Chapter 12

Blake

How could this have happened?

This can't be true. Aubrey couldn't want to end her life this badly. This is all my fault.

It's been two weeks after the accident and Aubrey still didn't wake up.

I held the contents of the letter in my hand. I kept reading it over and over. Every time it made my heart hurt even more.

Dear Blake,

I know that you hate me and I know that you will never accept me but I could never hate you in fact I love you. You are my brother and I look at you as my idol. I always wanted to play with you when we were younger. I always wanted to hang out with you because I always thought that you were so cool. I thought you'd be the brother to defend me from bullies and always save me. But I was wrong you were the bully. Yet I still couldn't hate you. I wanted to keep trying. I wanted to keep trying to save whatever we have. I wanted you to look at me as your sister. Treat me that way you treat Emmy. Now I see that's impossible and you're righ