LOGIN(Damon's POV)The smile didn't last.It couldn't. Not with the weight of everything pressing down on me—the text, the war, the ruins of my life scattered across my father's study floor.Amara stood in the doorway, still wearing her robe, her bare feet dusted with gravel and dried blood. She looked exhausted. She looked beautiful. She looked like she was already halfway out the door."Sit down," I said."I'd rather stand.""Please."The word came out softer than I intended. She hesitated. Then, slowly, she crossed the room and lowered herself into the chair across from my father's desk. The same chair where she'd sat a hundred times as a girl, waiting for Marcus to finish his meetings so she could steal cookies from the kitchen.Now she sat in it like a stranger.I stayed standing. My hands throbbed beneath the bandages, Amara's bandages, her careful work. I touched my right palm and felt the sting."I don't know where to start," I admitted."The beginning is usually a good
(Amara’s POV)The shouting started just after midnight.I was in my childhood bedroom, staring at the ceiling, trying to fall asleep. The rain had stopped hours ago, leaving behind a world that smelled of wet earth and something else, something sharp and restless that made my wolf pace.Damon’s house.The sound carried across the distance between our properties. Not words, I couldn’t make out words. Just tones. Angry. Accusation. The jagged rhythm of a fight that had been building for weeks.I pulled my pillow over my head. Not my business, I told myself. Not my pack. Not my mate. Not my problem. The shout continued.I rolled onto my side. Stared at the wall. Counted the cracks in the plaster the way I’d counted them as a child, during thunderstorms, when I needed something to focus on besides the boom and crash of the sky.Forty-seven cracks. I’d counted them a thousand times. The shout stopped. I let out a breath I didn’t know I’d been holding.“Good, I thought. It’s over.
(Damon’s POV)The first time I noticed something was wrong, I ignored it.Valerie was late coming home. Not late-late just an hour. She said she’d been at the eastern border, checking patrol routes. I nodded. Believed her. Or told myself I did.The second time, a week later, she came back with someone else’s scent on her collar.“New patrol partner,” she said, before I could ask. “Marcus assigned me to work with the northern shift.”I didn’t know we had northern shift working our borders. I didn’t ask.The third time, she didn’t come home at all. I sat in the dark living room until three in the morning, waiting. The clock ticked. The house settled. Somewhere in the distance, a wolf howled a lonely sound, the kind that made your chest ache even when you didn’t know why.Valerie’s phone went straight to voicemail.I told myself she’d fallen asleep at a friend’s house. Told myself the roads were bad. Told myself a dozen lies I didn’t believe. When she finally walked through the
(Amara’s POV)The stitches came out on a Tuesday.I watched the nurse clip them, one by one, snip by snip and felt nothing. Not relief. Not anticipation. Not the quiet satisfaction of a wound finally closed.Just nothing.The scar that remained was ugly. Pink and raised and puckered, running from my ribs to my hip like a river on a map. I traced it with my finger that night, lying in my childhood bed, and tried to remember what it felt like to be whole.You are whole, I told myself. The bond doesn’t define you. He doesn’t define you but the scar told a different story.Three weeks passed.Then four.Then six.The pack clinic became my second home. Not as a patient, I’d had enough of that to last a lifetime but as a healer. I’d trained for five years to be a doctor. Not the kind who stitched up battle wounds and delivered pups. The kind who saved lives. The kind who made a difference.Now, finally, I had a chance to prove it.“There’s an outbreak of fever in the eastern sec
(Damon’s POV)The bond broke like a neck.One second it was there, wounded, bleeding, but there. A tether between my chest and hers. A pulse I’d learned to live with, even when it hurt. Even when it screamed.The next second, Nothing.I felt it happen. Felt the exact moment her words became reality. The bond didn’t fade or fray or loosen its grip. It snapped. Like a rope pulled too tight. Like a branch bent too far.And I… I couldn’t breathe.My hand flew to my chest. To the place where her heartbeat had lived for two years. The place I’d ignored. The place I’d pretended didn’t matter.It was empty now. A hollow. A wound. An amputation.She rejected me.The thought didn’t feel real. Couldn’t be real. Amara, my Amara, the girl with the storm-grey eyes and the laugh that made me forget my own name—she wouldn’t. She couldn’t.But she had. I opened my mouth to say something. Anything. Take it back. Don’t do this. Please. What came out was a gasp. A broken, animal sound that di
(Amara’s POV)The pack clinic smelled like antiseptic and regret.I’d been here four days. Four days of white sheets and beeping monitors and my mother’s hand in mine. Four days of Liam bringing me books I was too tired to read and Maya sneaking me chocolate she’d stolen from the pack kitchen. Four days of avoiding the one question everyone wanted to ask but no one had the courage to voice:Has he come to see you?The answer, of course, was no.I’d stopped waiting for him on the second day. Stopped looking at the door every time it opened. Stopped holding my breath when footsteps passed in the hallway. The hope was a muscle I’d finally learned to stop flexing.It still ached, though. A phantom limb. The ghost of something that had once been mine.“You’re doing it again,” Liam said.He sat in the chair beside my bed, the same chair he’d barely left in four days. His dark hair was messy. His jaw was shadowed with stubble. He looked almost as bad as I felt, which was ridiculous,







