“There he is!” A deep voice bellowed from the doorway, the sound cutting across the quiet office space like a roar. “I was beginning to think we should send out a search party for you, man. Where the hell have you been? Did you get lost on the road or something?”
Asher smiled and looked up from the pile of documents on his desk. “I was wondering how long it would take you to find me once you heard I was back.” He made a show to glance at his wristwatch with an intense look. “Exactly six hours and twenty-nine minutes. Not bad.”
“Don’t forget to count the seconds too,” Dave retorted as he lowered his body into one of the brown leather chairs opposite Asher’s desk without waiting to be invited.
Asher snorted. “Of course, how could I forget the seconds?”
Dave gave him a big grin, extremely pleased with himself. He lifted his leg over the other and tapped his fingers on his raised knee. “So, how was the adventure?” He actually sounded very curious and interested in the answer.
Asher set his pen down on the document he had been reading and leaned back into his executive leather chair. For a second, his thoughts wandered away from his friend and he thought about the pains his team went through to pick the chairs as though the right chair could actually solve all the company’s problems. Well, as his back relaxed into the leather, he decided maybe his team needed a little bonus for their trouble.
The chair certainly made listening to Dave easier. It was clear he would not get any work done as long as Dave was seated like a king in his office. He had no doubt his friend could clearly see the mountain of files that needed his attention, but Dave was more than just a friend. He was almost like a brother. So, that meant not only would Dave ignore Asher’s need to work, but Asher would tolerate it.
“It was great. There is nothing more refreshing than traveling miles and miles on a bike.”
Dave shook his head; he moved his hand and placed it on the desk; he continued to tap his fingers lightly on the surface. “Your love for those death traps has always been beyond me. And you picked a terrible bike to go on a long ride with. I’m surprised you can still sit up straight. Why you didn’t pick something more comfortable is still a puzzle.”
“You know? For someone who hates bikes...you sure know a lot about them.”
“I was forced to know stuff... considering I love your crazy ass.”
Asher chuckled and stood up from his luxurious executive leather chair. He walked around his desk and took the chair next to Dave. He was talking to someone who was like family, not a client or employee. It seemed more appropriate. “Love you too, man.”
A peaceful silence surrounded them for a moment. Dave sighed. “So you are ok now?”
Asher considered the question. Was he ok? He had taken three weeks off of work, jumped on his bike and rode for miles, surrounded by nothing but nature and small towns. Had it settled all his troubles or at least brought them into better focus? He wasn’t certain.
“It was a pleasant adventure. Lots of fresh air,” he answered. He knew it wasn’t the answer Dave was looking for, but it was the only one he had.
His friend looked like he wanted to say something but decided to hold his tongue at the last second. After a few beats, he opened his mouth. “How about we go out for a drink tonight?” he suggested.
Asher gave the files on his desk a pointed look. Dave followed his gaze. “There is no hope of getting all that done, even if you camp in your office for a week. Besides, you owe me.”
Eyebrows raised in shock, Asher turned to his friend. “Owe you? What on earth do I owe you for?”
“You abruptly left for three weeks and I barely heard from you. I had Layla calling me night and day, asking if I had heard anything new from you.” He shuddered exaggeratedly, like the memory of it was enough to give him nightmares. “Can you imagine receiving more than five calls from Layla every god-damn day?”
Asher felt a little guilty. Not for Dave for having to handle Layla, even though that must have put the man’s limited patience to the test. But for Layla, who had been worried to death about him. He made a mental note to make it up to her. A sigh escaped his lips as he looked at his friend. “Fine.”
The grin on Dave’s face was almost comical. Asher laughed and shook his head. “Ok, now that I have agreed to meet for drinks, allow me to get some work done. I still have a company to run.”
Dave snorted. “Oh, please. It practically runs itself,” he retorted, but stood and walked out of Asher’s office with a wave over his shoulder.
Asher also stood and returned to his executive chair. He leaned back into the comfort of the leather and closed his eyes for a moment. He was back; this is what he did best, he told himself. He opened his eyes and went back to work.
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He met Dave in their favorite bar a block from his home. It wasn’t a high end kind of place. That was what had attracted them to the bar the first time around. They had been coming to it for three years now. Asher practically knew every worker by name. They never even asked what he wanted to drink, because they already knew his preferences.
So, once he had sat down at the table Dave had picked for them, one of the waitresses showed up with a tray and their drinks.
“Thanks, M,” he told the petite woman and gave her a wink.
A predictable blush settled on her cheeks before she even turned and walked back to the bar to collect another order.
“Always the charmer. Is there any girl you can’t have your way with?” Dave asked with a teasing smile.
There was one. Asher’s mind immediately returned to another bar miles away with a bartender who hadn’t blushed once, despite his best efforts.
Something must have given on his face, because in a heartbeat, Dave set his beer down and leaned forward. “That look.” He pointed at Asher’s face. “What is that look for? You met someone on this adventure of yours?”
Asher groaned. Sometimes it was so irritating to have someone who knew him a little too well. What was he thinking? Sometimes? How about all the time? And he knew Dave only too well. The man was like a starved wild dog with a bone. He wouldn’t let go until he had every juicy bit out of it.
Resigned, Asher sighed. “Just someone I met in a bar in the middle of nowhere.”
“Something happened?” Dave asked with a serious tone.
“Nope.”
His friend’s eyes narrowed. “But you wanted something to happen.” It wasn’t a question.
Asher shrugged and took a sip of his drink. He looked around the bar. He could almost imagine he was back in Red eyes, except it smelled and looked way better here. Even the patrons were more presentable than the likes of Jim that Mia attended to all night. A sudden wave of emptiness hit him.
It was so sudden it almost took his breath away. This was crazy. He had only known Mia for two days and he couldn’t even comfortably say he knew the woman. But he missed her.
He cleared his throat and took another sip. His eyes wandered back to Dave and found his friend observing him like a hawk. “What?”
“What about your fiancee?” Dave asked quietly.
“What about her?”
“What do you mean ‘what about her?’” Dave asked, shocked.
Asher’s face didn’t change. “I don’t see the connection. I haven’t said I wanted to do anything with Mia.”
“Mia? That’s the girl’s name? And you don’t have to say anything. It’s written all over your face. I thought you went on an adventure to clear your head and give your decisions a serious thought.”
Asher began to look irritated. “I did that,” he answered in a clipped tone.
It did not faze Dave. “Sounds more like you went and fell for another girl before sorting out the one you left behind.”
“I don’t see what one has to do with the other. And I didn’t fall for Mia. You have no idea what you are talking about. And I sorted out everything with my ‘fiancee’ as far as I am concerned.”
Dave didn’t look like he bought that answer for a second. He shook his head. “Asher, you can’t be serious.”
“Do you need any help with those?” Rick called out from the doorway. Mia lifted her head over the stacked boxes that were blocking her view of the door. Apart from the question, there was nothing in his demeanor that suggested he was even remotely interested in helping her lift heavy boxes from the back storage room to the front of the bar. She was certain it was one of those offers people made just to be kind, but don’t really expect to take them up on it. He was probably expecting her to say ‘no, it’s fine, I got it.’ He was about to be in for a shock. Mia gave him a broad smile. “Really? Gee… thanks.” And just as she had suspected, Rick hesitated at the door, his eyes widening. “Oh. Right... sure.” She stifled a laugh and carried two heavy boxes over to him. It was really nothing she couldn’t handle on her own, but he had offered. Who was she to pass up the offer? Rick grimaced once she released the boxe
There was a routine to Mia’s days. The Red eyes bar took up exactly nine mentally gruelling hours out of her days from four in the afternoon to one in the morning. She usually had a full eight hours of sleep from two to ten, unless she went for a run in her wolf form to release stress or just to stretch her muscles. The hours between ten and four were filled with mundane activities like laundry, cleaning, listening to music, and cooking. If she had still been in the pack lands, her days would have been extremely different. Her thoughts wandered to her days in the pack while she prepared some steak for herself. She was hungry enough to consider shifting into her wolf and eating the meat raw straight from the floor. Her wolf was in full agreement with that idea, but Mia held back. She was living in a human town. In a tiny apartment, in a building with three other apartments. She had to refrain from giving into such impulses. She could never be too safe.
In less than twenty-four hours, Asher was back on the jet, flying back to the city. The trip had been shorter than he could have imagined. His pilot tried not to show his shock at being woken up in the middle of the night and told to fly back so fast, but Asher knew the man was probably wondering what on earth was going on. Asher hadn’t even had the energy to fake an emergency to explain the abrupt change in plans. His mind was too disturbed to think straight. He was wondering what was happening. He had left the Red eyes bar feeling as though all the light in his life had gone off. It was as though a cold hand had gripped his insides and twisted until there was no more blood flowing in him. There was no bounce in his step. It wasn’t the first rejection of his life, but it certainly felt like the worst. For some reason, a reason he couldn’t even begin to explain, Mia’s rejection hurt more than the one he had received just months before. Asher fr
The bar was full. The usual patrons in various stages of intoxication occupied every available table and space. Mia assessed this in a split second. Calculating the probabilities and chances of escape. Small, seemingly insignificant, and very crucial facts aligned themselves in her head. One, the packed small bar would buy her some time. And second, the entire place smelled of alcohol and like a poorly ventilated sweaty room. But she knew if she could catch his scent, it wouldn’t take him long to catch hers. In conclusion, her chances were not good at all. Connor stood at the door. His muscular build and tall height put him well above the majority of people in the bar. He hadn’t yet looked her way. His wandering, studying eyes had his face turned towards a small table of noisy drunks in the back, but Mia knew it was him. Not only from his scent, but she could never forget that face. The head enforcer of Blue creek pack was one of those people a
Was it wrong that he hated her as much as he desired her? Asher wondered. His thoughts floated in and out of his head as his heart pounded at the rhythm of his feet on the treadmill. When he thought about it, he actually hated Mia for the desire she had awoken in him. A desire so strong and consuming, it made him crave her more than his next breath. He had never known such a desire in his life; it pulsed in his blood with energy. Never knew it was possible to want someone so much, someone who didn’t even want him and had made it painfully clear on more than one occasion. He replayed their last encounter several times in his head. “... there could never be anything between us. So, you should go back to wherever you had disappeared to...” her words repeated themselves in his mind. And each time they hurt, just as they had the first time, he heard them from her lips. Lips he wanted to taste. Lips he imagined wrapped around other parts of his anato
While Asher had been back in the city, he had thought his mind had exaggerated the state of the building Mia lived in. But now Asher realized his mind had sugar-coated it. His mind had tried to make it less horrifying. The sight of the dilapidated two-storey building in front of him made him shudder involuntarily. To make matters worse, unlike the first time he had seen it, there was no security light in front of the building. That gave the entire place an eerie look. Forget horror movies and ghosts, Asher thought. He was almost expecting a cannibal serial killer to jump out of the shadows and send him into the afterlife in a heartbeat. It still failed to make sense to him how any sane person would live in such a place. He understood financial constraints and hard decisions, but where did self preservation and survival instinct feature in this equation? He remembered something he had learned in school about Maslow’s hierarchy of n
He waited for her to let go of her control; she was halfway there, but then her sanity came back to her. How could she let go when letting go meant so much more than he thought? He didn’t have the barest idea what being intimate with her would result in. Unlike humans, werewolves bonded with their partners on a far deeper level than he would be able to understand. And she couldn’t exactly explain it either. She couldn’t exactly start an explanation about mating bonds just like that and definitely not while she was naked, lying beneath him. He couldn’t claim her or bite her, but she still knew sex with Asher Deavan wouldn’t be just a roll in the hay. An act that could be dusted off the next morning and forgotten. She shouldn’t let it happen. Asher kept a close eye on her. When he saw that she continued to hold back, lost in her own troubled thoughts, he brushed his lips against her skin in a light kiss. His warm breath fanned over her skin. He f
Asher blinked. It must be a trick of his eyes. It was not possible for her eyes to glow like a cat; he thought. But even though he reasoned it out in his head, he raised himself on his elbows and stared at her. “Your eyes…?” The words died in his throat; he couldn’t finish the question. He wasn’t even sure what he was asking. Asher gave his head a shake. When he looked again, her eyes were normal. He blinked again. What had he seen? “Mia?” he started, but she interrupted him. “Sorry I woke you.” Something in her voice got his attention. She sounded panicked. And now that he wasn’t wondering about the strange glow in her eyes, he realized she looked rather nervous. Her hands were clenching and unclenching repeatedly. She bit her lip and stared at the window before looking back at him. She looked like someone about to bolt. He sat up properly. “What is going on?” Every nerve in him became alert to the need to protect Mia.