice like a challenge meant to test me.
“So this is how you want to play?” I asked.
“Yes. Now stop talking and kiss me,” she demanded without hesitation.
The shy woman I had first seen earlier had completely vanished. In her place was someone bold, confident, and full of fire, and I loved it. Since she clearly knew what she wanted, I was ready to give it all to her.
I kissed her hard, pouring months of restraint into the way my mouth moved against hers. Her legs wrapped tightly around my waist, pulling me closer until she could feel exactly how much I craved her. Her body answered mine instantly, our kisses turning hot and desperate, each one pushing us further.
Her hands slid up my chest and tugged at my shirt until it was gone. The way she looked at me then made my pulse race like nothing else. Her nails grazed down my back, leaving me shivering with need. My palms skimmed her bare skin, hungry to discover more.
I pulled away from her lips, not because I wanted to stop, but because I wanted to explore. My mouth trailed down her body, pressing kisses along every curve, each one drawing a soft, breathless sound from her. Her skin grew warmer beneath my touch, her body arching toward me as though she needed more.
My fingers slipped into the waistband of her shorts, and in one swift move, I slid them off and tossed them aside. She was completely bare now, and the sight of her like that nearly unraveled me. That dress she had worn earlier had been enticing, but it was nothing compared to this moment.
I ran my hands along her smooth legs, my eyes locked with hers.
“Emma, you are beautiful beyond words,” I said, my voice rough with want.All she could manage was a soft, breathless sound.
My hand drifted higher, brushing gently between her thighs until I felt the heat of her waiting for me.
“Already so ready for me? Is that how much you want this?” I asked, my voice thick with desire.
“Yes. And what exactly are you planning to do about it?” she replied, a playful laugh spilling from her lips.
That was all the encouragement I needed.
I trailed kisses up her thighs, slow and deliberate, before lifting one leg over my shoulder. My mouth pressed against the tender skin inside her thigh, and then lower, until I reached her heat. She gasped, a deep sound breaking free as I tasted her.
She was sweet, addictive, and I could not get enough. My tongue moved against her most sensitive spot, each stroke making her body jolt in response.
“Oh God, Zane,” she cried, her voice shaking with pleasure.
Hearing my name fall from her lips like that made something primal stir inside me. I smiled against her, then lowered myself again, dragging my tongue in a slow path until I slipped between her folds. I pushed deeper, teasing her with small strokes that had her trembling.
My fingers found that perfect spot at the top, pressing and circling while my tongue kept working inside her. She arched upward, hips rising to meet me, her body silently begging for more.
I had always known I could drive women wild this way, but with Emma, it felt different. Every sound she made, every breathless cry, only made me want to give her more. I focused on her completely, tasting every part of her, caught up in the way she was falling apart beneath me.
It did not take long before her voice broke, my name spilling out as she came hard, her release coating my tongue. Her whole body shook, but I did not let up. I carried her higher, pushing her into a second release until she was trembling too much to handle more.
I savored every drop, then eased her leg from my shoulder and kissed my way back up her body. Hovering over her, I watched the rise and fall of her chest, the small tremor that still ran through her as she caught her breath.
“You taste even better than I imagined, baby. I could spend a lifetime getting used to that,” I murmured, my voice rough as I licked my lips.
She could only hum softly in response.
I gave a low laugh and kissed her again. At first, she kissed me gently, but soon the heat returned, each movement of her mouth stoking the fire between us. My own body was aching, so tight with need that it bordered on painful. I needed release, whether she gave it with her mouth or by taking me deep inside her, I did not care which.
It was as if she could sense exactly what I wanted. Her hand slid down between us, working open the buttons of my trousers before pushing them down along with my boxers. A heavy sigh of relief left me when I was freed from the pressure of the fabric.
Her fingers wrapped around me, stroking slow and deliberate. A deep sound tore from my throat as my hips moved into her touch.
“Please, Emma… I need you before I lose my mind,” I said, my voice almost breaking with desperation.
She laughed softly, her eyes glinting with playful mischief.
“You have two choices, Zane. Either I get on my knees and take care of you, or you sit back, let me climb on your lap, and I ride you until we are both undone. Which will it be?”Her confidence sent a rush of heat through me.
“The second choice,” I groaned, tugging myself upright on the sofa, ready for her.
Emma slid onto my lap with a confidence that stole my breath. Her mouth captured mine in a kiss that was deep and hungry, her hips rolling against me so that her slick warmth brushed over my length. The sensation had me gripping her tighter, struggling to hold back the rush of heat flooding through me.
“You are not forgetting something, are you?” I murmured, my hands gliding up her sides.
She pulled back just enough to smirk. “I am on the pill. But if you would rather use protection, I have some in my room.”
I shook my head, pulling her closer. “No. If you are on it, then I trust you. I have never taken risks with women I barely know, but you are different, Emma. I know you. We are safe, right?”
Her eyes gleamed with reassurance. “Yes, Zane. We are safe. You have my word.”
“Good,” I muttered before dragging her back into another kiss, relief and desire tangled inside me.
Her hand slipped between us, wrapping around me as she lifted her hips. I steadied her, guiding her down until I was buried deep inside her. A sound tore from my throat, raw and unrestrained, and her own cry matched mine as we came together in that first thrust.
She started moving immediately, hard and fast, exactly the way I craved it. Every time she dropped onto me, a shock of pleasure ripped through my body, and I knew neither of us would be able to hold on for long.
“Oh God, yes… Zane,” she moaned, bracing herself against the sofa, her movements sending sparks racing through me. She moved like she knew every part of me, and it drove me wild.
“Just like that, baby. Harder,” I groaned, thrusting upward to meet her with every rise and fall.
She gave me exactly what I begged for, grinding into me with a hunger that matched my own. Her hands traced over my chest, her lips trailing fire along my skin, while my own hands held her hips tight, urging her to move faster, harder. We were lost in it, moving together like we had been waiting forever for this one moment.
It was raw. It was wild. It was everything I had imagined and more. Each second climbed higher, until the rush of release crashed over us at the same time. My body tensed, her cry mixing with mine as we both shattered, the intensity ripping every ounce of control from me.
She collapsed against my chest, her skin damp and hot, her breath coming fast. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close, still reeling from how powerful it had been.
“That… was beyond anything I expected,” I panted against her ear. “Who would have guessed you could move like that, Emma?”
She lifted her head, eyes still hazy but filled with satisfaction. A playful smirk curved her lips. “I do not usually. But when you have wanted someone for as long as I have wanted you, you give it everything.”
I let out a low laugh, pressing a kiss to her temple. “And what a performance it was.”
She rewarded me with a gentle kiss before sliding off me, curling at my side with a sleepy smile. She looked completely spent, and I could not blame her. She had given me everything.
“So…” I asked softly, brushing a strand of hair from her face, “was it good enough for you to want it again? Good enough to make this our secret?”
Her eyes found mine, and after a beat, she nodded.
A grin spread across my face. “Perfect. We are going to have a lot of fun together, Emma.”
Her laugh was quiet, but the way she winked told me she meant it. “I cannot wait. But right now… I need sleep.” She yawned, snuggling into me.
“You want some company? Save me the trouble of calling for a cab?” I asked with a crooked smile.
“Yes… stay,” she murmured, eyes already closing.
I smirked to myself, pressing a kiss to her hair. I was already planning on taking her again before sleep claimed us… and maybe once more in the morning. Morning sex had always been my weakness, though I rarely stayed long enough to enjoy it. Tonight would be different. Tonight, I was not going anywhere.
Bella's PovThe next few days passed in a smooth pattern. I would finish my shift, then drive to Raymond’s house to lend a hand. He was managing nearly everything on his own, growing more self-reliant just as I knew he would. Today, we had a hospital appointment to check how his body was healing.“Well, Mr. Woods, you are progressing very well,” Doctor Mathews said, looking over his chart. “All your numbers are strong, and you are well on your way to a full recovery. I am glad you sought another opinion, regardless of what you were first told. That said, I do not believe you should consider returning to racing in the near future.”My mind snagged on the word. Raymond raced?“How long until I can race again?” Raymond asked, his voice level.“You have not even mastered walking again, and you are already concerned with getting back on a bike?” Doctor Mathews replied, looking at him over his glasses.Wait a minute. I knew we had not discussed his job, but fucking motorcycle racing? Was hi
BellaThe memory returned with a great force.“I do not care what Ron says. I think you are the most beautiful girl in the entire world. Pretty petals fall, but yours never will,” Hudi said.“What does that even mean?” I asked, giggling uncontrollably.“It means that no matter how lovely a flower is, its petals always drop. But you, Bella, will always keep yours.”I laughed even harder. “Are you calling me a flower, Hudi?”“Yes. That is exactly what I am doing.”Then he closed his eyes and sniffed my hair, which made me sniff my own.“I smell like coconuts, not a flower, you liar,” I told him.He burst out laughing. “Would you prefer I call you a coconut instead?”“Do not you dare,” I said, running from him as he jumped up to give chase.**************I stared at Raymond, and he stared back. Perhaps it was just a line from a film. If not, how could he possibly know the words my best friend used to say to me, every time I confessed that my mother never found me beautiful?“
BellaHe moved in, his forehead coming to rest against mine as he looked down at me with a smile. There was a deep familiarity to him, and in that moment, I understood why. His mouth drifted closer to mine, and I held my breath, waiting for the contact. The air between us was charged, intense. It felt raw, and for the first time in so long, I felt truly alive. For the first time, I felt seen.The smaller the distance grew, the harder my heart pounded against my ribs. I was terrified he would hear it. My eyes closed the instant his lips met mine, soft, warm, and tentative. A whole fucking fireworks display ignited in my stomach. My heart took flight, and a flock of frantic wings beat inside me.And he had not even properly kissed me yet. I suppose it was safe to say I was already, irrevocably, his.His lips sealed over mine, and his tongue swept across my bottom lip. A low moan escaped me, and I granted him entry. He did not hesitate, slipping his tongue inside. His kiss was fierce and
Bella’s pov"My need for you is not a temporary condition."The words sent a jolt straight through my core, and I felt the heat bloom violently across my cheeks.The following days were a trial by fire. I would complete my shifts at the hospital, my body already aching with exhaustion, only to report to Raymond’s side. He did not make it easy for me. There were moments of fragile peace, but more often, he was the same brutal man I had first encountered. I bit my tongue until it bled, swallowing back my retorts to his crude remarks. I endured.For weeks, I operated in a fog of profound fatigue, my back a constant knot of pain, my head throbbing in time with my heartbeat. But I pushed through the discomfort. He needed me. And, though I was reluctant to admit it, I needed to be the one he relied upon. I had fallen for him with a terrifying speed, yet there were days I fantasized about wrapping my hands around his throat. He tested my sanity, fraying my nerves until I thought I might snap
Bella’s povThe reassurance in her voice was a gentle anchor, but my own heart was a wild, untamed thing, bucking against the very idea of a future without him in it. The thought sent a painful, physical jolt through my chest, a sensation so acute it stole my breath. Maybe that sounds dramatic, but every fucking nerve in my body was screaming in protest.“Why does it feel like my entire universe is collapsing just because he is gone?” The question escaped me, soft and broken.“As insane as this might sound to anyone else, I believe you are in love with him, Bella.”“But how can that be?”“I am afraid I do not have the answer for that,” she said gently. “But I can tell you it is not an impossibility.”I fell silent, drowning in the implications of her words. It was not that I believed love at first sight was a myth; I just never believed it was a story that would ever belong to me. A few days later, I followed Julie’s advice. I pulled myself together and went to the hospital, only to f
Raymond'S POVSending her away was a form of self-mutilation, a deliberate shattering of my own fucking heart. But I could not chain her to a man confined to a chair for the rest of her days. She deserved someone who could be there for her in every way, and I was no longer sure I could be that man. Not that a man in a chair could not build a full life, I knew others who had thrived after their injuries. The real obstacle was my own goddamn pride. The cold, hard truth was that I would never be able to make her a mother.My mind became a battlefield. One side presented a logical, if brutal, case for why letting her go was the only decent thing to do. The other side, a raw and desperate thing, screamed just as many reasons to hold on, to fight. The conflict was fucking me up beyond belief.I cursed the man who put me in this chair. Now, after searching for her for so many years, I had found her, only to have fate laugh in my face. I could not have her. My life was a fucking cruel joke, a







