KABANATA 17

Alex's Point of View

WE are both silent when I was driving the car to the hotel for our food tasting. Pasimpleng date na rin 'to. Minsan talaga suddenly yayain ko na lang siyang kumain sa labas at magdadahilan na lang ako na wala akong kasama sa bahay which is truthfully meron naman talaga. Sa kan'ya maybe it is just a simple and plain dinner but for it is not.

Matagal ko ng pasikretong minamahal si Meg. Unang kita ko pa lang sa kan'ya noon malapit sa dagat kung nasaan kami lagi ni dad I know in myself that I should be brave to tell my whole family that I am in love with a girl and that I am a bisexual.

One factor that's why I was depressed after my father's death is that I felt that I was in front of millions of people, and I was streaming that I was different, but they couldn't hear me. I am afraid to tell my mom or even my two older brothers about my sexual orientation because I know how they treasure me as the